sub leaders

male idol groups as i come to know them

shinee: kings of kings, 5hinee???, once in a blue moon comebacks, always slays tho, taemin has killed people??, jonghyun cries, key/minho is loud, tofu leader onew, dibidibidissing themselves is a specialty, live vocals for days, visuals, rind dinG DONG DIGGY DINGY DING

shinhwa: you thought shinee were kings, actual gods, legends, eats cds for meals, fans are moms, doesn’t let members live/leave, grown men but also smol children, m style, don’t make them dance 2x speed dances, butt grabbing, kissing, they talk about farting a lot, grown men that i shouldn’t like but do, my mom thinks they’re good looking af

bts: any armys here xD, i thought rapmon was a pokemon, fans are kinda :/, lots of in fandom drama, despise exo/exo-ls, screaming, aloof, do they have other friends???, bulletproof boyscouts makes me cringe sometimes ngl, choreo will apparently kill you (lie), lightstick lowkey doubles as a weapon, FIYUHHHH OH AYE OH

got7: literally the easiest name ever jyp what u doin, actually has 7, united nations group, memes, wild af outside of korea, JACKSON, dab7, people talk a lot of shit on bambam :/, dancing kid yugyeom, they have a dog, a DOG, best leader jaebum, it’s jinyoung not junior, dancing kings with bts, gotbangtan saved my life, mark who?

exo: i’m not even gonna start, sm does whatever with them, members left, idk any names, only do and kai, fandom is kinda :/ too, despise armies/bts, CHOGIWA, wolf was a tragic era, no one talks about the history mv, call me (daddy) baby, good music, apparently invented everything????, exo next door was cringey and my life at the same time, kudae oolf naega oolf

seventeen: wait how many members???, boy with long hair (its not long anymore??), good at everything, self producing idols, short angery man writes songs, vernon is a meme, they’re all memes, american hyung josh, only chan is actually 17, they have a general leader????, sub units within a group???, justice for china line, have they ever failed at anything??, carrot is the fandom name???

infinite: hoya hoya hoooya, old man sunggyu, weekly idol’s children, i have never met an inspirit irl, or online, unique sound, quality music, looked a lil dusty in the early days but thats ok

vixx: kinky kpop group???, lightstick vibrates????, i love n, and leo, they got me chained up lmao i’m sorry, i have never met a starlight irl either, where yall at???

24k: who???, just kidding, people don’t know who they are tho, i’m in love with the leader, listen to oasis its a bop, sunbaes to so many of ur faves its unbelievable, give em a listen, go to russia/europe on the regular???, go through so many lineup changes what is their company doin smh, look em up hunnies

toppdogg: T O DOUBLE G, T O DOUBLE G, who???, just kidding, lots of bops, give oasis and arario a try, members keep leavin like no???, stay???, one member is literally named camel, have a good ass fandom name, topp klass, vvvv nice, i have never met one irl, hmu lol

monsta x: i can be your hERO, joohoney, slept on, no one can spell their name???, all in changed my life, wonho is lowkey kinky, no mercy really had no mercy, kings of circle choreos, wheres thEIR FIRST WIN???, shownu is a giant teddy bear, you thought you knew memes, inventor of the meme, stan talent pls ;-;

vromance: STAN TALENT DO IT LOOK THEM UP RIGHT NOW STAN THEM, grown men i love but shouldn’t, vocals slay me, eats cds, so much potential ;-;

**this is all just jokes but @ me if you want lol it’ll just be for a ridiculous reason


(ENG SUB) Dingo special: VIXX’s leader N visits and cheers up a fan.

*If you haven’t fallen in love with him before, you surely will now. :)*


Gentlemen Vixx → N Version 

N brags about it to me sometimes. He told me, “Our members are gentlemen.”” — Kim Shin Young 

170716 toxxnim instagram update:

결국 오늘저녁도 라멘 새벽에도 라멘 그냥 라멘집을 오픈하자! #osaka #오사카#japan #일본 #道頓堀#도톤보리#라멘#ラーメン#오타쿠#내가졌다…@kimheenim

in the end, dinner was ramen, late at night, also ramen, let’s just open a ramen shop! #osaka #osaka #japan #japan #dotonbori #dotonbori #ramen #ramen #otaku #ilost…@kimheenim

SVT's Roles in Boom Boom MV
  • S.Coups: Motorcycle daddy who looks like he's having too much fun running away from explosions
  • Jeonghan: Original receiver of the mission, makes everyone else do it instead
  • Joshua: Stylist, makes Jun dress up as a deliveryman
  • Jun: Spy, enters an elevator and is never heard from again, suspected to be a double agent
  • Hoshi: In charge of infiltration, tries to be responsible as a sub-leader by taking the first step through the lasers, barely gets past the first one before needing The8 to save his ass
  • Wonwoo: The guy who gets stuck in the elevator and doesn't know where the call button is
  • Woozi: Hacker, ignores Wonwoo's call for help on the security camera because food
  • The8: Badass and smexy drone specialist who pretty much does all the work because the others are too incompetent
  • Mingyu: Guy who triggered a trap which compromised the entire mission, the reason why Woozi hates his job, who brought this kid
  • DK: Strategist that no one wants to listen to
  • Seungkwan: The dude who slept through the entire ordeal
  • Vernon: The one who decides to do a fashion show in the middle of his infiltration, gets off on the wrong floor for the mission
  • Dino: Watcher, supposed to alert the others if anyone enters the building, "HYUNG GET THE FUCK OUT OF THERE", gets himself stuck inside the fence and doesn't know how to climb out, "JUST KIDDING COME HELP ME"
Golden Child Members Official Position Update

