last night I got into a hot tub for the first time! not only was it amazing & soothing for my period cramps, with pretty changing lights- I was also with my lovers, and I was naked! this is important because for one, it feels so liberating and wonderful when you start to become more comfortable with your naked body (around the people who love u at least) especially when ur someone who’s as insanely insecure as me. and for two…a hot tub! i was in it! i felt so classy, but I definitely wasn’t in reality, because I was drinking beer, smoking, and talking about queefing. ugh I love my life