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Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design?
I feel so alone on the Friday nights
Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you’re mine?

It’s like I told you honey

Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don’t know why
Keep making me laugh, let’s go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
‘Cause you and I, we were born to die

Drink With Friends [Bucky x Reader]

Originally posted by gifsme

Summary:  “we’re drunk and lost on the streets after a wild night out and as I give you a piggy back ride you start singing ‘SO NO ONE TOLD YOU LIFE WAS GONNA BE THIS WAAAYYYY’ and you clap in my face” - Prompt by the-witch-daddy

Bucky can handle all the alcohol. It’s what being a supersoldier includes. Unfortunately for you, you’re the complete opposite. 

Series Warnings/Themes: Profanity, fluff, humor.

Author’s Note: Have a pair of drunkards wandering the streets

Y/N = Your Name


“My legs huuuurt” you cry out.

“You’re not even walking, Sweetheart.”

Bucky adjusts you over his back so that you’re more stable. He carries you through the streets of New York City, grumbling under his breath when you start to pet his hair. Tony Stark was a big idiot for egging you on in a drinking contest. A drunk [Y/N] was never a good thing. 

Bucky watch out!” you screech, gripping his shoulders tightly.

He immediately tenses up, eyes widening as he looks around for the source of danger. “What? What is it?” he asks, highly alert now. You point to the ground. He follows your finger to an empty potato-chip bag. His shoulders quickly relax. “What the hell? I thought there was a bad guy or something!” he whispers harshly, stomping over the bag and continuing his walk to the hotel. You pout at him, tucking your head into the crook of his neck. 

“What do you mean? Is a bag of chips not good enough for you? When will anything be good enough for you?!” You seem offended by his attack on the bag, glaring at his head. He can feel your intense gaze and he scoffs. “Calm down before you hurt yourself,” he tells you, patting your thigh with his metal hand. 

You’re a few blocks away from hotel Blanke, and Bucky was beginning to think you were sobering up. You had stayed quiet for the rest of the trip until now.

“Thanks for carrying me, Buck” you hum, kissing him on the cheek.

You couldn’t see it, but his face turns pink at the contact and he bites back a smile. 

“Of course.” His blue-eyed gaze looks anywhere but back at you, suddenly shy about it all. “What are friends for, am I right?” he adds with a chuckle. 

He didn’t want to have an emotional talk with you. Not in this state. He’ll save it for when you’re feeling like yourself again. 

When you don’t answer his question, he raises an eyebrow in confusion. Did he say something wrong? 

“Sorry, I di-”

“SO NO ONE TOLD YOU LIFE WAS GONNA BE THIS WAAAAYYY”

Bucky jumps in shock, almost dropping you in the process. No, you weren’t hurt. You were just drunk. Why did he think that saying “friends” was a good idea to a loopy you? He knew you were a decent singer. Right now? Not so much. In fact, you sounded like you were in a concert crowd trying to call your idol over by serenading poorly. Someone tell the bodyguard, this fan needs to be escorted out before she blows up everyone’s eardrums. 

He deadpans when you bring your hands in front of his face and clap 4 times. 

You…you are an idiot. 

🖤 SOA-Preference:“Lana Del Rey-Songs” 🖤

Jax – BORN TO DIE 💔

Feet don’t fail me now
Take me to the finish line

All my heart, it breaks every step that I take
But I’m hoping that the gates,
They’ll tell me that you’re mine
Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design?
I feel so alone on a Friday night
Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you’re mine
It’s like I told you honey

Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry
Sometimes love’s not enough when the road gets tough
I don’t know why

Keep making me laugh,
Let’s go get high
Road’s long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
‘Cause you and I, we were born to die

Lost but now I am found
I can see but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Tried to take what I could get
Scared that I couldn’t find
All the answers, honey

Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry
Sometimes love’s not enough when the road gets tough
I don’t know why

Keep making me laugh,

Let’s go get high
Road’s long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words,
This is the last time
'Cause you and I
We were born to die
We were born to die
We were born to die

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane

Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry
Sometimes love’s not enough when the road gets tough
I don’t know why

Keep making me laugh,
Let’s go get high
Road’s long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
Cause You and I
We were born to die
We were born to die

Tig – SHADES OF COOL 💙

My baby lives in shades of blue
Blue eyes and jazz and attitude

He lives in California too
He drives a Chevy Malibu
And when he calls, he calls for me, and not for you
He lives for love, he loves his drugs, he loves his baby too

