(s)evilecek bir yanım kalmamış
(e)zilmiş gururum boş
(n)e misafirliğe eşim dostum kalmış
(d)airemin ışıkları hepten loş

(n)e kadar üzülsem fayda etmez
(u)mudum yabancı ellerde beni görmez
(d)erdim büyüktür ilaç kesmez
(e)sen rüzgar yaramı serinletmez
(s)ensizliğe düştüm, kurtar, koş!

Friend: Can I get something straight?
Me: you can run anything bi me!
Friend: … Stop it… Anyway, about our project…
Me: wasn’t it unbi-lievable that we were picked as a pair!
Friend: …I’m… Going to go…
Me: good bi!

This is great but it’s nothing compared to us practicing for a performance and someone shouting “YOU’RE NOT STRAIGHT” in regards to our line to which I responded “Really??” and my friend behind me said “w o w no WAY”

Love & Misadventures: Chapter 15

Love & Misadventures, a sequel to Is this Happening?

A Harry Styles Imagine Series


What the hell? Another chapter already?! I couldn’t help but write 15 after I posted 14… I hope you enjoy! Let me know what you think, please :]

Chapter 15: Flashing Lights

March 16th 2015

Your POV

My trip back to New York was all just a haze. During most of the flight, all I could think about was everything that happened in the last 24 hours.

After Harry had confirmed to the entire stadium in Bangkok that I was his girlfriend, the entire Internet and One Direction fandom completely lost their minds.


“HARRY! Oh my god! Why did you do that?! You completely blind-sided me!!!” I shouted at him backstage after he finished his concert.

“I’m sorry, was that wrong? Should I not have done that? I just wanted to be romantic…” He innocently smiled at me with his hands behind his back.

“Oh my god!! But what about your managers? What about-” I stared at him in disbelief.

“I already told them. We had a meeting about it the other day and I told them that I was tired of hiding you as my girlfriend and that I’m going to confirm it whether they liked it or not… I’m pretty sure they got a team working on everything right now as we speak.” Harry put his hands on my shoulder, “I wanted this. I want them to know about us. I want everyone to know about us.”

I wrapped my arms around him, still a complete mess from all the crying I did while he sang to me.

“I hate you, so much.” I muffled in his chest.

“The feelings’ mutual.” He kissed the top of my head.

“OH MY GOD YOU CURLY HEADED SHIT! I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU DID THAT!” Madeline hollered as soon as she saw Harry and I hugging each other. Niall was following close behind her, shaking his head. The other guys were still changing out of their clothes.

“What?!” He shot her a goofy smile.

“That was so romantic! I can’t believe you just told the world about two! You do know that you’re trending on Twitter right now? Worldwide!” Madeline held up her phone and sure enough ‘#HarrySerenadedY/N,’ ‘#HarryHasAGirlfriendSorryGirls,’ ‘#HarryStylesIsOffTheMarket,’ were at the top of the list within the hour after he sang to me.

“Oh my god!” I kept my arms wrapped around Harry as he happily  wrapped his arms around me, “I can’t believe that just happened!”

“I swear to god Niall, you better not pull that shit on me!” Madeline turned to him with her hands on her hips.

“WHAT?! Chill woman! My head nearly spun when I had to watch Harry argue and fight for his right to tell everyone about her… I’m not about to go through all that.” He shrugged and shook his head.

“Oh.” Madeline’s face drop.

Niall noticed and wrapped his arms around her, “But I would for you, if you want me too!!!!” 

“No, no-no, no, no. No.” She shook her head.

“You argued that hard? For me?” I looked up at Harry.

“Of course, I would do anything for you.” He lightly kissed my lips.


When we all left the stadium that night, we were attacked by paparazzi, they were literally everywhere. We all didn’t even leave at the same time or go to the same places afterwards, but the paparazzi were there and asked each of them about Harry and I. We felt so bad. It was massive chaos.

Madeline and I had to leave early in the next morning to go back to New York since we needed to be back in school as soon as possible.

