such a big part of my life

Me: Let’s draw this character!! Time to get reference

Also Me:

Me: I’ve drawn this character only like twice in my life I need–

Also Me: No reference we draw characters horribly inaccurate like men


To think that I finally hit 1,000 followers is absolutely unimaginable. To actually have it happen, that’s mind blowing.

I cannot believe I’ve made it this far. Honestly, when I created this blog and started writing imagines, I didn’t even think people would even read them, much less like them. I had an ask box empty for two weeks, not even more than five followers, and an unknown username to tumblr. As time progressed and I kept up the hard work, I realized that my initial worries were far from ever becoming true. To write a silly poem and get over 2,000 notes, to write a fanfic and get over 200 likes, to get 1,000 followers, that’s absolutely crazy! I love you guys so fucking much. I know this seems like a little thing, just writing fanfiction, but it plays a big part in my life. It gives me inspiration, encouragement, and makes me so happy to see how much you guys care. I’ve met so many amazing people on here who have changed my life. You are all so caring and sweet, and I love each and every one of you. I have never been a big person on sharing my writing or any of my creations and art for that matter, and joining tumblr and posting over one hundred imagines was a huge step for me. Each of you have helped me so much and I cannot thank you enough.


P.S. oh haha did I forget to mention, uh, there’s going to be another poem coming out soon :)

anonymous asked:

Can we know your little and daddy story?

Hm. I’m assuming you mean how we came to be daddy and little.

Well I already called him Daddy as a part of extremely light ddlg and one day I asked if we could bring it into our life more. And I had done some research about age regression to deal with trauma and I wanted to try it and he was perfectly fine with it

So I regressed one day and we both loved it. I loved having the childhood I deserved. Being worry free

He loved how happy I was and how excited I got over everything and feeling like he was my superman.

Since then I regress quite often while keeping our big life balanced in too

OKAY so my bff (have been for about 2 years) is a super mega huge Demi Lovato fan, part of the reason we became friends was bc we are both such huge fangirls. Well I never mentioned Larry at first bc I wasn’t sure how she would take it and like Larry is a huge part of my life and if she came through and said she thought it was fake or whatever, our friendship would basically be over bc girl byeeeeeeeeee, but one day, ill never forget, she asked me “Who is Larry Stylinson?” and I mean guys if you could see the fucking horror on my face you would had just thought someone told me Haylor was a thing again jfc! So then I asked her  “Why?” and she responded saying (Disclaimer she used to have a fan account, but forgot her login. So she uses one of her friends account who she met online, that is mainly Demi, just to stay updated instead of making a whole new one) “Well the friend who’s account that I’m using is following a lot of these accounts. And I think I get the idea, but like what does it all really mean?” So basically I think it’s now or never. I give her all of the receipts, pictures, youtube videos, songs, I mean everything, because I was like she is about to believe today! And by the end she was just kind of like wow okay, like yea I can definitely see it all being true, but she was never like oh hell yea. Which I was like okay she is a Demi stan so it’s cool and long as she didn’t call me a fucking loon ya know? Well these texts are literally from like 10 min ago AND LOOK HOW FAR SHE HAS COME!!! She is full blown a Larry shipper now and I actually could not be more proud! She will even send me One Direction stuff that she sees and same with me and Demi stuff, but all I’m saying is if an out side person who only knew a little about the band, but now a full blown believer. Like God is good. Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

Dear college bound friends,

Please do not start your essay with “Music has always been a big part of my life.” I get it. It’s the start of every. single, fricken, essay. And I know I probably made the same mistakes when I was writing mine. 


A College Admissions Counselor

“I broke up with my girlfriend this morning. We’d been together for three years. But I’m Catholic, and she doesn’t know if she believes in God or not. I wanted to propose to her one day. I think she’d be a great mom and a great wife. But I feel like this might be something we can’t overcome. I want to get married in a Catholic church. I want to raise my children to be Catholic. It’s important to me and it’s something that we’d have to deal with eventually. So I didn’t think it would be a good idea to keep putting it off. But it really hurts to lose her. Both of us were bawling our eyes out. She was such a big part of my life. Every time something good happens, she is the first person I want to tell. And I do respect that she refuses to believe in something just because I do. But I don’t know what to do. I’m hoping God will give me an answer.”

Even when Dan and Phil are just another popular thing that happened years ago.

Even when they’re married to whoever they love.

Even when they have kids of their own that get butterflies in their stomach because of people they like just like we did.

I will still ask for an autograph and picture if I meet them.

I’ll show my kids what wonderful people they are.

I’ll still get all giddy seeing a picture of them.

I’ll still be a fan girl of them when YouTube was far in the past.

They were a big part of my life.

Without meaning to they helped me become happier when I felt sad.

They were the light when I was lost.

They guided me through the dark.

They helped shape me to be the person I am today.

So until the day I’m no longer on this earth I’ll be Dan and Phil Trash.

Dan and Phil Games [insert noun]

A Danasour

A Philion

They will always hold a special place in my heart.

Originally posted by ughhfxckk

anonymous asked:

Do you feel you've garnered a lot more attention since you've been with Sean? Not meant to be shady; and you definitely kind of already had a following before that. do you think you've garnered an audience that might not actually be interested in your content but for your connection to Sean?

Oh yeah definitely, though I don’t necessarily see that as a bad thing!