Lee Daeyeol : Leader, Sub-Vocal, Dance

Y (Choi Sungyoon): Main Vocal

Park Jaeseok: Sub-Vocal, Dance

Lee Jangjun: Lead Rapper

Tag (Son Youngtaek): Main Rapper

Bae Seungmin: Lead Vocal

Bong Jaehyun: Sub Vocal

Kim Jibeom: Lead Vocal

Kim Donghyun: Sub-Vocal , Main Dancer

Hong Joochan: Main Vocal

Choi Bomin: Sub-Vocal, Dance

cr: thegoogoos


 he feelin it 

Shadowhunters Rambling 2.0

Can someone explain to me why it is so hard to the people in this fandom to write sub!Magnus?

Like, I get it. It’s bound to happen that because Magnus has more experience, is the suave one, the charming one and all that jazz, he is the dominant, the alpha. The one who tops. Alec, on the other hand, needs love because he deserves that after everything he’s been through.

Now, this must be shocking to some of you, especially the ones who HATES Magnus, because he is an “older man taking advantage of someone so inoccent as Alec”, but Magnus deserves some love too, he’s been through shit too, he needs cuddling, he needs his love one to tell him that everything is going to be fine, once in while.

And it’s kind of sad because at the same time, they write Magnus like the one who should be waiting for Alec. Like, he is available all the time for him and all the other shadowhunters. The wife who waits for his husband to give him dinner kind of thing.

Why? Magnus is the High Warlock of Brooklyn. He should be busy. Making Alec wait for him, not the other way around. He can be an omega, has his heats, has a massively crush on Alec and still be as wonderful as he is and getting the love he deserve. What’s wrong with this?

A good part of the fandom believes that Alec is a blushing mess, can’t flirt, is a virgin from the victorian era, he is not sure about everything he does and doesn’t deserve to be called a leader, so he needs reassurance from his siblings and Magnus to keep going, while at the same time believing that Magnus is going to solve everything out and have all the answers. Now, I’m not saying these are bad stories but I’ve read my fair share and I keep asking, why there’s not anything like this but with Magnus?

We’ve seen it in the show. Magnus is not always sure about everything, he has his fears, he needs loves too and after that episode, I was surprised to see that while the fics showed his fears, they were somewhat written to reassure Alec because it was his first time.

Magnus can be an omega/bottom/sub, be the High Warlock of Brooklyn, be somewhat shy, be still as wonderful as he is. Make Alec wait for him, can play hard to get, get love and reassurances, get cuddles. He can have everything most of the authors write for Alec.

And I know there is a good part of fandom too that loves Magnus. That’s why I don’t understand why there’s not more fics like this.

So, for those who wants to write something line this or are already writing it, let me know. I’ll keep an eye open.


suju talking about leeteuk’s weird habits (eng sub)

[ENG] Our Angel Leader and his Elder Sister

Strong Heart - Sadness of Kyuhyun & with Leeteuk’s relationship (Eng Sub)

strong heart with super junior (shared their funny stories)

Kyuhyun sufferings of the maknae! (Eng/Esp)

Yesung bullied by Heechul & Shindong! (Eng/Esp)


Rules of the Black Panther Party - Central Headquarters, Oakland, California

Every member of the Black Panther Party throughout this country of racist America must abide by these rules as functional members of this party. Central Committee members, Central Staffs, and Local Staffs, including all captains subordinated to either national, state, and local leadership of the Black Panther Party will enforce these rules. Length of suspension or other disciplinary action necessary for violation of these rules will depend on national decisions by national, state or state area, and local committees and staffs where said rule or rules of the Black Panther Party were violated. Every member of the party must know these verbatim by heart. And apply them daily. Each member must report any violation of these rules to their leadership or they are counter-revolutionary and are also subjected to suspension by the Black Panther Party. 

1. No party member can have narcotics or weed in his possession while doing party work.

2. Any part member found shooting narcotics will be expelled from this party.

3. No party member can be drunk while doing daily party work.

4. No party member will violate rules relating to office work, general meetings of the Black Panther Party, and meetings of the Black Panther Party anywhere.

5. No party member will use, point, or fire a weapon of any kind unnecessarily or accidentally at anyone.

6. No party member can join any other army force, other than the Black Liberation Army.

7. No party member can have a weapon in his possession while drunk or loaded off narcotics or weed.

8. No party member will commit any crimes against other party members or black people at all, and cannot steal or take from the people, not even a needle or a piece of thread.

9. When arrested Black Panther members will give only name, address, and will sign nothing. Legal first aid must be understood by all Party members.

