stupidly trusting

but like how terrifying must it have been for andrew to experience this heart pounding fixation w someone like he never has before in his LIFE 

and to come off of his meds and realize his feelings are real & unavoidable 

falling back on his medication as an excuse for the strangeness in his heart, having that excuse ripped out from under him so all that’s left is neil staring and following and asking him for things

and realizing he wants to give him it all

like wtF man