I'm really sad. I can't figure out the point of being alive. I really don't know what to do. You don't have to respond to this. Just felt like typing it out loud.
I’m sorry that you’re going through that, friend, and that you’re feeling so sad. I know there isn’t a lot I can say that will change the way you’re feeling, but I just want you to know that you are important, and even if you can’t see the point, it’s enough that you are alive. Even if all you can do right now is stay alive, you’re so strong just for that. You’re strong just for reaching out to someone at all.
I apologize if I’m wrong, but it sounds like maybe you’re dealing with depression, and I’ve been there, and I remember just how hopeless and empty and screwed up it feels. But I promise, no matter how much your brain tries to convince you otherwise, you can get better, you can feel better and recover. When you’re depressed, your brain is a jerk, and it lies to you, but there are so many people who have managed to get treatment and come out the other side.
It’s different for everyone, but please try to reach out for support, because there is help out there, and you can be okay.
If you’re in the US, you can reach the Crisis Text Line by texting 741741, and here’s a post with links and info for resources internationally. I hope that helps, at least a little.
You matter, and you’re important. <3