stressed the freak out

😣 something is wrong with my stomach

I can’t even eat a whole protein bar without feeling nauseous & like I ate too much. I’m really hungry but when I try to eat I feel sick. I don’t know if it’s from anxiety or stress or what but it’s freaking me out

Today has been weird… It’s been a long day, despite being so short… I’ve been sitting here freaking out the entire time about a variety of things. I feel shitty about the whole Danny thing because I don’t like that Jared is going there by himself, because I feel like he’s going to drink even though he didn’t say anything about drinking, and I’m not comfortable with that… But also because I really don’t like Danny. I don’t like that Jared texts him all the time. I don’t like that he’s going over there for a few hours. I don’t like anything about it. In addition I’ve been freaking out because I’ve been stressing about gender stuff. Ever since my giant dork talked to me about gender stuff, I’ve been going through this weird thing where I don’t really feel like a girl??? I guess that’s the best way to phrase it? I wouldn’t say like I feel like a boy either, I just feel like nothing. It happened the night before last at my parent’s house, and it’s kinda happening now. I feel like just a being. A genderless being. It’s really weird. But I still kinda feel like a girl? It could just be me trying to force it, but I don’t know… I just want the day to be over, and I want to be home… but I have to go to my parent’s house when I get off work at 6, and then I can go home, but Jared won’t be there, so it isn’t even like I’ll be able to relax or anything…

And now I’m stressign about apartment stuff. Not so much stress-stress, but I just want to get it over with. I want to fill out all of the paper work and have Jared go ahead and pay the deposits so we can be officially leased and have our new apartment. That way we can move immediately and get teh fuck out of fucking a-town… And the price of the rent went down, so now it’s only 887 instead of 927, which is really great. I just don’t know. I want a fucking shower. 

anonymous asked:

Really nervous to have sex for the first time do u have any advice x

If you stress out about it it will just make you freaked out. you gotta stay relaxed and calm. Do foreplay before you have sex so you’re aroused.

Call me Butter!

First off: it WAS stress-mones just like I said! Oh happy day indeed! :D Not that it would be horrible if it wasn’t because I would keep the baby but it would make my relationship with the dad a lot more complicated…but thankfully it won’t and we can continue being friends and I can continue to freak out with stress-mones! 

Started a new job Friday night and I like it so far. Saturday was my second night training but I was able to get more behind the scenes action as food runner vs being a hostess and it was fun! I got a nick name too from one of the supervisors and she calls me Butter. Like the shea butter and even though I am S-H-A-Y I like it! haha butter. BUTTAHHHHH! 

I feel like I may throw up in any minute I’m so stressed. I’m freaking out so badly I can’t even focus on anything. I’m just pacing back and forth and I can’t breath properly. Tomorrow I will get my results and I have that bad feeling that I failed or passed with really low results. And I will be in really bad state tomorrow if that’s so.

anonymous asked:

so i have been questioning my sexuality for a little while now as i have had a crush on my lesbian best friend. we are really close and we cuddle and stuff, we have gone out twice. when i say we've gone out i mean we have gone out for a day, i freak out, apologize and ask if we can just be friends. but the annoying part is that i want to be able to cuddle with her and kiss her but whenever we date i freak out, have panic attacks and stress about it. i feel like im playing her when i dont mean to

It sounds like you should wait to date her or any girls until you feel more comfortable with yourself if dating a girl puts you in panic mode. That’s nothing to be ashamed of, maybe you’re just not ready. Figuring out your sexuality doesn’t require you to be physical with anyone. Sometimes it’s just finding peace about it within yourself is what you need. Once you’re more comfortable, your relationships stand a better chance.
Best of luck,


anonymous asked:

I read your post about the ghost (?) and I don't know if this is relevant but it might just be b/c you're stressed or that your hair moved? Sometimes I feel bugs crawling all over me and I feel hyper sensitive when I get stressed even though there isn't anything there. You could also just be tired and misheard or jumped to an irrational conclusion to the sound. I do that sometimes myself. Don't know if this helped but I hope your okay and that it isn't a ghost or something equally unpleasant.

the hair thing happened before i was stressed. and trust me im always freaking out thinking theres bugs on me esp after i get back from going outside. im very afraid of bugs :^)
honestly i have no idea. both happened at different times and it could have been anything. its whatever, my moms up getting ready for work so i feel a bit more at ease so maybe i can finally sleep
Lovebabz: A Life in Transition: The Case For A Well Lived Life... Passions Abound.

Today more than ever before, I am not stressed by the road ahead. I am not freaking out about what to do next. I have made peace with the allowing of things… my self… this body… my heart and the potential for love of another… As in partner. The wasting of time is not something I am interested in; not with people, or projects or pleasure. I can do or not do as I see fit.


This is my moving song.
My stressed out, freaking out moving song.

This week has been way too stressful and with way too much happening for me too have been able to recover. I’m so freaking stressed out.

I’m going back to my job here in Gothenburg tomorrow and I’m not ready, not at all. I have a ton of stuff I need to do at home that I haven’t even looked at yet. I’m supposed to call a woman that’s selling some things I need and schedule a time when I can buy them so that I can finish the pieces for my journeyman’s letter (which I know I won’t pass anyway). I’m also learning to drive with my dad and it’s really stressful because I’m afraid of the car and I don’t understand a thing about how the car works. And it feels like there’s at least one more big thing but I can’t remember what now.

AND EVERYONE IS EXPECTING AND ASKING SO MUCH OF ME AND I CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE. What are you going to do now Madeleine? Where are you going to live? Madeleine, are you looking for apartments? Have you been in contact with any goldsmiths that you can work for? When are you going to start your own business? Will you continue to work at the office job you have now, that’s not what you want to do? What are you even doing with your life, Madeleine? JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!

I also hate living at home, because that adds to my stress as well, (I’ve lived alone for FIVE years, it’s hard going back) but I have no idea how I’m supposed to find anywhere else to live. I don’t even know where in the world I want to live.

so im moving to Colorado on july 14th and my parents thought it would be a good idea to ship my car but now im shipping my car and i have no idea when its going to arrive or who im going to ask to pick it up, i also dont know how im going to get all my shit from new jersey to colorado, now that im not driving since you cant leave things in your car when you ship it, also i already bought my plain ticket so thats non refundable and im just so stressed and freaking out idk what to do becuase i dont have much money and i need every cent i have for my bills and what not and for a new bed 


they are backstage, i’m sure of it, imagine them trying to relax, hugging aaaawwww, trying to not stressed out, like I imagine Karlie freaking out ahahah, our babies together tonight !!! guys i’m not okay at all !!!

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