When we landed at J.F.K. airport in New York, there were paparazzi waiting outside the fences of the private hanger, asking me questions about my life with Harry. It was a very mind boggling.

On our way home, I made the driver circle around our blocks a few times to make sure weren’t being followed before he finally dropped us off.

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People Magazine

Harry Styles’ Girlfriend isn’t Just a College Student!

Harry Styles’ new girlfriend, Y/F/N Y/L/N, whom he confirmed last week at his concert in Thailand, was seen in New York at a Starbucks on her Macbook and sipping on a ice cold beverage. She was sporting a beautiful Prada peacoat with matching boots accompanied by an oh-so-sexy Givenchy handbag.

She definitely has style, she has too if she’s dating Styles.

She is the daughter of the C.E.O. power couple of Sony U.S.A., Y/F’s/F/N and Y/M’s/F/N Y/L/N, who are not only known for their role at Sony but are also great philanthropists. They, along with Y/N, host charity events, galas and balls every year to raise money for homeless, orphaned, and/or sick children around the world.

Y/N is apparently well known in the classical world, a child prodigy, who excelled and perfected the piano and violin by the age of 5. She has performed with many major orchestras as a child, such as the New York Philharmonic, London Symphony Orchestra, the Vienna Philharmonic, and those are just a few.

She quit classical music at the age of 12 and has disappeared from the scene. Now she is a full-time student, studying at Columbia University in New York city on a full-ride scholarship for Academics. Her major is not yet confirmed but is rumored to be International Business. Not only is she a musical genius, she is also a genius with a perfect GPA and is multilingual; she speaks English, Spanish, French, Italian and ________ (you can pick your own language), very fluently. Way to go Styles!

It seems that Harry Styles’ is absolutely submitten with her, inside source says that “he has never been this happy with any girl before.” But honestly, who couldn’t tell by the obvious song choice he serenaded her with in front of thousands of people and has now been viewed by millions!

Seems like Styles didn’t settle for just a model this time.

Can he keep up with her intelligence?

Can she keep up with his constant moving lifestyle?

Only time will tell.

Published on March 18th 2015

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Uh-Oh! Looks like Mr. Styles is Officially off the Market!

On March 15th, Harry Styles dared to be bold: confessed his love and confirmed his relationship with Y/F/N Y/L/N by serenading a sweet love song, ‘Never Stop’ by Safety Suit with the help of his fellow band mates.

Oh Styles, such a romantic he is. 

Y/N was completely caught off guard as she was in tears while he sang to her! It was such a heart felt moment when we watched the many videos that fans had posted.

Poor Directioners! I know, we are devastated as well. We all wanted to date him too.

Y/F/N Y/L/N is a full time college student at Columbia University. She has been seen with the boys on numerous occasions within the last 6 months! I guess Styles has been putting the moves on her for quite sometime now!

We just hope that she can make our Harry happy!

Published on March 19th 2015

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March 20th 2015

Your POV

I had just got back from an afternoon run, which has been totally thrown off since I had to find a new park outside of the city to jog at since paparazzi had followed me the entire five miles the other day.

As I drank my bottle of water, I skimmed over the article that was on my bed.

I tossed the magazine that was sent over to me by my new management team that my father hired to help me with all of this chaos and with the fact that I was still debating on going public with my YouTube account, I needed a team behind me now.

I gazed at the beautiful dress that was sent over by Ellie Saab, hanging in my room, wondering if I wanted to wear it. I’d rather wear something Madeline made but it was too last minute for her to create something in such a short amount of time so she insisted I go with the Ellie Saab since she was one of our favorite designers.

My parents had been organizing a charity ball since they’ve been in Singapore, which they didn’t tell me about until four days ago, and I was suppose to go and show my support. But I didn’t really want too… I had been avoiding going in public since all eyes were on me since Harry went ahead and confirmed our relationship with the world.