10. The Ten-Point Program and platform of the Black Panther Party must be known and understood by each Party member.

11. Party Communications must be National and Local.

12. The 10-10-10-program should be known by all members and also understood by all members.

13. All Finance officers will operate under the jurisdiction of the Ministry of Finance.

14. Each person will submit a report of daily work.

15. Each Sub-Section Leaders, Section Leaders, and Lieutenants, Captains must submit Daily reports of work.

16. All Panthers must learn to operate and service weapons correctly.

17. All Leaders who expel a member must submit this information to the Editor of the Newspaper, so that it will be published in the paper and will be known by all chapters and branches.

18. Political Education Classes are mandatory for general membership.

19. Only office personnel assigned to respective offices each day should be there. All others are to sell papers and do Political work out in the community, including Captain, Section Leaders, etc.

20. Communications–all chapters must submit weekly reports in writing to the National Headquarters.

21. All Branches must implement First Aid and/or Medical Cadres.

22. All Chapters, Branches, and components of the Black Panther Party must submit a monthly Financial Report to the Ministry of Finance, and also the Central Committee.

23. Everyone in a leadership position must read no less than two hours per day to keep abreast of the changing political situation.

24. No chapter or branch shall accept grants, poverty funds, money or any other aid from any government agency without contacting the National Headquarters.

25. All chapters must adhere to the policy and the ideology laid down by the Central Committee of the Black Panther Party.

26. All Branches must submit weekly reports in writing to their respective Chapters.

I’m not finished with Voltron (yet), but I’ve watched up to S2 Episode 5 and these are my personal opinions, particularly pertaining to Paladin leadership and Shiro and Allura being Space Parents. I don’t really like the Space Parents trope, so my wording wasn’t the politest when talking about that subject. So if you like Shiro and Allura being the parents of Voltron, I would suggest that you skip over this post.

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give me minute yall

please excuse my english, i’ve never gotten good grades 

i finally pulled myself together(not) and I just want to say that I’m very very proud of NCT and even us the fans . We’ve all been through so much . Protecting our boys from the cruel world with the best of our abilities;A;

OK lets start from  the oldest Mark, we all know about him having to debut in 3 different units. And not once he complained about being tired or anything .He even told us how happy he was and how he wanted to see the fans more. That shows how much he love this career and would do anything to make us happy. From being the youngest to being the leader would have taken a toll on him. And im pretty sure that even if he doesn’t show, there was probably times where he felt very exhausted . Especially with the people calling absolutely fully capable .You’ve worked hard Mark Lee

Renjun , omg this boy . He came from China and had to learn korean and being far from his family would probably make that kid sad af. Apart from that , he also helps his fellow member Chenle with adapting to this new surrounding . imagine being not sure of something yourself but then you go take yourself sure of it cause people look up to him.  Iwould honestly be stressed to the max if i was him.I applause him for that. you too, have worked hard Huang Renjun 

next we have Jeno. Being an idol , theres this part where you’ve gotta be talented at many things and also be funny.As most of us would know Jeno finds himeself the most boring in NCT which is not true of course. I believe he just gotta open up more and he probably be as funny as Haechan . Jeno needs more confidence and I can tell he’s working on in especially in the recent NCT DREAM Vlive where Mark was absent and he took the sub leader role .And we can see how much he talked compared to before. Actually all the members became more comfortable now and it makes me so soft inside .SO if we give it more time ,NCT would probably be variety gods. You’ve work hard Lee Jeno.

now my boi Haechan . I have no idea where to start and I feel that this will get long af. We all know how this boy can be mischievous and sassy .But lets all also remember that he is probably the most softest kid in NCT. As canbe seen from today, he was the first to cry when NCT DREAM was announced as the winner . I could understand why though. He has been going on about wanting to get first place on music shows since early 2017 and having his wish come true probably felt like a miracle (oh god im crying again) He ihas been a trainee since 2014?? when he was 14. Like damn his voice was probably just started to break and we all know how stressful it is to train your voice when puberty is hitting you like nobody’s bussiness. Oh and let’s not forget how strong he is . Like he was bawling his eyes out awhile ago but then a few seconds later he started hitting notes like an angel like it was a piece of cake.Damn son. He was probably thinking about how he was the team mood maker , and he wanted to show us how he happy he is . AND IM CRYYING .ok so. im so proud oof you . You’ve worked hard Lee Donghyuck 

Chenle , oh baby chenle .All the way from china with not much knowledge about korea or even kpop but here he is ., Slaying every stage . He was already a celebrity in China before he came here, but he still stayed in korea ,learn the language , and debut as a member of NCT. How hard did he work to be here only he and the members a know.Let’s not forget he is only 16 this year. WOW . when i was 16 i was stuggling with school.Im sososo proud of him . I can’t fully describe how much this is making me feel.yOU Zhong Chenle, have worked hard.

Our maknae , jisung.Bby chick JISung he so young . AND SO TALENTED .how does SM get this kids????Omg ok smol baby  jisung started dancing probably after he came out of the womb.Ok but serious , boys his age would be playing outside with friends instead of being in the studio and dance rooms for hours .With so much schedule and rules to follow.Scratch that NCT DREAM practically gave up their childhood to be where  they are now. Damn . You’ve  work hard Park Jisung .

