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i couldn’t choose one so i chose both naturally aka story of my frickin’ life

anyway hi i’m lauren you may know me as being blackbear’s number one fan but i’ve traded up and now refer to myself as harry style’s biggest fan and hype man. i spend about 85% of my time looking at pictures of dogs (maybe crying over them you never know) and the other 15% actively debating with myself on whether or not i need another dog (peep my pup in the background hiding) idk what else to put here i’m just tryin to not get yelled at by someone for not posting an intro i’m bad at this but i still luv u all

catch me on gh @ wydlauren bc i actively have to ask myself wyd

anonymous asked:

What would you say are some of Jason's less appealing qualities?

Oh good lord we’re gonna be here all fucking day. Alright, let’s get started;

  • He’s predisposed to violence. Can he handle situations any other way? Sure. But will he? Probably not.
  • He’s emotional to the point of being childish sometimes. Has absolutely no chill, and if he’s really emotional about something, there’s almost no chance he’ll even glance at logic or reason.
  • He’s an asshole. He is–he isn’t always, but he can be and often is. 
  • Can be very defensive, and when he is defensive, his protocol is “the best defense is a good offense” meaning he’ll lash out at people. He’s much more perceptive than he generally gets credit for, he knows exactly what to say to make someone hurt, will pinpoint the worst possible thing you could say to that person–and he’ll fucking say it. Whether or not he actually thinks those things, he’ll say it because he wants to create distance and in his mind the best way to do that is to make people hate him. He’s very good at it.
  • However, he’s very hypocritical about this and if you do the same thing to him, that’s it game over you are shut out for basically the rest of eternity.
  • Believes in second chances in theory, in practice he’s actually not very good at offering them to people who’ve hurt him specifically. Even if they didn’t mean to, even if they didn’t know they were doing it, instead of telling them and talking about it, he’ll shut down and that’ll be the end of that.
  • In fact, he’s bad at talking about anything that matters. It’s like pulling teeth getting him to talk about anything. Especially where feelings are involved–sure, he’s a highly emotional person but god fucking knows he does not wanna talk about it.
  • Spent several years making most of his money off the import and export of drugs despite hating them and being very prone to killing dealers. The hypocrisy is real.
  • Prone to self pity about being alone despite the fact that he in fact sabotages his own relationships–prime examples of this are with Barbara and Roy. Literally, those relationships would have continued to be healthy and good for him and probably even triggered some good old fashioned personal growth, but when people get too close he panics and destroys the relationship so dramatically, that most people would not bother to try and fix it. 
  • He’s prone to torturing people, this is canon knowledge, generally speaking if they’re the kind of person you could torture intel out of, he’ll do it and he doesn’t really care.
  • Incredibly suspicious of authority figures no matter how on the level they might be to the point of this causing a lot of problems.
  • Has a lot of mental health problems he won’t do anything about even though help has been offered. 
  • He’s straight up difficult to get along with. He’s prickly and unpleasant and often willfully so. He’s not easy to get along with if he doesn’t want to be and even sometimes when he does. 
  • He will deviate from plans, making him something of a liability. If he thinks that the non lethal route is going south, regardless of how much he may have sworn not to use lethal force, he’ll do it. And he won’t be sorry about it. 
  • Is exactly the kind of person who has googled “How to apologise” at least once in his life. Can’t do it, doesn’t know how, and again, is kind of like pulling teeth. 
  • If you give him an ultimatum where an option is to leave regardless of how reasonable the other option is, he will in fact choose wrong. Always. Without a doubt. He is always looking for an exit from most relationships and interpersonal conflicts. Any chance you give him for an out, he will take it, he’s flighty as fuck. 
  • He has zero concept of backing down–even if he realises midway through a conflict that he’s wrong and that he needs to stop, he won’t. He’s very much an in for a penny, in for a pound kind of person in the worst way possible. Please see: the Under The Hood arc. He could have backed down, but he won’t ever even if he knows he’s wrong, because he hates admitting he was wrong. So he will literally self destruct and take people down with him to avoid doing so.
  • In a slightly less sinister point: he’s a neat freak, it’s a problem, he’ll probably alphabetize your spice rack if you let him.