But I can’t fix him, can’t make him better
And I can’t do nothing about his strange weather

But you are unfixable
I can’t break through your world
'Cause you live in shades of cool
Your heart is unbreakable

My baby lives in shades of cool
Cool heart and hands and aptitude

He lives for love, for women too
I’m one of many on his blue
And when he calls, he calls for me, and not for you
He prays for love, he prays for peace, and maybe someone new

But I can’t help him, can’t make him better
And I can’t do nothing about his strange weather

Cause you are unfixable
I can’t break through your world
Cause you live in shades of cool
Your heart is unbreakable

But you are unfixable
I can’t break through your world
'Cause you live in shades of cool
Your heart is unbreakable

Chibs – RIDE 🖤

I’ve been out on that open road
You can be my full time daddy,

White and gold
Singing blues has been getting old
You can be my full time baby,
Hot or cold


Don’t break me down
I’ve been travelin’ too long

I’ve been trying too hard
With one pretty song

I hear the birds on the summer breeze,
I drive fast, I am alone in midnight
Been tryin’ hard not to get into trouble,
But I, I’ve got a war in my mind
So, I just ride, just ride,
I just ride, just ride


Dying young and I’m playing hard
That’s the way my father made his life an art
Drink all day and we talk 'til dark
That’s the way the road dogs do it – ride 'til dark.


Don’t leave me now
Don’t say good bye
Don’t turn around
Leave me high and dry

I hear the birds on the summer breeze,
I drive fast, I am alone in midnight
Been tryin’ hard not to get into trouble,
But I, I’ve got a war in my mind
I just ride, just ride,
I just ride, just ride


I’m tired of feeling like I’m fucking crazy
I’m tired of driving 'til I see stars in my eyes
It’s all I’ve got to keep myself sane, baby
So I just ride, I just ride


I hear the birds on the summer breeze,
I drive fast, I am alone in midnight
Been tryin’ hard not to get into trouble,
But I, I’ve got a war in my mind
I just ride, just ride,
I just ride, I just ride

Happy – SERIAL KILLER ❤️

Wish I may, wish I might
Find my one true love tonight
Do you think that he
Could be you?
If I pray really tight,
Get into a fake bar fight,
While I’m walking down the avenue

If I lay really quiet,
I know that what I do isn’t right,
I can’t stop what I love to do

So I murder love in the night,
Watching them fall one by one they fight,
Do you think you’ll
Love me too, ooh, ooh?


Baby, I’m a sociopath,
Sweet serial killer
On the warpath,
'Cause I love you just a little too much.
I love you just a little too much.


You can see me
Drinking cherry cola,
Sweet serial killer
I left a love note,
Said you know I love,
The thrill of the rush
You know I love,
The thrill of the rush

Sweet serial killer,
Do it for the thrill of the rush,
Love you just a little too much, much
Sweet serial killer,
I love you just a little too much,
Love you just a little too much, much


My black fire’s burning bright,
Maybe I’ll go out tonight

We can paint the town in blue
I’m so hot, I ignite,
Dancing in the dark and I shine
Like a light I’m luring you
Sneak up on you, really quiet,
Whisper “Am I what your heart desires?”

I could be your ingenue
Keep you safe and inspired,
Baby, let your fantasies unwind
We can do what you
Want to do


Baby, I’m a sociopath,
Sweet serial killer
On the warpath,
'Cause I love you
Just a little too much
I love you just
A little too much


You can see me
Drinking cherry cola,
Sweet serial killer
I left a love note,
Said you know I love,
The thrill of the rush
You know I love,
The thrill of the rush


Sweet serial killer,
Do it for the thrill of the rush,
Love you just a little too much, much
Sweet serial killer,
I love you just a little too much,
Love you just a little too much, much

Wanna play you like a game boy
What’s the thrill of the same toy?