Last and not least, Our Happy Virus Jaemin .gOd i missed him so much it hurts, so , damn, much. From what i heard , he was already suffering that waist injury since he was a trainee? im not so sure . But if  its true, i’m so proud of him, risking his health so that he could show us am azing performance that they have been practising .But i also hope that he take care of himself more now. it really hurts to see them hurting. Im sure he is sad that he can’t join his members in this comeback. sO many things had happen , and not being able to be there probably made him guilty but i hope he knows everyone misses him and hope he recover really soon cause we really need our happy virus.omG HIS SMILE. yOu’ve worked hard Na Jaemin

so in conclusion im totally whipped for NCT as a whole but today’s event made me reflect on how hard they all worked . Haters , if you have nothing nice  to say,then please shut up and mind your bussiness. NCT fans let’s continue supporting every single one of them cause they are family and everyone should be loved.Let’s not hate one member or one unit because your fav didnt get to shine.Its just the start ,theres still alot of time ,I believe all NCT members will shine so brightly that the haters go blin. lets love them okayy!

Baby, Is That You?

Yuehua Ent trainees ( more like Justin X Reader tho ) 


Word count: 4516 

• my Yuehua babies 

• their gfs are debuting in a girl group bUT thEY DON’T KNOW SO SHUSH ;)

• for the wonderful @hahasungqwoomz and her friend Katy 💓 

• ft. WannaWrite Ent’s created girl group, MAUVE ( don’t ask abt the name i went through three different name generators ) consisting of, @hahasungqwoons , Katy, Kang Sanghee, Ryon Hyejin and Ri Minseo 


Justin & @hahasungqwoons ( requested ) 

Seunghyuk & Katy ( requested ) 

Euiwoong & Sanghee 

Zheng Ting ( Jung Jung ) & Hyejin

Hyungseob & Minseo 


@hahasungqwoons ( main vocalist, lead dancer ) 

Katy ( lead vocalist, main dancer ) 

Hyejin ( rapper, visual ) 

Sanghee ( lead rapper, maknae ) 

Minseo ( sub vocalist, leader, centre ) this was done at random don’t @ me pls

ASFJSKAHKSXHKS MY YUEHUA SONS i call every trainee that even though i’m younger than them all omg i need to stop. This was a little bit hard for me but I really liked this concept iTS SO CUTE AW I WANT TO BE IN A GIRL GROUP and i loved creating my own group of girls God bless ya’ll Mauve is debuting under WannaWrite Entertainment ™. Hope you guys don’t mind I changed dance group in ‘girl group’ sorry !! It just seemed more understandable for me this way 😬 


It was never supposed to be a routinely thing. 

Yuehua Entertainment’s branch in Korea was nowhere near the small yet popular cafe you and your best friends hung out at during the one hour break you had between training sessions. All of you knew you had struck gold when the handsome and unreal Yuehua trainees stopped by for a drink. The whole cafe - which was crowded with students and young adults - whispered softly among theirselves at the arrival of the popular Produce 101 trainees.

“Didn’t manager unnie say they were coming to train with Jumin oppa?” Kang Sanghee muttered, talking about one of WannaWrite Entertainment’s solo artists. 

“Lia unnie was going to evaluate their practice. It was some partnership between Yuehua and WannaWrite,” Ryon Hyejin replied, looking up shyly from her waffle to glance at the boys. At that moment, Zhu Zheng Ting, or Jung Jung, decided to look her way too. The pair locked gazes and Zheng Ting waved timidly, causing Hyejin to gasp and blush. It appeared that the Chinese boy found it incredibly adorable, he beamed widely. 

You knew exactly how cute and deceiving Hyejin could be, when you first met her, you babied her and never guessed she would be Mauve’s rapper. Everyone assumed she was the sheepish maknae but being the maknae was Sanghee’s job. On a daily, Hyejin would be so shy she could barely utter two words to other trainees or managers in the building but she could spit fire and roast people when she opened up to them. It was entertaining to watch. 

“Awww! Jinnie! Your face is like a tomato!” Katy commented, giggling away. 

“We should introduce ourselves,” courageous and shameless Ri Minseo said, standing up. 

You grabbed her arm. “No way. We aren’t Mauve yet. We haven’t debuted, there’s no way they would know about us. It’ll be creepy,” you insisted. 

Minseo pouted and nodded sulkily, slumping in her seat. However, that wasn’t enough to stop her. You found your leader walking up to the table where the boys were and introducing herself, she was so outgoing it nearly landed her in trouble. Eventually, she returned to your own table, wearing Hyungseob’s baseball hat. You and your best friend Katy, locked eyes and blushed in second-hand embarrassment for your leader. The redness remained when Minseo pointed out that Justin Huang was shamelessly checking you out. You brushed it off. 

It was quite disappointing when your hour break ended and had to leave the presence of the good looking, almost celebrities. You sighed, tossing away the tray of rubbish into the bin and sneakily taking one last look at Justin’s beautiful face. 