Disclaimer: Admittedly all of these things are true and there’s probably several other things I’m not remembering but he isn’t willfully most of these things–some are definitely conscious actions, others are not. 

Life is a lot simpler than we make it. If something is painful, confusing, resistant, etc. it’s most likely not for you. If it feels good, effortless, calming, etc. it’s probably for you. The complications sometimes come in when people trick themselves into thinking something feels good because they are trying to fill some sort of “gap” in their life that they have convinced themselves exists.

anonymous asked:

Could you do a post with your favourite tiara hairstyles?

I’ll say anything by Alexandre de Paris.

His list of royal and celebrity clients is endless; Elizabeth Taylor, Princess Grace of Monaco, Duchess of Windsor, Countess (Isabelle) of Paris and her daughters especially Duchess Diane of Wurttemberg, Jackie Kennedy, Audrey Hepburn, Lauren Bacall, Liza Minelli, Greta Garbo, Sophia Loren,  Shirley MacLaine …

I recommend checking out Royal Hair, they have a lot of posts about tiara hairstyles and can do the subject more justice than me.

anyway like, it remains that i relate way more to transfeminine people’s relationship to gender/effeminacy/masculinity and most transmasculine discourse on those subjects leaves me confused and alienated and i feel intensely guilty about that and constantly have scrupulosity spirals about being a fetishist and a transmisogynist lmao

youtube

Air Gear is a very bitter sweet subject with me.

I fell in love with the series, I fell in love with this world, and most of all I fell in love with this soundtrack…only to be met with “TO BE CONTINUED; BUY OUR MANGA ‘CAUSE WE’RE DONE ANIMATING THIS SERIES”.

Why Anime/Manga gotta do me like that?

Send me Anons.

It can be about anything, we can:

  • Talk.
  • Give me random facts.
  • Tell me about your day.
  • Tell me about yourself.
  • Tell me about your crush.
  • Ask me about anything.
  • Ask me anything personal.
  • Or just send me whatever you feel like.

bshjkfdjskfdjk so according to google it’s like, hell o’clock AM in the US right now so i can post this without dying. anyways @casentine posted the link to this wonderful contribution to the worldwide database of dirk strider content with the link to transparent lineart. (thank u for my life.) i was like hey lets colour something you haven’t done that in a while

then i remembered that i haven’t downloaded the tablet driver for my tablet yet SO i did it in ms paint instead. i’m sorry. i love him and also cas’s art. have some prime quality 9pm content

subject-themed asks!!

mathematics: a problem in your life you need to solve
physics: something someone has said or done that moved you
biology: the last thing that made you feel alive
zoology: the animal you’d be if you weren’t human
chemistry: have you ever been in love?
astronomy: the biggest dream/aspiration you have
computer science: who you want to be in ten years time
psychology: your biggest flaw and how it makes you better
sociology: what you would change about society if you could
geology: the person who keeps you most grounded
theology: what do you think happens when we die?
geography: a place that’s special to you and why
anthropology: the people you love least and most and why
history: the biggest mistake you’ve ever made
drama: the last lie you told and why
criminology: the number one person you’d die for
literature: a book that changed you forever
english: your favourite word and why
linguistics: an expression you say a lot
creative writing: tell us a short story about a dog and a peach
art: describe yourself using only colour and nature terms
photography: what would your life look like as a single photo?
dance: the most memorable day of your life
woodwork: the life you would want to build for your child
foreign languages: if you were a country, which would you be and why?
classics: the elderly person you’re closest to and what they’ve taught you
music: the most beautiful lyric you can think of
economics: the most valuable material object you own
health: how is your mental health right now? physical? emotional?
physical education: would you rather work in a team or independently?
food technology: something that makes you warm inside

[ as a follow-up to this post. ]