I had begged Oliver and Madeline to go with me tonight since I didn’t want to face the flashing lights alone, and they were more than happy to accompany me tonight on such short notice. They were seriously the best.

Harry kept apologizing every time a new picture or article would post, but that was basically every day. I told him to stop because this comes with being his girlfriend. Even though it has only been a few days since I’ve seen him, I missed him like crazy and sort of already wished his tour would hurry up and get to America so I could spend the summer with him.

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Harry’s POV

We had just got to the Philippines when my manager sent me an email containing a few articles about Y/N, telling me how I am suppose to respond if I get asked about her, etc.

“What the fuck?” I said out loud as I read through the most view article on People’s Magazine.

Niall and Louis were sitting in the back of the van next to me, I was in the middle and they both leaned in and looked at my phone.

“What? What happened?” Louis asked.

“I didn’t know Y/N was a child prodigy… What the actual fuck?” My jaw was hanging.

“She’s a WHAT?” His accent still get me some times.

“What…?” Niall tiled my phone towards him.

“She never told you?” Louis looked up at me.

“No… I mean I know she’s been playing since she was a toddler but I didn’t know she was THAT gifted…” I went to YouTube and typed in her name and over 100 videos popped up from over 11 years ago.

“She can speak five languages too?” Niall raised his eyebrow.

“I knew she spoke French and Spanish on top of English but…” I trailed off.

I clicked on a video and it took forever to load since the phone service in the Philippines was poor.

“What the hell do you mean too? You can’t even speak one properly Niall.” Louis smirked 

Niall shook his head, “HEY! I meant Madeline, she can speak a few languages too…The other night in the middle of foreplay she spoke Fren-“

“Shut up you idiot! I don’t need to know about your sex life!” Louis reached over me and shoved him.

“Guys, seriously, shut up. Let me listen.” I held up my phone and hit play as soon as half the video loaded. It was a video of Y/N playing a piano concerto with the London Orchestra when she was 6 years old. She looked so adorable wearing a poofy pink dress, her hair was in a bun. I smiled as she bowed to the audience.

As soon as she started playing with her fingers dancing across the piano, Louis, Niall and I jaws dropped.

“No fucking way…” We all said at the same time.

“Do you even know who your girlfriend is?!” Louis asked as we all continued to watch.

“Apparently… not?“ 

I was so amazed as I watched her play.

My heart raced and a smiled spread across my face, I felt absolutely blessed that I got to call her mine.

Your POV

I saw an incoming call from Harry as I got ready for the ball. He must’ve just got to Manila, Philippines.

"Hello?” I sang into my phone as I put down my hair straightner.

“So my girlfriend is a musical genius and didn’t bother to tell me?” Harry sounded offended.

“I’m sorry…Wait, you knew this!”

“No… I knew you were talented! I didn’t know you were a prodigy! Anything else I should know?” I could hear the sass in his voice.

“Sorry! I didn’t think it was important since I don’t even touch classical music anymore… at least you know I have that photographic memory…”

“But you know everything about me!” I could hear the frown in his voice.

“I know Harry I’m sorry! I don’t know, I just don’t talk about that part of my life anymore.”


“I hated it. I mean I love playing the piano, don’t get me wrong… but I was constantly competing everywhere and my parents flew me from place to place and it was just so tiring. From the age of 5 to 12, I accumulated over 200 trophies and medals. I got fed up with it after a while and just quit. It was no longer fun for me, I didn’t enjoy it anymore. Traveling as a kid from country to country isn’t as glamorous as you boys have it. I didn’t even use my first name, I used my middle name to compete which is why no one knew who I was… until now. Damn the paparazzi.” I sighed as I fixed my make up and explained to him.

“I see, I see, well I’m not really mad. I’m just surprised, but I mean we are still learning about each other so I GUESS it’s okay since I still love you.” I could hear the smile in his voice.

“I’m sorry, but I promise that’s the last secret I have!” I giggled.

“Uh-huh and how about the five languages?” I knew his arms were folded across his chest.