The boys exited a minute after the few of you did, their sleek black car arrived at the doorstep and you assumed they were headed back to Yuehua’s building.

Admiring the Yuehua trainees was a memory that would last forever. 

And Hyungseob’s hat would remain on Minseo’s head forever. 


It came as a complete shock when Katy nudged you in the ribs, mumbling about how Euiwoong had stepped into the cafe again. You looked up from the pile of homework the two of you were currently swamped in, a reason why the rest of the group decided to rest in the practice room instead. 

Your gaze met a familiar blonde boy’s one, his cheeks tinted pink and he pulled his black face mask higher up to hide them. You found it insanely adorable and your heart thudded unnecessarily fast.

But… why were they back? There were plenty of good and well-known cafes around Yuehua’s studio. They literally drove halfway across Korea for this place.

One side of you wanted to believe that they hoped to see you again but the other, more realistic and rational half believed they had business with WannaWrite Entertainment again. Why wouldn’t Yuehua work with WannaWrite? Both companies were well to do and provided ample opportunities for artists. You thought about all the special classes that were provided for the trainees, ranging from sex education, mental health and extra schooling support. All trainees could only enter with a high school diploma or working towards one and the managers tracked your school work. 

It was stressful managing school and trainee life but hadn’t the CEOs then insisted on giving trainees Sundays off? And you even had a travel pass that lasted a week to escape reality. 

Once, CEO N had paid for every staff to venture on a weekend relaxation trip to a beach resort in Phuket. 

Where did all this money come from? 

Sanghee swore that CEO L and N ran around robbing banks in broad daylight.

Or it could be that they represented some of Kpop’s most popular artists and made millions out of them but the artist gained billions more because ‘it’s their money they worked hard for and therefore the company will only take 15%’ ( its q little but a lot at the same time i did my math im bad at math tho )  Why wouldn’t Yuehua join forces? 

“Excuse me,” a voice interrupted your train of thought. 


Where was Katy? 

Oh, she had to 'go to the ladies’. 

“Um, yeah?” You replied and nearly smacked yourself on the head for how lame that sounded. 

“Uhhh, my friend… Hyungseob had his hat taken from him by one of your friends?” His eyes kept shifting from your face to the wall behind you and then to your math textbook. “Oh! I know how to do this sum. Do you need help?”

Truthfully, you didn’t. But a cute guy was offering to help you so… you nodded eagerly. “Oh! Sorry about that, I can call her to return it to him. And wow, you must be really smart! I’m struggling with these. Ugh!“ 

Ew, you cringed internally at what you said. He’s most likely freaked out by that.

To your surprise, Justin didn’t shrink back and escape to his table but pulled a chair out and sat down, chuckling. "I’m Justin by the way, but I suppose you know me… I mean, I’m a Yuehua trainee, I was on Produce-” he stopped short when he saw you giggling away. “Ahh, so you do know me. Please see me as a potential friend instead of a celebrity!" 

You nodded, understanding how he felt being a fellow nearly debuted trainee. You had to bite your tongue to stop yourself from introducing as "Hi, I’m Mauve’s Y/N” or “Hello, I’m WannaWrite Entertainment’s trainee, Y/N”. 

No, introduce yourself like a friend would. 

“My name’s Y/N,” you finally said, regaining your voice. 

“Y/N,” Justin tested out your name and it rolled perfectly off his tongue. “Such a pretty name." 

"Yah! You’re supposed to be helping her not flirting with her.” You didn’t even realise that Seunghyuk had walked over, Zheng Ting by his side. They flashed cover worthy smiles at you. 

“Hello Y/N, I’m Seunghyuk and-”

“I’m Zheng Ting! Or… Jung Jung." 

Katy returned to her seat and smiled meekly at the boys, taking a sip of her drink. Seunghyuk slid into the seat across her. "Hi! I’m Seunghyuk." 

Oh no! Manager unnie is going to be so angry with all the controversies after pictures are uploaded onto fancafes! 

But it was hard to ignore their advances so you let it slip and enjoyed Justin’s company.


 To cut the long story short, Minseo asked Hyungseob out after a month of being his friend. That was Minseo for you. 

All of you grew close to the Yuehua trainees and manager unnie couldn’t care less because the companies were working closely but the thing was that… none of the boys figured out that you guys were trainees! 

Crazy right? 

Then again, WannaWrite hadn’t released much information about their new girl group. They publicly announced that a new group was in the making but any news of the final lineup had yet to be released. So, your new friends had no idea who you actually were. Mauve members couldn’t speak about anything until teasers had been published. 

You figured they hadn’t had much time to do any snooping either. It was three months to debut anyways. The album was nearly finished after all the endless nights spent recording. Manager unnie had already finalised the schedule for all the publicity events and the final contract signing with the CEOs would be next week. The five of you had trained until you were bone-tired for debut stage. All the hard work would pay off. You and Katy were working super hard on the choreography and you longed to ask Justin for help but… but they couldn’t know.

You stared at Minseo and Hyungseob, the couple cuddled in a booth in that cafe they met in, laughing and engaging in playful banter. Minseo forked a cut piece of waffle and fed Hyungseob. 

