stuff nobody needs

Sorry if you anticipated but I didn’t draw anything for Namjoon’s birthday. A lot of ppl loved my Jk comic and I felt a lot of pressure, I didn’t have any ideas and I was scared to disappoint someone.


But its mainly because I’m a bit done with the competitiveness in the fandom. I feel like this days it’s more about who will draw faster and who will get more attention. And this affects me a lot because I’m really not a competitive person, I hate the competition. I don’t want to draw something because I want my drawings to be the best or idk. I just want to draw because it makes people happy, myself included. I don’t care if I’m popular or not, I just want to make things that I like whenever I want.

Maybe I’m the only one who feel this way but I just wanted to talk about this stuff. Now that I figured out I’m feeling way better! Thank you for being so kind to me💘💘

anonymous asked:

What if... What IF (saying that Pewdieken is real) (This is just something I like to imagine Ken does) When Ken edits his videos that he recorded with Felix, he'll just stare at Felix's face cam and admire him. Thoughts?

thoughts ?? THOUGHTS,,,???  °˖ ✧◝(○ ヮ ○)◜✧˖ °

waht do u mean by writing “ if” ?

i just love u anon. u r the best anon of the day. yes. you earned that title. dah best.  gimme moar ‘’imagine ken does” . i ll live for that. (✿ ◜u◝ )

-this aside, i think ken doesn t edit his videos himself anymoar.like jack or brad,he has an editor //winky wonk// -

Ok y'all buckle the fuck in

I know I said I would do this yesterday morning but I’ve been busy af and this shit it still plaguing my every thought

But ANYWAYS I met aether, fire, and the mastermind himself TF and I’M STILL SHOOK like fire is the most beautiful person I have ever seen with my own two eyes and he was so sweet like when he came up to me I basically just word vomited about how much I love him and he did this vaudeville ass animated little bow and it was so fucking CUTE I wanted to scream into the void and then I told him he was the ultimate hype man and that he stole the show (because he TOtally does) and when he signed my ticket he asked my name and put wrote “hype man” which I’m TATTOOING ON MY FOREHEAD FOR SURE and then we talked about the Fresno show and he was like “that was such a weird show” lmao and then he gave me a hug and I thought for sure I would die in his muscular arms tbh I’m 100% sure I will never love somebody the way I’ve fallen in love with fire

And I met aether after the Fresno show and he recognized me after the SF one and he also said that it was a weird show lmao but I told him I love his album and he thought I was talking about meliora but i was like no YOUR album life is often brilliant (which you should check out bc it’s really good) and he was like “my album?!??!?” and I was like yeah and his eyes lit up and he looked soooo happy and he said “oh my god thank you so much that’s so nice to hear in california of all places” and then he told me to listen to some of his other bands lmao

Air came out too (which I was surprised about) but he didn’t really seem interested in spending time talking to people like fire and aether were so he just went around signing things and then left (prob bc his wife and daughter were there)

But oh lord in heaven papa himself Ticonderoga Fog came walking down the sidewalk with his skinny ass legs and his daughter in tow and without even trying he now owns my soul forever but it was honestly so weird seeing his face and hearing his voice at the same time lmao he was sooooo nice though and he seemed genuinely happy to meet everybody and to talk to them and everybody that met him just showered him with compliments and praise (LIKE HE DESERVES) and he was so grateful like I got so emotional before he even came over to me just watching him interact with other people (which sounds lame af but idc lmao) but when he came up to me he signed my ticket and I forgot that I wanted him to sign my infestissumam booklet bc I was dying inside (in a good way though) so then he asked me if I wanted him to sign that too and of course I said yes then I told him that I had so much fun at the Fresno show that on the way home I had bought a ticket for that night and BOY LET ME TELL YOU HE LOOKED RIGHT INTO MY EYES VERY INTENSELY AND THANKED ME and I will literally never be the same but then he also said the Fresno show was weird (idk why they all thought it was weird I asked all of them why and I never got an answer)

THEN some homeless guy started yelling at us from across the street and TF was like “what is that” and I was like it’s market st there are lots of homeless people here and he was like “yeah there’s been lots of yelling all day” and then I was like yeah they tend to do that and he laughed and then I asked him if I could get a hug and he was like “of COURSE you can” (he does smell really nice oops)

AND THAT’S THE STORY OF HOW I DIED

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If you blog about: Marvel, Percy Jackson, Harry Potter, B99, Dirk Gently, 3%, john green stuff, interesting stuff about politics/history, book recommendations or/and aesthetics.

Please reblog and I’ll take a look at your blog! (You could follow me back of course hehe)

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um actually Popular Show had a joke in season one that could be interpreted as transphobic so anybody who watches it is a transphobe sorry :/

hey sorry for disappearing, still havin a really hard time with the whole bein alive thing. tbh I’m kinda self-destructing right now so bear with me as I change the visibility settings 600 times in an attempt to curb the urge to delete altogether

anyway if I haven’t responded to a message or @ from you I promise it’s not personal and I will do my best to give the response it deserves when I’m able… thanks 👍👍

businesscasualprincess replied to your post: I would just like to note for the record that my…

Woo! 200 pages! About how long do you expect it to be?

I am at about 77k words (though 5k of that is bibliography, which I don’t think counts) and the limit is 100k words, so considering I still have the rest of this chapter and then another chapter to go, as well as some extra intro/conclusion material to add, it will probably be in the ballpark of 250-275 pages when it’s done. I will probably also have to edit some stuff out to come in under word limit, but that is better than having to scramble to pad it last minute, so yes. Plus I can turn it into articles etc.