La la lie down, down
Wanna play you like a game boy
What’s the thrill of the same toy?
La la lie down, down, down

You can see me
Drinking cherry cola,
Sweet serial killer
I left a love note,
Said you know I love,
The thrill of the rush
You know I love,
The thrill of the rush


Sweet serial killer,
Do it for the thrill of the rush,
Love you just a little too much, much
Sweet serial killer,
I love you just a little too much,
Love you just a little too much, much

Juice – PRETTY WHEN YOU CRY 💜

All the pretty stars shine for you, my love
Am I the girl that you dream of?
All those little times you said that I’m your girl
You make me feel like your whole world

I’ll wait for you, babe, that’s all I do, babe
Don’t come through, babe, you never do
Because I’m pretty when I cry
I’m pretty when I cry
I’m pretty when I cry
I’m pretty when I cry

All those special times I spent with you, my love
They don’t mean shit compared to all your drugs
But I don’t really mind, I’ve got my drugs and that
Like my memories, I don’t need that

I’ll wait for you, babe, you don’t come through, babe
You never do, babe, that’s just what you do
Because I’m pretty when I cry
I’m pretty when I cry
I’m pretty when I cry
I’m pretty when I cry

Don’t say you need me when
You’re leaving, you leave again

I’m stronger than all my men
Except for you
Don’t say you need me then
You live last, you’re leaving
I can’t do it, I can’t do it
But you do it best

I’m pretty when I cry, I’m pretty when I cry
I’m pretty when I cry, I’m pretty when I cry
I’m pretty when I cry, I’m pretty when I cry
I’m pretty when I cry
I’m pretty when I cry

Besought

but a mere brushing of skin
scent lingering too long
you came in contact for only a moment
it meant more: you were mine

send some signal, subtle
transmissions on unseen spectrums
tendrils creeping into my spirit
i’ve got the scent, i’ve found the trail

eyes locked for what seemed
like a bound eternity
a whispered “Excuse me”
exhaled with the heat from our lips.

empty crowd swarms about
the bump of your shoulder
left a ghostly cold feeling on
mine; begging to be touched.

unbroken chains, thread pulled
aligned stars portending a path
toward your touch, trembling in anticipation
i track your skin, a trail of scents

i could see your sheen
only a few seconds of splendour
glimpses of infinite dimensions
a golden hallway of potential futures: we

the noise filling the streets
is no match for the one in my head
thoughts of “you” race like
the finish line is only a step ahead.

chances like these don’t fall
in your lap like autumn leaves
destination lost a long a time ago
only the wind can take me where I belong.

you are the wind, and i, a hawk descending
the search for your form
full rushing of heated blood
i hear bells of your voice, enchantment

a hex on my heart, i hold to the heart
with only a moment’s notice,
my mind now set:
there is no other but you

i want to feel how my lips place each letter
of your name together as I call it out;
two words you whispered became
a song cycling in my head.

searching for your features
in a sea of unfamiliar faces
each bend, each crosswalk; a gateway
to what I’m looking for.

destinies, mathematical drive toward sure equation
denominators, enumeration, it should add up to us
determine the direction, something saved
steeped in the fragrance of eternity found

attribute, a sacred symbol of your self
somehow slipped from your form
a tribute to track you with
will it mean enough to make you turn back?

answers to questions I didn’t dare ask
started with you and ended with us
if like attracts like, will the laws of nature
work to bring us together?

the absence of the shield protecting
me from the breeze sends uneasy,
restless chills ‘round my neck and inch by inch
down my shivering spine; desperate search for my…

“You.”

Written by : @riadovoidostoevsky and @denmysterywoman

Carry On (part One)

A/n: I hope you all enjoy this Tony x reader that no one asked for, but I just had to write. I’ve been obsessed with fun. recently. This is what comes of that obsession

Warnings: implied anxiety 

Pairing: Tony x Reader

Originally posted by avengers-of-mirkwood

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Well I woke up to the sound of silence the cars
Were cutting like knives in a fist fight
And I found you with a bottle of wine
Your head in the curtains and heart like the fourth of July

She walked the halls, gun at the ready. She had heard a loud crash come from the lab and while she knew Tony hardly ever got any sleep she wasn’t used to this kind of noise this late. She made her way into the lab closing the door behind her, gun still raised. She saw him on the floor a bottle of whiskey in his hand.

“Are you ok?” she asked even though she had known the answer.

The man nodded and moved to get up but stumbled, she helped him into a seated position before taking a seat next to him. She took the bottle from his hand and placed it where he could reach.

