such perfect and wonderful people

i’m in my prime,
not withering and old.
but i refuse to play
your wicked games any longer.

i know this tether is unbreakable,
but you make me feel like i’m interchangeable.
you drew a target on my heart,
when did this become fatal attraction?

i don’t have the strength,
the energy,
nor the patience
to be held hostage by your love.

so baby please don’t despair
when i say that
i’ve found the courage to
let you go.

you were never meant to be tied down in the first place.

—  believing i could love you was my mistake, c.j.n.
3

Can you believe I stopped in the middle of a serious thing just to draw this bullshit because honestly I can’t

This one is different. She doesn’t tell you she loves you even if that’s all she can think of. She doesn’t break easily though she has every reason to. People see her as amazing in many ways, but they don’t know that if you go deeper, you’ll find she’s imperfectly perfect. I wonder if she knows that. I wonder if people can see through her smile and find the part of her that she tries to hold together. I wonder if anyone notices that tired look in her eyes. She’s a writer, and all writers see the world differently. She sees it as beautiful even when it’s terrifying. She sees so much in it I could never begin to recognize. Above all, she’s a fighter. I hope they know that. They’d love her even more if they knew.
—  the angel that fell to earth
TMNT x Reader

Imagine having a bad day and your favorite turtle comforting you. Each turtle has his own way of comforting his S.O. but each is just as sweet.

Leonardo knows that he can’t always change the world. He can fight an alien invasion and stop crazed scientist from taking over the world but he can’t fight the little things.
He tries though.
He makes you tea, just the way you like it, and stays with you. He mediates as you read, sipping on your tea. Opening his eyes, he looks at you, smiling softly.
“What are you reading?”
“The Princess Saves Herself in This One. It’ s a poetry collection.”
“Oh?”
He climbs into bed with you, pulling you close to him.
Sometimes, it not saying or doing anything grand. Sometimes, it’s just doing something small. Like making a cup of tea and holding someone you love and assuring them that it’s okay to be sad. And that you’ll be right there when it’s over.

Raphael understands that, when you’re having a bad day, you might feel like you need to get away from it all.
He knows that he often does.
So he sneaks out and takes you on a midnight bike ride, out of the city. He drives until it’s quiet and there’s not a single soul around. He tosses a blanket onto the grass and you both lay down, staring up at the sky. And you rant.
You rant on and on until there is nothing more to say except for thank you.
“You always seem to figure me out, Raph. You know just what I need.”
“I’d do anything for ya, tiger.”
And he would too. He most definitely would.

Donatello can be a bit awkward when it comes to emotions but he’s not completely hopeless.
He know what you like and don’t like and he knows what comforts you, even on the worst of days. After all, he is your beloved boyfriend.
“Welcome home, Y/N.”
He has strung fairy lights all around, neon purple filling the room. A playlist of all your favorite songs is playing softly and best of all: him. He’s locked up his lab for the night (and gave Leo the key) and is prepared to do whatever you want.
“Can we just cuddle?” you ask.
“Of course we can, darling. Whatever you want.”
Donatello can sometimes space out and, yeah, he doesn’t always make the right move. But he has his moments and they are amazing.

Michelangelo goes all out.
He wishes He could make the world perfect and wonderful and full of only good people, just for you. But he knows that can never happen (a turtle can dream though, right?) So he makes up for it.
He has pizza, popcorn, and ice cream (your three comfort foods). He has your favorite movies and the biggest blanket fort in the entire city, built by yours truly.
“Just tell me what you need, babydoll, anything!”
“Disney movies and cuddling?” you ask.
“And as many kisses as my lady desires. We got Beauty and the Beast, the Little Mermaid…”
He continues to list the movies and you can’t help but smile. All of these things are totally awesome but in the end…you’re happiest that you have your favorite ninja with you.

Keep your head high!

Its Wednesday everyone! You can make it through the week! Don’t forget to eat and drink something today. Its very important!!!

