suicide and self harm and eating disorder tw

little borderline things (tw)

- getting instantly suicidal when your best friend doesn’t text back
- overdosing when your best friend says they can’t handle your mental health
- looking at yourself in the mirror and dissociating and self harming/disordered eating/purging over the slightest imperfection
- lapses of psychosis and terrifying your parents
- not attending normal school because of panic attacks and social anxiety/getting overwhelmed easily
- being an easy target for bullies because overly empathetic and vulnerable
- romantic relationships usually causing fits of anger or distrust, instability, splitting on your significant other over the tiniest thing
- having a huge victim complex so instantly thinking the tiniest act of ignorance means everyone is out to get you and then becoming suicidal
- doubting your mental illness and then having a huge identity crisis when someone isn’t validating you constantly
- feeling like someone doesn’t love you if they don’t say it literally all the time
- constantly getting fits of violent rage, unbearable self hatred, narcissism, depression, manic happiness, confusion
- sexual trauma flashbacks and fear and suspicion of people despite being overly trusting of them and feeling the need to tell them your whole life story in order to be validated
- feeling the desire to be physically and sexually validated despite your sexual trauma making it difficult for you to actually have sex