“Well?” she raised her brow

“Well what,” he slurred

“Explain why you’re sitting alone, in the dark,” she explained

You swore and said we are not
We are not shining stars
This I know
I never said we are
Though I’ve never been through hell like that
I’ve closed enough windows to know you can never look back

“She’s gone,” he stated simply

“Who,” she looked down at him

“Pepper,” he sighed as he rested his head on her shoulder. She had to fight the butterflies in her stomach and stay calm.

“Well,” she started “maybe it’s for the best,”

“For the best?” Tony chuckled “How could this be for the best?”
She sighed “You won’t be wasting time with someone that doesn’t love you? Honestly, I don’t know,”

He frowned “I just, I thought she was going to be it. I was going to propose, and we were going to be happy,” he confessed

“You can still be happy,” she told him

“But not with her,” he stated

“If she didn’t want to be there, you wouldn’t be happy.” she reminded him

If you’re lost and alone
Or you’re sinking like a stone
Carry on
May your past be the sound of your feet upon the ground
Carry on
Carry on, carry on

The next day she took him out to lunch, she did her best to cheer him up and as the day went on it worked. She took him to the mall despite him claiming it wouldn’t help but after they had gone to the first store, he was already laughing at her stupid jokes.

“Oh come on it’s your colors,” she smiled holding up a red and gold dress

“I don’t think it’s my size,” he chuckled

“You really think I wear my size?” she asked, “Always go a size smaller if you can, makes your ass look good.”

“Is that why all your jeans are so tight?” he asked

“That and pasta,” she replied

He laughed and grabbed the dress from her hands “I hate you,”

“You’re not actually trying it on!” she exclaimed

“What have I got to lose,” he said heading to the fitting rooms

“This is going to be all over the news,” she chuckled

So I met up with some friends in the edge of the night
At a bar off seventy-five
And we talked and talked about how our parents will die
All our neighbors and wives

That night Bruce and Thor had convinced her to go out for drinks, she had told them of her crush for Tony and that she’d gladly suffer in silence if he were happy. The two were quick to inform her that he wasn’t happy now and she should speak up.

“And what? Risk our friendship if he says no,” she told them “he doesn’t want me anyway, he wants Pepper.”

“He wants someone to care about him,” Bruce reminded her

“I’m not going to be someone that he holds onto until he’s happy and then dumps when he realizes he doesn’t actually love me,” she said

“How can you know if he loves you if you don’t ask,” Thor spoke up

She groaned “Isn’t it a little soon?”

“Well obviously wait a bit, but you need to talk to him once he’s stable, or more stable than now,” Bruce instructed

“Just don’t wait forever,” Thor said, “your lives are short and in this line of work that time becomes even shorter.”

But I like to think
I can cheat it all
To make up for the times, I’ve been cheated on

A few months later she was standing in front of her mirror, running over all the possible ways this conversation could go. Why didn’t you say something, how long, rejection, she had lines picked out for any option and much more. Hell, she’d even figured out what she’d do if Ultron came back for whatever reason. She highly doubted this would work, even if Tony did agree to go on a date with her she figured he’d get bored of her quickly. It was nothing against him she just didn’t think she was his type. She wasn’t extravagant or amazingly good looking, she was average at best and when you have a world of beautiful girls willing to eat out of the palm of your hand why would you want anything ordinary?

And it’s nice to know
When I was left for dead
I was found, and now I don’t roam these streets
I am not the ghost you want of me

She walked into the lab as soon as Bruce saw her he made up an excuse to leave.

“You got this,” he mouthed as he left

“You got a minute?” she asked approaching Tony’s workbench

“Yeah,” he replied looking up from what he was doing “whats up?”

“Well, uh, I just wanted to talk to you about a few things. You know you’ve always been there for me, and you’ve helped me so much whether you know it or not. Like when I needed someone awhile back, and you sat with me every night.” she paused to look at him, he was smiling seeming to urge her to continue “I, uh, I wanted to thank you for that.”
“It’s not a big deal, you would’ve done the same,” he replied

If you’re lost and alone, or you’re sinking like a stone,
Carry on
May your past be the sound of your feet upon the ground and
Carry on

“I know, and that’s the thing,” she continued “I want to be there for you. I want to be the person you go to if you have a problem.”

“You are,” Tony confessed “well, besides Bruce,”

“No,” she hesitated “I dunno, I just want you to know if you ever need anyone, ever. I’m here for you/ I’ll always be here.”