How affectionate.

You just hoped that their relationship wouldn’t be destroyed when he knew the truth. Katy and Seunghyuk were also growing close. There were times she left the dorm on Sunday alone, updating later with pictures of her and him at the movies, skating and eating lunch. It was really sweet to see your friends getting into relationships yet they never lost focus on the big debut. 

Sanghee tapped into her more quiet and shy side whenever she was around the bubbly Euiwoong. She was slightly more outgoing than Hyejin but she couldn’t show much of that side. Regardless, you saw the way Euiwoong looked at her. 

He was falling hard. 

Let’s hope the truth wouldn’t crush him. 

You rested your head on Justin’s shoulder. Lately, he had been getting extremely affectionate and caring towards you. Skin ship was a given every time you met. He just had to find a way to hug you or entwine his fingers with your own. It was clear he liked you more than a friend but you weren’t sure if you could deal with the pressure of being an idol and date one at the same time. You liked him too, you really did. 

"Jung Jung’s trailer is coming out next week,” Justin said. “It’ll be good. I hope you anticipate mine." 

You smiled at his cheekiness, but that was one of the things you adored about him. "Of course! I expect your debut to go well, you’ll be successful, I’m sure of it,” you convinced. I hope you look forward to mine too, you almost added but you couldn’t go behind the rest of your friends’ backs. Everyone agreed not to say a word and it was even in the contract. 

Justin had been texting you almost every day and your group chat with the Yuehua boys was never inactive but teaser shooting was going to begin soon and you would never have time for your phone then. Two weeks from now, another short introduction video and the second experimental song would be published. 

Let’s hope they’ll be busy with their own debut. They haven’t discovered our first experimental song and video yet but those have been getting pretty popular. It’s the world’s first look at the highly anticipated 'Mauve’. 

You sighed, lacing your hand with Justin’s. 


The concept of the teaser photos for the album was simple. You actually liked your outfit and felt every bit of a team. Everyone wore white and one item would be of a shade of mauve. The location was somewhere in the suburbs. 

Katy, who was sitting next to you in her makeup chair was practically glowing even without her highlight. You knew something was up, so you smacked her thigh. 

“Ouch! Y/N! Bruises show up on camera!” She shrieked. 

You rolled your eyes. “It wasn’t that hard. What’s up with you? You’re so… happy?” She was one of your closest friends, you never kept secrets from each other. 


"Okay, okay! Oh my god, um. Okay. Seunghyuk asked me to be his girlfriend!”


That wasn’t just from you, but the rest of the members and maybe even the staff.  


"He texted me to meet him at the park and then when I reached, he gave me a bouquet of flowers and asked me! I said yes! And then he treated me to ice cream, it wasn’t convenience store ones but from an actual parlour. I don’t mind convenience store cones though,” she explained in detail. 

'Ooohs’ and 'ahhs’ filled the makeup tent. 

Then, Sanghee admitted that she had asked Euiwoong to be her boyfriend too. It was a daring move. 

3/5 of Mauve was attached to 3/5 of Yuehua boys. 

No matter what, they agreed to stay as friends even if they broke up.

“Guys, we can’t hide forever. We have one song out and a few introduction videos but we’re going to be Mauve. We’re going to debut. They just haven’t seen our videos and they don’t know what they’re in for. We should tell them,” Minseo suddenly spoke up. “They won’t be dating normal high school students but idols like them. I really want to avoid all the controversy and scandals, we need to talk with them." 

Hyejin nodded, "Why haven’t they figured it out? I mean, we’re like number 5 on Naver search. Everyone has been waiting for a confirmation of the lineup, now they have it.”

“A step ahead of you girls, to avoid them knowing, their manager has limited their contact with the internet but they’re also working hard on their own debut. We’ll make sure to sort things out with their managers before your debut, rest assured, they don’t know anything. Focus on today’s shoot.” Your manager informed. 

Shifting in your seat, you adjusted the light mauve coloured beret on your head and shuffled your black ankle boots together. Nerves were getting to you and it didn’t help that you felt guilty for not letting your good friend’s in on this. 

Katy played with her purple fishnet tights which were tucked into black combat boots. Her pocket tee and tennis skirt were white in colour, like your shirt and ripped jean shorts. 

Hyejin wore a huge oversized purple button down which was tucked into a sleek white skirt with a huge silver ring at the zip. Her eyelids were dusted with a soft lilac eyeshadow. Like the group, she too had black shoes. 

Minseo had a really cool closet. Her body was shown off with the white sleeveless body con but she wrapped a shirt similar to Hyejin’s around her waist and pulled on knee high boots. 

Sanghee’s look was more playful. Her top was rather professional, the classic long sleeved white blouse but it was half tucked into tapered mauve booty shorts. She also had a lilac tie that hung neatly around her neck, a strong contrast from Hyejin’s velvet choker. 

“Minseo! It’s time!" 

You would be up next after your leader, your hands shook and palms began to sweat.

Breathe, you can do this. Justin’s going through the exact same thing, you can do this too. 

Your haze fell to the floor. If only he knew…….