“Okay I told you one night, I think you were drunk though but I’m pretty sure I told you." 

"I don’t think so babe, I would’ve remembered.” He hummed.

“No, no, it was that night you were doing back to back tequila shots with your friend from Cheshire.”

“Whatever, now you’re just making things up Y/N.” He laughed because he clearly didn’t remember anything that night except having a massive hangover the next day.

“Okay whatever.” I put my phone on speaker and set it down as I finished curling my hair with the straightner.

“So did you contact Ellen yet?” Harry asked.

“No… I don’t know if I should.”

“Why not baby? It would be an amazing opportunity for you to boost your music career!”

“But that’s the thing, I don’t want a music career! Because the pressure and the media and all the other stuff that comes with it, I don’t know if I’m ready for all of that.” I admitted.

I heard Harry yawn, “You’re never going to know unless you try, and I think if your dad has anything to do with it, he wouldn’t let you burn out and spread yourself thin.”

“I guess so… I don’t know… I’m still thinking about it.”

“Well if it counts, I loved your new cover of Ed’s song ‘Afire Love.’ I texted him the video and he thinks you did the song justice.”

“Harry!” I was blushing, I was turning red, “No you didn’t!”

“I did. I’ll screen shot you the conversation later.” He chuckled.

“Okay… I have to finish getting ready for this charity ball tonight, you’re distracting me. I’ll call you tomorrow before you’re on stage.”

“Awww… okay. Are you still going with Madeline and Oliver?”

“Yeah, Madeline’s getting ready and Oliver should be here soon.”

“Okay, send lots of pictures! Have fun, stay safe.”

“Will do! I love you.” I sang.

“Love you more.”

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Oliver came over at 7pm and we immediately headed off to the ball needing to get there by 7:30pm because that’s when dinner was going to be served.

When we stepped out of the car, over two dozens lights were flashing, taking pictures of us and asked us all questions.

“Y/N how are you coping with being so far away from Harry for so long?”

“Oliver Grant, how long have you known these two girls? Just how close are you three?”

“Madeline are you dating One Direction member Niall?”

“Y/N, does Harry know you’re on a date with another guy?”

“Madeline, did you know Niall is out with another girl name Melissa right now in the Philippines?”

A security team had to escort us inside the hotel where the charity ball and by that point Madeline’s blood was beginning to boil. She was annoyed from the paparazzi since she completely despised them and from the question that threw her off.

“Excuse me? Who is Melissa?” Madeline looked at me as she pulled out her phone from her purse.

“Madeline, breathe. Calm down. You don’t even know if it’s true!” I checked the time to see that we had about five minutes.

“Oh yeah?” Madeline turned her phone around to show me a picture from twitter with Niall and a brunette having lunch.

“Maddy, you aren’t the jealous type.” Oliver looked at her.

“Madeline, you need to stay off that social media ish. Remember what Sophia told us? Just ignore what people say and post. They just cause unnecessary problems.” I weakly smiled.

“I know, I know! I’m not the jealous type but he could’ve told me! All he’s texted me was to have fun at the ball!” Madeline sputtered.

“Okay, Madeline, don’t get crazy.” Oliver put his hand on her shoulder, “Guys do not like that.”

She inhaled sharply then exhale slowly.

“I’m going to kill that leprechaun.” She muttered as she composed herself which caused me and Oliver to laugh.

The three of us walked in and greeted my parents; they told us to go around and say hello and for me to thank other charity investors, philanthropists, music artists, and some of my parents’ business partners.

There was so much smiling and shaking of hands that my cheeks were hurting and my hands needed to be washed before dinner.

Madeline and Oliver went to get drinks as I headed to the bathroom.

I accidentally bumped into someone as I was looking at my phone, “I am so, so sorry!”

I heard a female British voice, “No it’s okay, my fault, I wasn’t looking,” and immediately looked up to see Ella Henderson, in the flesh.

“Oh my god, I just- I am so sorry! Oh my god you’re Ella Henderson!” I was freaking out.