He looked confused

“I had a point but,” she trailed off

Woah my head is on fire
But my legs are fine
After all, they are mine

“Are you going to get there?” he chuckled

“I’m trying,’ she huffed “I really appreciate all that you do for me and I-”

Tony moved to stand next to her and smiled “you what?”

“I-” she sighed, and he chuckled “you laughing at me doesn’t help.”

“I’m sorry,” he replied stifling his laughter “what did you want to say,”

“That,” she groaned, “I think I love you ok?”

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A/n: Part 2 should come out sometime next week I hope you like it -G

Open letter to those who catch our eyes in our everyday lives but that we don’t have the courage to go talk to

Dear stranger in the metro, in the bus, in the mall, in the streets

I could get lost into your eyes

Trace your features with my gaze until I remembered everything

I could try to imagine the sound of your voice

Try to adivinate some of your personality traits

Yet, here I stand, throwing shy glances your way, trying to get a smile out of you, maybe getting an eye contact of a second which of course makes my heart race, makes me fidget

But… dear stranger, I will never speak to you, I hope life treats you well, and that I was not mistaken upon that first impression.

If I may, dear stranger, hugs and kisses, à dieu.

21. Nicole

“Girls with name like yours don’t know how to love in stain
Instead you drown the paper with hues and pain
Girls with name like yours refuse to stay in the shore
You go deep into the heart just to reach the core

Be careful, don’t you surrender right away
You’ll surely break once you start to sway
Don’t you worry, the one will come someday
Save every piece of you for someone who’ll stay”

Imprinted in my mind is this advice
Ten years has passed, I have paid the price
In my chest is a heart of ice
I have grown some brand new eyes

When I reread my bloody history
Every page is just saying sorry
As if feelings need to apologize
No wonder, now, I live in disguise

I remember a boy with a pretty name
Hands that know nothing but to play a game
Brown eyes and petty lies
Prom night and ugly cries

I remember listening to a dulcet voice
Acoustic version, falling is the only choice
Stolen pictures and fake tweets
Careless squealing through old streets

I remember believing to a faceless entity
A lovely emotion without an identity
Long love letters and clumsy poetry
Eternal waiting and endless misery

I remember, I remember, I remember again
Memories keep spinning, an infinite chain
Glorious beginnings when they came
However the endings are just the same

Love is a gamble, I refuse to take a bet
Heartbreak is the only constant thing I met
If it has anything to do with my name
Then there’s no one that I can blame

Being alone is not bad as it is
Aside from not having anyone to kiss
Otherwise, I am fine with seasonal missing
Those people in my past, reminiscing

Happily every after is not for everyone
I have loved but ended up with none
At least I have once upon a time
Images that I can use with my rhymes

Some things my philosophy teacher said during his classes
  • When you’re in a bar and you spot this girl, don’t tell her you’re a philosophy teacher. She’ll run away. 
  • The question, girls, isn’t if this guy jerks off. It’s how many times he jerks off per day 
  • I may be arrogant and narcissistic, but you’re the only one who can love you when you’re a philosophy teacher
  • We’ll make ourselves a nice vegetable, it’ll be fun!
  • You’ll be forced to go to McDonald’s DING DONG and then you’ll go to checkout BING BING BING
  • We can laugh at Karl Marx nowadays, the guy was full of hope
  • I always wanted to be a pharmacist, selling drugs that are too expensive
  • Ok it’s getting a bit long and boring but I’ll keep going
  • (talking about the cold war) it’s like a dick contest in the boy’s locker room, who has the biggest dick?
  • Do you want to be a peasant and die at 35??
  • You’re just going to get out of this class and you’ll go “ah fuck it”
  • He (Freud) sees sex and penises absolutely everywhere
  • We love philosophers with a good ‘stache
  • I lost my virginity at 16
  • I went into the bathrooms at KFC’s and I started masturbating
  • Well you know, when you wake up in your bed, covered in sperm, you start to ask yourself some questions
  • I remember this wet dream I had when I was 15.. Do you guys ever have wet dreams?
  • (talking about his wet dream) I’m about to have an orgasm when the girl I’m taking from behind turns around.. you’ll never guess who I was fucking
  • Plot twist: I was fucking my own self.
  • I’m straight, bi, homo, queer, AAAAHHHHHHHH I don’t know??
  • I’d fuck anything that moves
  • I don’t need laws to know if I can or can’t fuck a 12 year old girl *awkward silence*
  • Babies are predators, monters. They can be cute but they piss you off 90% of the time
  • I never consulted for that wet dream..
  • If we just fucked and jerked off, humanity wouldn’t evolve
  • The sap rises in my little tree
  • When little boys see a vagina for the first time, all they can think of is that how it isn’t a penis
  • BINGO! Let’s ring the bell
  • I have a penis, I’m in your club
  • Don’t deny the fact that you moan when you take a shit
  • “I’m gay!” : You’ll scream that in the streets
  • I feel so interesting when I laugh that way
  • I’m a very anal guy
  • FUCK Sigmund Freud
  • It’s easy to freeze like a stag and get hit by a car in the middle of the night when we’re talking about an essay as huge as this one
  • I hate Maslow’s pyramid.. I don’t even know what it is!
  • I would take a dick for 300$
  • Would you be proud of your daughter if she was a prostitute? Would you go “yeah! high five!” 
  • George W. Bush and his band of rat wankers
  • Basically, Freud is bitching Einstein in this text, because he has better hair and probably a bigger dick
  • It’s a metaphor!
  • The only one to have power is the king. And his clique.
  • Douchebags are only interested in low grade sex
10