Seunghyuk: guys, katy isn’t answering my calls 

Justin: me too! Y/N’s phone seems to be turned off. 

Hyungseob: relax, Minseo told me she had a whole day school trip that’s why

Justin: Y/N and Minseo aren’t in the same level! Do you think she’s okay?

Euiwoong: she should be, don’t worry about them. they can hold their own 

Zheng Ting: Hyejin is also MIA. Maybe we should go visit them? 

Hyungseob: we don’t even know where they live….. 

Seunghyuk: isn’t it weird that they’re always together? Wouldn’t their parents want them to come home?

Zheng Ting: i think Hyejin and Sanghee share a dorm because they traveled for school so yeah 

Euiwoong: they’re probably busy too, has anyone talked to manager hyung about our relationships? 

Hyungseob: he told me it’s okay as long as we don’t go public until well after debut promotions have ended 

Seunghyuk: I wonder if they’ll even let us date……you know 

Justin: whatever, let’s just hope for the best and focus on our debut now 

Justin: but I miss Y/N so much!


"Hello?” you answered your phone, not even bothering to hide the exhaustion in your voice. Filming the teasers had just wrapped up, it was late at night and you struggled to clamber back into the limousine. 

“Babe? Is that you?" 

Omg what?


He called you 'babe’! 


There was a long pause. 

"Uh, yeah. Hi Y/N, oh! You sound tired? Are you okay? You should sleep!" 

"Uhh, yes! I’m fine, just tired…um, Katy and I were working on a school project…and I think… t-that I feel asleep on the table,” you lied, feeling guilty. Katy and Sanghee shot you suspicious stares, Hyejin and Minseo were cuddled up, already asleep. 

“Ahh, don’t work yourself too much. Get some rest,” Justin said, his voice was calm and soothing, you smiled brightly despite the fatigue. 

“Shouldn’t I be saying that, you’re an idol. You are too hard on yourself, rest well okay? I’ll buy you lunch after your debut stage." 

Sanghee wanted to remind you it would be dinner and that Mauve would also be debuting then but she clamped her mouth shut and texted Euiwoong instead.

"Okay! Looking forward to it. Thank you Y/N, goodnight!" 

You sighed and leaned your head against the comfortable headrest, closing your eyes and shutting the world out. But all you could think about was how happy you were when you heard Justin’s voice and how he had called you 'babe’. He seemed just as tired as you were but still reminded you to take care of yourself. He was so kind and caring, what more could you ask for? 


One month to both debuts. 

Only one more month. 

The last of the teaser photos and videos had been uploaded to the official website, Twitter and Instagram. The response had been positive, everyone seemed to love the group.

Manager unnie was in the process of preparing the VLive channel as she handed you your new schedule. 


Every single day was packed with activities, be it promotions, interviews, talk shows….it was crazy. 

“If the album does well, we might even secure a deal with Moonshot. Keep pushing on girls!” She cheered. 

You knew not all rookies had such amazing opportunities, it had to be the work of the managers and CEOs, you were forever grateful. Mauve was going to be popular and successful. You just wondered how your boyfriend hadn’t figured a single thing out.

It was shocking. Justin often called late at night and apologised for not texting you throughout the day. You found it sweet but really didn’t have any time to check your phone or text back. When Euiwoong invited you girls to their first debut stage, Sanghee and Minseo were unsure of how to pull it off but Katy and Hyejin persuaded them and they replied. 

“How can we not support our boyfriends in a special time like this?” Hyejin had scoffed, combing through her newly dyed platinum blonde hair. 

Minseo wasn’t extremely satisfied with her new bangs but she kept her mouth shut and insisted that the stylist unnie would style it prettily for her. She left her hair in a mess usually but it naturally became unruly after every practice.

Drenched in sweat, you collapsed on the dance studio’s floor, Katy pushed a water bottle into your reach. You took a huge gulp from it. 

“We aren’t done yet, this is just the beginning.” You nodded with vigour, agreeing with Minseo. 

This was the final stage, you had to give it your all.


The debut album was dropping today. The whole internet was talking about it. You felt a bit bad, the Yuehua boys had just debuted a few days ago yet all netizens were anticipating was Mauve’s debut. Also, it was leaked that members of Mauve were close with the Yuehua boys and people had starting the shipping. It wasn’t like you minded too much. 

It became some sort of inside joke that everyone except your own boyfriend knew about your debut. Their manager had gone to great lengths to keep the news on the low. They’d find out in a day’s time, when it was time for MNET Countdown. 

You ran a hand through your hair nervously, sitting on the plush sofa seat together with the rest of your group. The album had been released. Manager unnie went through multiple details about your new schedule but all you focussed on was the numbers flipping every second as someone bought the album. 


You nearly jumped out of your seat. Hyejin reached over and squeezed your hand. "Concentrate a bit more. I know you’re nervous,” she whispered.

“Okay…and, that should be about it. Remember, be ready for hair and makeup by 8am tomorrow before we drive to the venue, okay? You girls can go.” All you caught was the last bit, you rubbed your temples and huffed. 