I told my supervisors I could (possibly) have a full first draft finished in March-April, which is when I will be making a research trip to France if (hopefully) that works out. I’d be submitting in May or June at the latest, viva around that time, and then graduation (again, assuming no nasty last minute surprises) in July.

OH GOD I WILL BE A DOCTOR OF SOMETHING. THIS IS TERRIFYING.

That scene in the cave with Reyes is one of my favorite things on this planet. I think about it a lot.

The way Ryder agrees without hesitation and responds with “the worst” when told he has bad taste in men.

Truth is, he really does. Alec never approved of any of his dates and often tried to keep him away from the wrong people to zero success because Sara would always help him sneak out and cover for him.

When they were younger and staying on the Citadel, they were no strangers to trouble themselves. Sara might have been the fast thinker, but Scott was always the fast talker. Easily joking and flirting his way to getting them out of trouble. Didn’t hurt that he was pretty as well.

What people often failed to understand though was he liked bad boys. He was drawn to them just as they were drawn to him, to his perceived innocence hidden behind a pretty face. They always underestimated him.

He didn’t have his sister at the moment, and he was used to working with a partner in crime. Somebody that always had a plan. Reyes seems like he always had a plan…he thinks this could be the start of something beautiful. Dating the King of Kadara opens up so many fun possibilities.

gearsoflove  asked:

I could write a whole page about how much I love your theories about Chara and Undertale in general, how well-written and interesting they are, how it's lovely to see a person do so much research in order to help the fandom understand a character more, etc. But I think it's enough to say that you're by far the best and my most favourite Undertale blog. Also, a question for you, I roleplay Chara on another site, so if it's not a problem, could you maybe give me some tips on their personality?

(undertale spoilers)

imagine a bunch of exclamation marks. miles and miles of exclamation marks. that’s how i’m feeling right now! i can’t thank you enough for your kind words!

alright, let me tell you about chara’s personality from my perspective. more info about my points can be found in my chara posts masterlist.

chara has the potential to be extremely manipulative. they manipulated asriel (to go along with the plan), the humans (to attack chasriel), and the player (to try other routes and eventually do the pacifist ending). when chara has a goal, absolutely nothing will stand in their way. their goal matters more than ANYTHING to them. that includes the people who are closest to them – that’s why chara was capable of putting asriel and the other monsters in so much danger. they sometimes delight in the pain of others. flowey himself said about chara:

but if the narrachara theory is to be believed, they also have a wonderful sense of humour and love jokes. they enjoy being around dogs… but they also have no problem with seeing them die for the sake of their plan! because NOTHING and NOBODY matters more than the plan. they tend to make a “creepy face” when very focused on their plan.

chara can’t stand wasting time when they’ve got something to do. they ignore people’s monologues and they even tell monster kid to turn around when they start talking to them and immediately initiate a battle. chara gets angry when they lose – this can be seen in sans’ reaction to chara’s face if they get killed.

after losing to sans once:

after losing to sans twice:

but even worse, chara can’t stand to be deceived. if sans is spared (from chara’s perspective, likely an effort to save time because sans takes forever) and proceeds to dunk chara, they’ll have a far stronger reaction.

so although chara can seem expressionless and cold at times (they don’t emote at all after sans’ prank when they “first meet”) when focused on their plan, they’re also capable of widely varying facial expressions, from strange faces, to angry glares, to laughing so hard that tears run down their face.

despite all this, they’re capable of at least seeming loving. perhaps they even are genuinely loving as long as they’re not focused on a goal. their hatred and their drive (their determination) is really like a curse for chara. 

here’s some random awful stuff chara seems to have said:

glad dummy:

burgerpants:

(for the burgerpants thing: i know this is an amusing line, but it’s implied that chara told him to go to hell)

snowdrake:

snowdrake’s mother:

vulkin:

i associate these negative responses outside the genocide route with chara because they seem so similar to the stuff that chara actually says in the genocide route. i don’t believe genocide route chara is really much different to pre-death chara. i feel that the chara who tried to force asriel to kill against his will and the chara met by the player at the end of the genocide route are actually extremely similar. i just feel that that’s how chara behaves when they’re extremely set on a goal. if kindness and patience isn’t necessary, then it goes out the window.

chara seems to have some sort of fascination with the idea of hell, from using the word (or being implied to) a few times to referring to themself as a demon. 

chara is implied to be able to feel with their stolen soul (after the first genocide route, at the very least):

a few lines later:

chara also doesn’t agree with the player’s desire to recreate the world only to waste time destroying it again when they already knew what would happen. to chara, it is a waste of time. and chara hates wasting time.

if chara’s slaughter of flowey is any indication, they are especially sensitive to what they consider betrayal. asriel is the reason chara’s original plan failed which is probably why they’re notably cruel to him. chara’s reaction to sans’ “mercy” also seems to echo this sentiment. chara cannot stand betrayal, regardless of what they have actually done to others themself.

but when they can’t do murderous things, they sit back and have fun. pacifist kind of dialogue happens. chara is a three-dimensional character with their own likes and dislikes. they have a very dark side, but they also have a more light-hearted side.

so basically:

  • great sense of humour!
  • but also a very dark sense of humour
  • hates wasting time
  • if there’s a plan and chara is capable of making strides towards its completion, they will turn very serious and disregard the safety of others and anything else that isn’t the plan
  • CAPABLE OF FUN AND GOOD TIMES
  • references hell a lot?
  • also capable of many different kinds of expressions, even while serious and driven by a goal (not stoic ALL the time)
  • for some reason they really seem to dislike snowdrake’s family???
  • sensitive to betrayal