“Yes and you must be Y/N, you’re the daughter of Y/F’s/F/N and Y/M’s/F/N? Your parents invited me here tonight!” She held out her hand and I quickly shook it.

“Yes! I am such a huge fan!” I beamed, this is so amazing.

“Well thanks! How about a selfie for the night together?” She took out her phone and took a few pictures with me.

“I’ll upload it on my Instagram later! But dinner is starting soon! See you around? Hope there’s something cool at the auction tonight!” She winked and waved.

I just smiled and turned red. I can’t believe I just met Ella Henderson! She’s so amazing, one of my biggest idols.

When I came out of the bathroom and headed towards my table, someone stepped out in front of me and abruptly stopped me.

I looked up to see a familiar six foot tall Asian man.

“Derek? What are you doing here?” My eyes were wide.

“Well hi to you too?” He raised an eyebrow at me, he seemed hurt.

“I’m sorry! I just didn’t expect to see you here, you said this wasn’t your kind of thing.” I gave him a quick hug.

“They aren’t but I knew you would be here, so I came since you haven’t called or texted me.” He put his hands in his pant pockets.

“I’m sorry, I’ve just been so busy…”

“Yeah, I can see, your face is every where now, officially Harry Styles’ girlfriend.” He teased.

“Where’s Elsa?” I scanned the crowd for her.

“We broke up.” Derek admitted.

“Excuse me, what?” I snapped my head straight up at him.

“Yeah… I mean I guess I saw it coming.” He raised the right elbow above his head as he reached down to scratch the back of his neck.

“You saw it coming? What? You guys were so good together!” Was Madeline and Niall right? Holy shit.

“Yeah I guess, we were compatible but I think she deserved someone who was in love with her, you know?” He looked into my eyes.

Before I could say anything the music that was playing in the background lowered and the MC for the night took the stage.

“I think we are sitting at the same table.” Derek whispered in my ear, he was really close to me. So I nodded and lead us back to our table where Madeline shot me an ‘oh my god’ look.

After dinner, my parents showed a video of the children that tonight’s proceeds would be going too, which were sick and homeless children in Africa. My heart ached as I watched the video. Kids were definitely a weakness of mine.

There were a few things that were auctioned off tonight: ancient artifacts, a yacht, a classic car, a four day trip to a 5 star resort in Rome, a few jewelry pieces that were donated.

The thing that peaked my interest was a one on one music session with John Legend who was there in the flesh. I wanted to cry when I saw him go on stage and perform ‘Ordinary People.’

I wanted it and I had a lot of money saved up from all my competition days, performing with the orchestras, my YouTube account and from my monthly allowance from my father. 

The bid started at $1,000.

I raised my hand up to bid $1,500.

Derek leaned forward from behind me, his lips brushing against my ear, “What are you doing? I can get you a one on one session with him any time.” 

There was something up with him tonight, I didn’t know what it was.

I got outbid.

“This is for charity!” I turned around and smiled.

I raised my hand and raised it to $3,000.

“You know, I was the one who told John to do this so… if you win this. I think I deserve a thank you.” Derek smirked.

“Okay, IF I win this.” I huffed.

Another person outbid me at $4,000.

Okay, now I was getting annoyed.

I raised my hand for $5,000.

Someone else was now bidding for $6,000.

I raised to $7,000.

Another person raised to $9,000.

Okay seriously? 


I looked around to see a girl a little younger than me forcing her father to bid for her.

I slumped in my chair. I didn’t want to take that opportunity away from her, so I gave up.

Derek unexpectedly stood up and shouted, “$20,000!”

“Danngggg!!!” Madeline, Oliver and I said in a hushed tone at the same time.

Everyone turned their heads and looked at Derek and applauded. John Legend started laughing on stage, apparently they were good friends.

“Sold!” The MC shouted.

“Go up there Y/N.” Derek pulled me up from my seat.

“What?! What?!” I looked at him with wild eyes.

