161015 mnet m super concert ‘2016 k-content fair’ - feel good
minho focus © Starstruck MH

I see that anon and I’m not going to post it. But I knew I was going to get hell for this. for saying that I want to look pretty. I WANT TO LOOK AND FEEL PRETTY. ALWAYS WANT TO LOOK PRETTY. Always. Who doesn’t? And if I happen to stumble across Harry, or matty, or a dude at a concert - I - emphasis on I, want to FEEL GOOD when I see them. I don’t want to do it FOR them. I am doing this FOR ME. Just to clarify.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.