I know that I’ve garnered a lot of attention online since I started dating Sean but I always try to not use him for my own gain.
I want people to see me, my life and my personality through my videos. I want them to not just see me as an extension of “Jacksepticeye.”
However I have come to realize that distancing myself, like I would in the past, is not the way to obtain that. Sean is a big part of my life and I want to be able to show that side of me to the people online as well. Hopefully you guys understand and accept that. :)

Things Fandom Has Taught Me
  •  To be more open-minded
    • That people have sexual orientations and gender identities different from mine that I will never fully understand, but are real nonetheless
    • That there is no ‘one’ way to write a fic and that diversity is what makes fandom beautiful
    • All ships are valid because even if they’re not valid to you, they’re valid to someone. Never attack someone over what they ship– that just makes you an asshole.
  • Patience
    • With update times– understanding that both authors and artists have lives outside of fandom
    • With that 12 year old kid who’s just starting out and may not realize how offensive they’re being
  • There is nothing wrong with writing a strong female character (or ‘Mary Sue’, as some would say)
    • To say that a woman can’t be popular, confident, intelligent, and beautiful in fiction is to say that a woman can’t be popular, confident, intelligent, and beautiful in real life either. And that? That is some bullshit.
  • Sex
    • Thank you, fandom, for giving me the sex talk my parents were too chicken to give me. Your education was a bit more…comprehensive than strictly needed (and not wholly accurate in parts, especially in regards to what should, and should not be used as lube) but I have to admit, I now know an impressive amount of euphemisms for male and female genitalia
  • How to deal with anon hate
    • People will be jerks. Just look in the comments section of any YouTube video. And chances are, if you’re actively involved in a fandom, people will send you hate at some time or another. Ignore them; if they’re on anon, it means that deep down, they know that they’re being a dick. 
    • To put it simply, they’re cowards and cowards don’t deserve attention.
  • A whole new vocabulary 
    • Seriously, if you told my 10-year old self that years later, they would know exactly what words like ‘mpreg’, ‘ABO-verse’, and ‘PWP’ meant…well you’d probably cause them to have an early-life crisis, but that’s not the point here.
  • Fandom content is meant to be shared
    • Art and fics are shared with you, not drawn/written for you. Appreciate it and understand that you’re not entitled to more.
    • That being said, everyone likes an audience. No one wants to feel like they’re shouting into the void. Which means that if you liked something and want to see more of it, give the creator some encouragement!

Feel free to add to this list :) 


➳  Happy 20th anniversary Inuyasha !

On November 13, 1996, the first chapter of the manga series Inuyasha was published in Japan’s Shonen Sunday magazine. Thank you Rumiko Takahashi for giving us such a beautiful series and tons of characters that we adore! Inuyasha had a big impact on a lot of people’s childhoods and a lot of us are still obsessed with the series. Thank you ♥

It’s finally here! Thank you guys so much for supporting and being part of my life. I cannot tell you the inspiration, motivation, and happiness you all have given me in the few months since I’ve made my studyblr. Okay I’ll stop being mushy :)

Please read the rules below for how to enter, and I will announce the winner on November 2nd, 2016 with a random generator after inputting all of your names. So, heres a big giveaway that I’ve been saving up for for weeks! Here are the 5 things that you will receive if you win!!! 

Here is what you will win:

1- 10 pack of Staedtler Triplus Fineliner Brilliant Colours

2- 1 Blue Fjallraven Kanken Backpack

3- 15 pack of Zebra Mildliner Cool Soft Colour Double-Sided Highlighters

4- Sticker Book

5- 20 MT Washi Masking Tapes


  1. Must be following me ( @zeestudies​ ) (It’s a 5k follower giveaway, after all :P)
  2. Must reblog this post (likes are for bookmarks) You can reblog as many times as you would like!
  3. If you won, I will send you an ask on November 2nd, 2016 and ask for your PO box or mailing address, so please be comfortable with me asking for that :]
  4. No giveaway accounts, please!
  5. P.S.: This giveaway is open internationally!

****This is optional, but if you have the financial means to afford these items, please try to reblog this less, as this is for people who cannot afford these luxury items :)


The last three years have been one hell of a ride. A lot can change in three years. When I first started this blog almost every single thing about my life and internet life in general was different. Charlie wasn’t here yet and I wanted to make a big spectacle of it. That was part of a larger complex I was dealing with at the time. Everything had to be a show, even my own name wasn’t real. But despite all the mistakes I have made I think I had one saving grace and that was my love and excitement to be a father. I’m not part of the same family I was back when I started this journey, hell, I don’t think many of you are even aware of half of what has happened. I just wanted to share my thoughts and my experience with being a dad to a group of people that I know have love and care about me and charlie and our story.

In the last three years I lost my fiancee, lost my baby, and a whole lot more. The first year I spent without seeing my daughter was the hardest. I tried my best to be good enough for her, for my fiancee, and for everyone around me and everything sorta came crashing down and I had to reevaluate who I was and who I wanted to be for the future. I’m going to skip a lot of the boring details but here I am, 2016, healthy, both emotionally and physically after dropping a massive 180 pounds and as it stands it looks like I will be holding sole custody of my daughter and nothing in this world makes me happier.

She’s been with me for the past year and a half now, I’ve done my best to refocus my life and my desires into giving her the best life possible and being the best dad possible for her. But hey, pictures are worth a thousand words so I’ll leave you guys with some pictures and just a friendly reminder that just because everything is going bad doesn’t mean everything is going to stay bad forever.


a series of unlikely crossovers