“I won it for you! Go!” He nudged me and I slowly walked up on stage to meet John Legend and I nearly fainted.

Oliver and Madeline exchanged looks as they couldn’t believe that Derek just spent $20,000 on me.

When the auction was over, my parents announced that we had raised 20 million dollars with the auction and donations; they thanked everyone for participating and coming to the event and invited them to stay for the music and open bar.

“Keep drinking and empty your pockets!” As my father joked.

There was a live band that was invited on stage and they played as the lights dimmed. Madeline, Oliver, Derek and I took this opportunity to go to the bar and sneak drinks since no one was watching us.

We all took shots then played truth or dare; we dared each other to do silly things, wondering if anyone would catch us.

Oliver actually drank with us tonight since we had a driver, so we all let lose.

I dared Oliver to ask a much older woman for her number.

Madeline dared me to ‘twerk’ behind a random person while she recorded it.

Derek was dared to ask a guy for his number, which was completely hilarious.

I dared Madeline to dance WITH a much older man.

It was a lot of different dares and anything we refused to do or answer, we had to take a shot.

Around midnight, we were getting pretty tired and we were all pretty drunk.

Derek, Oliver and Madeline went to the bathroom as I waited for them in the lounge of the hotel.

I stood with my back against a pillar with my eyes closed.

Derek jumped from behind me and scared me, “Boo!”

He started laughing as I straightened myself up, “Jesus Christ Derek! You are such a-“ 

Derek suddenly cut me off by pulling me into him and placing a kiss on my lips.

I immediately pushed him off when I realized what was happening.

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” I glared at him and wiped my lips.

“I’m sorry, you just looked so beautiful and-” He slurred.

“I don’t give a shit! I’m with Harry! How dare you! You being drunk is no excuse either!” I stepped away from him and started to turn around.

“He doesn’t deserve you Y/N!” Derek’s word stopped me and pissed me off.

“What did you say?” I turned and looked at him, his face was flushed and all red, his eyes were bloodshot.

“He doesn’t deserve you!”

“You-You’re this beautiful… and amazing woman inside and out and he should be by your side instead of being halfway across the world, leaving you here, alone, in New York. You shouldn’t be known as Harry Styles’ girlfriend! He should be known as YOUR boyfriend.”

I shook my head, what is he doing?

“I would give up anything, to give you everything and to make sure that you always have a smile on your face, because honestly, it’s the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my life." 

Derek took a deep breath and took a step towards me, but I stood a step back.

Why was he telling me all this? This is absolutely crazy! I stared at him with wide eyes.

"Derek, stop-”

“I love you,” He held his hand up to his chest, “I, Derek Lee, have loved you since the first moment I saw you all those years ago when we were younger, and I should’ve told back then because we might’ve chance. I love you and it kills me. It physically hurts me to the core to see you with him, because you should be with me.”

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HI! So what did you think? What do you think is going to happen? What do you want to happen next?

I had fun writing this chapter! Sorry it wasn’t as long as my last few but I hope you enjoyed it!

Thank you so much for reading and for all the love and support!

<3 M


Ich hab mir dieses beinahe schon christliche Video in den letzten Tagen unzählige Male angeschaut, deshalb wollte ich es mal offiziell submitten. Womöglich das beste deutsche Youtube Poop im Internet

Bei mir im Studiengang wird das wie ein Tischgebet behandelt. Wir sagen die erste Zeile immer in der Mensa vorm Essen. Es gibt Leute, die den ganzen Wisch von vorne bis hinten auswendig aufsagen können

Ein magisches Erlebnis

heres my drawing and i still havent found a way to organize my drawings besides with my tumblr so i made another tumblr account aka this one cuz my drawings are sad af and i dont want anyone seeing them ever


There’s nothing like summer in the city
Someone under stress meets someone looking pretty
There’s trouble in the air, you can smell it
And Issa’s by herself. I’ll let her tell it