“It’s our time

With this unfamiliar loneliness
With this empty heart
I can’t fall asleep
So I came out to the noisy streets
I stood in this place where there is no moonlight
Where it’s darker than the night sky
But it actually becomes even flashier
The crazy rhythm makes me so high
A light cocktail helps me soothe my nerves

At first glance, close to you
You shine like a star
For a moment, we meet eyes
Like a momentary spark
I can’t stop

Can’t hide it, my heart gets closer to you, more more more
It pulls onto your shaking heart
I wanna get closer, I want you
You keep piercing my heart, more more more
My eyes spread over to you
I hear you breathing
And I feel a tingle, I want you

Like a midsummer night’s dream, fade out
The image of us will disappear like a dream
After the music stops

One step close to you
I’ll go to you carefully
As if I can touch you but I can’t
I’ll close the narrow distance between us
I can’t lose you
한걸음 close to you

Can’t hide it, my heart gets closer to you, more more more
It pulls onto your shaking heart
I wanna get closer, I want you

The quiet candle light
Leaves behind a shadow
In this mood
In this drunken night
You’re like pounding music in my ears

Can’t hide it, my heart gets closer to you, more more more
It pulls onto your shaking heart
I wanna get closer, I want you
You keep piercing my heart, more more more
My eyes spread over to you
I hear you breathing
And I feel a tingle, I want you

Can’t hide it, my heart gets closer to you, more more more
It pulls onto your shaking heart
I wanna get closer, I want you
You keep piercing my heart, more more more
My eyes spread over to you
I hear you breathing
And I feel a tingle, I want you” -The.The.The

2

Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design?
I feel so alone on a Friday night
Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you’re mine?

Imagine do Louis parte 2


Part.1 

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        P.O.V. S/N

Sequei as lagrimas e tranquei a porta, fui em direção a cama e peguei as minhas 4 malas de baixo dela, depois de cinco minutos escultei o Louis batendo na porta

- Amor.- ele me chamou e bateu na porta

- S/N abre a porta por favor.- falou esmurrando a porta, liguei o som e aumentei no ultimo volume deixando a voz da Lana del rey soar pelo quarto e continuei arrumando as roupas nas malas

Why?
Who me?
Why?

Porque comigo? oque eu fiz para merecer isso? eu dava tudo pra ele, não tinha uma coisa que eu não fazia por ele

Feet don’t fail me now
Take me to the finish line
Oh my heart it breaks every step that I take
But I’m hoping at the gates,
They’ll tell me that you’re mine

Terminei de arrumar as minhas coisas e vi na parte de cima do guarda roupa a caixa grande e de veludo preto a peguei e coloquei em cima da cama, me sentei em frente a caixa e a abri

Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design?
I feel so alone on the Friday nights
Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you’re mine?
It’s like I told you honey

Era sexta a noite deveria ser a melhor sexta-feira da minha vida, mas eu me sentia nas sextas- feiras vazias e sozinha antes do Louis, olhei o vestido longo e branco, longo e de camadas leves a ultima camada transparente e com brilhos no fim dele apertado até a cintura depois se soltava o peito com alguns brilhos, manga comprida e transparentes. Simples porem perfeito em baixo dele o longo véu

Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough
And the road gets tough, I don’t know why
Keep making me laugh
Let’s go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime 

Peguei o vestido e fui pra frente do espelho e o coloquei na frente do meu corpo me olhei e lembrei do dia do meu casamento, os meus votos os votos dele, as nossas juras de amor, porque ele fez isso ele tinha me prometido que não ia me fazer ficar triste que não ia me fazer chorar, prometeu sempre me fazer rir, mas as vezes o amor não é o bastante ele me prometeu que iriamos ficar chapados, fazer coisas loucas realizar todos os meu fetiches, mas a estrada é longa e ele não quis a terminar comigo, ele decidiu pegar um atalho e esse atalho quebrou a ponte em que eu estava.

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
Do You like your girls insane?
Choose your last words
This is the last time
‘Cause you and I, we were born to die

Lembro que quando saímos da festa para ir para a nossa lua de mel começou a chover e ele riu lembrando que esse sempre foi o meu sonho, parecia que o nosso destino era juntos, mas ele gosta de garotas insanas e eu não posso ser uma, ele me falou que suas ultimas palavras antes de morrer seriam um “Eu te amo” pra mim, mas não nascemos para ficarmos juntos.

Lost, but now I am found
I can see, but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Tried to take what I could get
Scared that I couldn’t find
All the answers, honey

Eu estava perdida, eu estava cega e demorei tempo de mais para abrir os olhos, estava confusa parecia uma criança que tinha que escolher entre o brinquedo e o doce, nós casamos cedo de mais estava com medo de você me deixar e eu não encontrar outro alguém

Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough
And the road gets tough, I don’t know why
Keep making me laugh
Let’s go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Mas eu fui uma tola em acreditar que você não me faria chorar, que me faria rir eternamente, me enganei ao pensar que estaria comigo nos momentos mais difíceis 

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
Do You like your girls insane?
Choose your last words
This is the last time
‘Cause you and I, we were born to die

Saber que aqueles votos que ele fez não significou nada me deixa mais acabada ainda, mas saber que ele me traiu com a minha melhor amiga fica ainda pior, ela sempre esteve comigo desde de pequena, foi a madrinha do meu casamento, esteve comigo em todos os momentos e no final me apunhalou pelas costas. Ouvi meu celular vibrar me tirando dos meus pensamentos

Estou aqui na frente de sua casa” meu irmão tinha chegado

Estou no quarto, venha aqui o Louis está na porta e eu não quero ver a cara dele” enviei a mensagem já guardando o vestido na caixa novamente e a coloquei na minha mala fechei a mesma e as deixei do lado da porta ainda ouvindo o Louis gritar, desliguei o som quando não ouvi mais a voz do Louis

- Moranguinho, abre aqui.- Escutei a voz do Ian atras da porta e a abri com rapidez logo me jogando nos seus braços, ele entrou e fechou a porta novamente

- Shhhh, estou aqui, se acalma.- falava em quanto fazia carinho em meus cachos negros

- Está doendo Ian.- falei esfregando a mão em em meu peito esquerdo

- Eu sei, já vai passar, eu estou aqui.- ele falou se sentando na cama e me fazendo sentar em seu colo

- Ele me traiu com a minha amiga.- falei tudo de uma vez

- Vou estorar a cara dele.- Ian falou entre dentes se levantando

- Não, por favor.- falei segurando o seu braço e o olhando vendo ele bufar

- Oque você que que eu faça ?.- perguntou voltando a me abraçar 

- Sei que é quase seis horas da manhã, mas me tira daqui.- sussurrei contra seu peito

- Sabe que não me importo de te ajudar a hora que for moranguinho, você é tudo pra mim.- sussurrou em meu ouvido e depois me pegou no colo, saindo do quarto, chegando na sala ouvi a voz do Louis 

- S/N.- quase gritou e me apertei mais ao Ian

- Não chegue perto dela Louis, nunca mais.- Ian falou o fazendo bufar

- Ela ainda é minha esposa.- Louis falou com raiva

- Mais nem fodendo, nem que eu tenha que tirar ela do país, você nunca mais vai ver ela.- Ian falou entre dentes abrindo a porta e me colocou na frente do carro me dando a chave do mesmo

- Entra, vou buscar as suas coisas.- falou depois de depositar um beijo em minha testa e eu assenti