At least you’d finally see Justin and the rest of your friends tomorrow, and you’d be able to watch their performance. 

“We have the day off. Where should we go? Uh, with security of course,” Minseo asked, clapping her hands excitedly. 

“Let’s go shopping at Gangnam!" 

"I want ice cream!" 

"Let’s just go back to the dorms and sleep.”

“Sanghee, no. I want to go to a hedgehog cafe!" 

All of you started bickering about what you should do as a team. It would be fun to go out and have a break and breathe the air of freedom once again. Katy practically shoved you up the stairs to the dorms. 

"Change! We’re going out!”


You admired the shiny black leather jacket you bought for Justin as a congratulatory gift and the glimmering pendant that hung around your neck. You tried to avoid the cameras as much as possible but of course, there was bound to be pictures uploaded somewhere.

So far, your Yuehua friends hadn’t talked about anything related to it. You sent a text congratulating them on a good start, they replied late with tons of thanks. Justin even sent you a selca to make up for his absence. But you’d see him tomorrow. 


Debut stage. 

Sanghee tugged on your skirt, insisting that it was too short and was showing too much of your black dancing shorts. She was so frantic, her fishnet tights had nearly ripped twice. “Euiwoong might never look at me again!” She wailed, pulling at her shirt. 

Minseo - who was the most calm - rolled her eyes. “Please! He won’t, we never lied to any of them. Some things just aren’t meant to be told… yet. Relax." 

Katy shot you a small and nervous smile as the two of you were being outfitted with the microphones. It was a rush, running to watch your friends perform and then back because there was only one other group before yours. 

Hyejin warmed up her tongue as you stretched, making sure you could do a proper split for the choreography. It had been modified to push you to test your limits as a dancer. 

"Yuehua is on!” Katy hissed and signalled for the rest of you to come quickly.

They squeezed all of you into the sound booth. 

As Justin awoke from his beginning pose, you saw a flash of confusion in his eyes as he scanned the crowd for you. His eyes found yours and his jaw fell slightly, luckily, the choreography called for a spin and change of position so he couldn’t afford to divert his focus. 

“I think Seunghyuk saw me,” Katy muttered. “He looked so… shocked and…I don’t know." 

Minseo nearly waved her hands up in the air and screamed 'Hyungseob’. She settled for a more subtle and cheeky wave. 

Their performance came to an end and the group was rushed backstage before any questions could be asked. You ran in heels to your spot in the wings as the other group proceeded out to take their places. There wasn’t any sign of Justin or any of them. 

"Don’t worry. They’re sure to watch you guys. I think they finally put the pieces together. Just go out there and give it your best!” Manager unnie encouraged, patting all of you on the shoulder comfortingly. 

You inhaled a deep breath. 

Debut stage was here. 


“I swear! I swear it was her! It-it was- was them!” Zheng Ting stuttered out, his face flushing red. 

“Yes! It has to be! Minseo even waved to me! Oh my god, my girlfriend is an idol too!” Hyungseob exclaimed in disbelief. 

“That’s ridiculous! But hey, that new group that everyone’s been talking about is coming out next. I haven’t actually watched anything of theirs though,” Euiwoong admitted. 

“Let’s go and watch them." 

Seunghyuk lead the way to their seats, he nestled into one of them, anticipating the performance. 

"Mauve? Don’t they have a reality show or something? Like a debut battle? In the early stages without the final lineup? Something like that,” Justin gossiped, he sat at the edge of his seat and nearly fell out of it when the spotlights flashed on. 







You tried to find them in the sea of faces but couldn’t and decided to focus on your stage instead, that could come later. 

"No way, my-my girlfriend is a Mauve member!” Justin shouted. 

Hyungseob’s jaw touched the floor, he gazed in amazement. “My girlfriend is the leader of Mauve!" 

"Hyejin’s a rapper? Oh my goodness! What?”

“Woah! Y/N and Katy are killing the dance!" 

They had never been more starstruck. 

"Wait, did everyone but us know?”


“I feel like an idiot,” Justin groaned and covered his face. 

“But for Y/N, I’ll be anything." 


"I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU SANG SO WELL!” Minseo praised Sanghee, embracing the maknae. 

Sweat was trickling down your face but you felt so energised and powered up. So the second you spotted Justin approaching, you ran and launched yourself into his arms, laughing. 

“You did so well babe! I’m so proud!" 

"You were incredible! I really loved your stage!" 

"When were you going to tell us?” Seunghyuk interrupted. 

Minseo blushed guiltily.

“We thought you guys knew and it was in our contract that we couldn’t speak much about it anyways,” Hyejin said smoothly. 

Euiwoong dismissed it with a wave of his hand. “Whatever, I’m just so happy for all of us! Let’s go for pizza!" 

No one objected.

So, hand in hand, you walked out of the venue with your boyfriend, surrounded by your good friends… and some security.

Justin held you close to his side. "You know I’m proud and happy for you right? You’re amazing and you’ll be stealing everyone’s hearts soon!” You commented.

He laughed and caressed your face. “The only heart I’d ever want is yours.”

“Wait…was that a reference to our song…that Sanghee wrote?"