I hadn’t slept in a week
I was weak, I was awake
You never seen a art blogger
More in need of a break
Longing for Elesii
Missing my wife
That’s when Miss Anon walked into my life, she said:

I know you are a woman of honor
I’m so sorry to bother you at home
But I don’t know where to go, and I came here all alone…

She said:

My husband’s doin’ me wrong
Watching Netflix and Musicals without me
Suddenly he’s up and gone
I don’t have the means to go on

So I offered her a loan, I offered to walk her home, she said

You’re too kind, ma'am

I gave her free advice that I had socked away
She lived a block away, she said:

This one’s mine, ma'am

Then I said, “Well, I should head back home,”
She turned red, she led me to her phone
Let her fingers type and sent:




That’s when I began to pray:
Lord, show me how to
Say no to this
I don’t know how to
Say no to this

But my God, she looks so helpless
And her body’s saying, “Hell, yes.”


No, show me how to

Say no to this

I don’t know how to

Say no to this

In my mind, I’m tryin’ to go

Go! Go! Go!

Then her mouth is being drawn, and I don’t say…

No! No!
Say no to this!
No! No!
Say no to this!
No! No!
Say no to this!
No! No!
Say no to this!

I wish I could say that was the last time
I said that last time. It became a pastime
A month into this endeavor I received a letter
From a Mr. Anon, even better, it said:

Dear ma'am, I hope this letter finds you in good health
And in a prosperous enough position to put wealth
In the pockets of people like me: down on their luck
You see, that was my wife who you decided to


[Mr. Anon:]
Uh-oh! You made the wrong sucker a cuckold
So time to pay the piper for the pants you drew
And hey, you can keep seein’ my model wife
If the price is right: if not I’m telling your wife

I hid the letter and I raced to her place
Screamed, “How could you?!” in her face
She said:

Aw, Man!

Half dressed, apologetic
A mess, she looked angelic, she cried:

Wait, your pencil Ma'am!

So was your whole ask a setup?

I don’t know about any letter!

Stop crying
I’m not good with emotions!

I didn’t know any better

I am Art blocked…

[Anon (Issa):]
Please don’t leave me with him helpless (I am helpless — how could I do this?)
Just give him what he wants and you can have it!
(I don’t want it!)
The pencil! (I don’t want it)
If you pay (I don’t)
You can stay

[Anon (Issa) {Followers}:]
(Lord, show me how to say no to this) {Say no to this}
Tonight (I don’t know how to say no to this) {Say no to this}
(‘Cause the situation’s helpless)
(And her body’s screaming, “Hell, yes.”)
(No, show me how to say no to this) {Say no to this}
How can you say no to this? (How can I say no to this?) {Say no to this}
(There is nowhere I can go)
{Go! Go! Go!}
(When her body’s on paper I do not say…) {No!}
(Yes) Yes {Say no to this! No!}
(Yes) Yes {Say no to this! No!}
(Yes) Ye-ye-yes {Say no to this! No!}
(Yes) Yes {Say no to this!}
(Say no to this…)
(I don’t say no to this) Don’t say no to this
(There is nowhere I can go)
{Go! Go! Go!}


Nobody needs to know


The Anon Pamphlet
Have you read this?
Issa aka Blackcatarts had a torrid affair!
And she wrote it down write there!
The charge against me is a connection with one Ian Anon.
With purposes of improper speculation.
My real crime is an Amorous connection with his husband/wife!
For like…A minute with his knowing consent!
I had 1 meeting with them.
It was on my own blog.
On her own blog?
On her own blog.
Mrs. @elesii
Was offline on a visit to her friends
Have you read this?
Well she never gon’be president now!
(Not that she was anyway)
never gon’be president now!
(thomas she wasn’t born in the usa)
Never gonna president now!
(and she’s not even 18.)
That’s one less thing to worry about!
That’s one less thing to worry about!
The Anon Pamphlet.
Have you read this?
You ever see a person answer asks?
Her poor (plantontic) wife…

It’s 1:48 am why did I make this?

Oh my go d