Littles,
You are the star today (but when are you not, right?) you are beautiful and wonderful. No matter what shape or size, you are perfect. Never stop loving yourself.

Doms,
You are strong wonderful people! Never back down from anything. Don’t be afraid to show your little your emotional side. We know you have feelings as well. We love you amazing people!!

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Snk Read Through - An Analyze : Marco.

At the beginning of manga, Marco was just an ordinary side character. A good soldier, a reliable friend. He was not drawing ours, reader’s, attention that much. His admires his King like most of the common people and also Military Police like Djel Sannes does. That is what Marco represents: A perfect example King’s Subject. Common people. I wonder if he’d do same things as Djel Hannes did if he joined Military Police.

Marco is a martyr complex; he wants to join MP but he doesn’t mind giving all other points to his friends, he wants to serve the King and he doesn’t mind dying for his Kİng or future of humanity. Insert Isamaya’s evil laugh here. He reminds me all those soldiers we would have never heard of if they wouldn’t die at battle field in real life.

But are martyrs really natural leaders, or pawns? Martyrs don’t lead us, they are being remembered to inspire us.

It is an instinct for us, humans to gather around a shelter to protect ourselves. It is a natural instinct, we try to survive no matter the cost. Eren and other kids are also human and also has that instinct. Our huntress, Sasha, is the best example here because she mostly makes her moves with trusting her instincts. She wants to be in Marco’s squad to survive, like other kids. Except…

Jean.

He is the logical person here. He knows a squad does not need a shelter, after that shelter gets ripped apart the whole squad is gonna die as well. A squad needs a leader that is going to survive and show them their way no matter what.

And also Marco sees that as well.

He starts to talk some sense but suddenly Isayama cuts his speech and shows us something else.

His death. 

As we saw Marco’s lifeless body laying down there, we fill with sympathy. We suddenly notice him like the way all those people notice their martyrs. We suddenly aware that Marco exists with his death.

And as pages that I am gonna return and analyze goes on, there is no sign of Marco’s speech. Isayama makes us wonder and crave the rest of his speech.

And we finally get to pages where dead bodies are being burned as Jean observes around with a pain in his heart.

Our hearts are burning with Marco as well.

And Isayama suddenly decides to show us rest of his speech.

Before his death, Marco was not even noticeable or likable compared to other characters but like a martyr, Marco inspired Jean with his death and found his place in our hearts. 

And Jean decided to join Survey Corps not because it was his wish, but his responsibility from now on.

But did Marco got his wish to serve the King? Did he died for the future of humanity or life of his friends?

He died because he was at the wrong place at the wrong time. He wished to die while saving his friends, in Isayama style humor, we may say this actually happened. But that was quite different from what he wished for. He didn’t become the martyr he wished to be, but he is a martyr in the end. A martyr, and a victim.

This has always been itching me. What would RBA do even if Marco talked with them? Let him go? I don’t think so. Would Marco compromise with them? That also seems unlikely to happen. Maybe Marco was trying to get an advantage so that he can go and tell others this information. He wanted to serve as a good soldier boy, but RBA took that chance away from him. He did not just die as  martyr but also a victim.

I want to make it clear that Titan Trio are also victims as well. All of our characters are the victims of a war that started long long, 2000 years long ago. None of them are guilty and also none of them are innocent but all of them are only victims. They are not enjoying killing people and such. The moment they did, is the moment they lost their humanity.

Chapter 6.

Chapter 48.

Chapter 56.

Chapter 59.

Chapter 76.

Chapter 77.

Chapter 77.

Chapter 81.

And the list goes on…

Please always remember this while you are enjoying the series!


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both intersex and nonbinary people are gorgeous, wonderful, and important.

both nonbinary and intersex people come in all sorts of lovely colors, shapes, sizes, personalities, and all of them have wonderful, perfect, valid bodies.

both intersex and nonbinary people deserve respect, recognition, and to be treated with humanity and kindness.

nonbinary people are real, valid, and important.
intersex people are real, valid, and important.