Espero que tenham gostado do 2 capitulo, a música da Lana é Born to die, semana que vem sai o 3

Bjokas amores 

Mally/

Canon things that need to happen on The Musketeers

- D’Artagnan in drag
- Athos laughing his ass off because of D’Artagnan in drag
- Aramis blushing (a lot)
- Porthos crying (kinda happened already, but I want more)
- Aramis taking care of his hands and envying Athos’ hands
- everyone saying how handsome Athos is
- D’Artagnan calling Athos a demigod and/or father (I kind of want both)
- the boys giving heated speeches about friendship, saying “I love you” to each other and defending each other and swearing never to cross swords with each other
- D’Artagnan mistaking Buckingham for Aramis
- Constance sneaking Buckingham into the palace
- Athos sleeping with Aramis’ lover
- Aramis reciting poetry or/and reading Latin texts
- Athos correcting Aramis’ Latin
- D’Artagnan fainting
- the boys walking arms in arms through Paris streets


I don’t know, there are so many things, I want to happen that are mentioned in the canon novels. Of course, I want fun things to happen.

Does anyone else have any other ideas?

London Breeze

I see you in the sunlight
That streamed through the leaves
Of the tall, tall trees
In Hyde Park that autumn afternoon
Rustled by the London breeze

I see you in the reflection
Of the wild Irish Sea
That lovely day
I was near the bay
With the lighthouse to point the way
And I wished to float along
And sing that song
With you forever
And eternity

I see you in the waves
That crash along the shore
Where California meets the sea
When I wish you were here with me
And sunshine fills the sky
And my eyes
As I dream of you appearing
And yelling a loud “Surprise”

I see you in the hills I climbed
Straight up into the Scottish fog
When Edinburgh showed me the way
That rainy, dreary, autumn day
I see you in the puddles that line those ancient streets
I see you in the pints of whisky that I drank
Amounts quite fair
I heard you in the sound bagpipes
That filled the lovely Scottish air

I see you in the sunset
As Paris was filled with twilight
As we stood near the Seine
And kissed once, twice, again
The way that lovers do
When art and magic filled the air
And my heart could not despair
As I drank my sorrows away
Wine filled my glass
Until it all ran out
And I ran into that tall grass
In that small park
Where you said you loved me
And we laid until it grew dark

I will see you once again in London
When all is right and well and good
When I’m walking to the pub
In our old, quiet neighborhood
And I walk past Hyde Park again
On my way somewhere
Who knows, it doesn’t matter
Yet I’ll hear the rustle of those leaves
In those very tall, tall trees
Moved by the lovely London breeze
And know that you’re there
With me,
My Love.

Original Work: KH 8/28/14

nephilim-princess  asked:

I saw in one of your answers that you are an angst fan. Can you post some of your favourie angsty fics. Ps: Your blog is lovely. Keep it up.

Thank you! :3 I just picked up everything that the authors have added to the genre angst, I’m pretty sure though that there are also a few stories that have been added to drama but rather fall under angst (and vice versa), so I’m probably missing out some - plus, I still have lots of favorites of mine to organize and those I did so far are not really much, so these are not my only faves. :x

signs as born to die song lyrics

ARIES - NATIONAL ANTHEM

Tell me I’m your National Anthem, 
Baby bow down now, making me so wild now,
Tell me I’m your National Anthem,
Sugar sugar, how now, take your body downtown,
Red, white, blue’s in the skies,
Summer’s in the air and baby, 
Heaven’s in your eyes,
I’m your National Anthem

TAURUS - DIET MOUNTAIN DEW

You’re no good for me, baby you’re no good for me,
Your’re no good for me, but baby I want you, I want,
Diet Mountain Dew, baby New York City,
Never was there ever a girl so pretty,
Do you think we’ll be in love for ever?
Do you think we’ll be in love?

GEMINI - GODS & MONSTERS

In the land of gods and monsters
I was an angel
Living in the garden of evil
Screwed up, scared, doing anything that I needed
Shining like a fiery beacon
You got that medicine I need
Fame, liquor, love, give it to me slowly
Put your hands on my waist, do it softly
Me and God we don’t get along, so now I sing

CANCER - RIDE

Don’t break me down
I’ve been travelin’ too long
I’ve been trying too hard
With one pretty song
I hear the birds on the summer breeze, I drive fast, 
I am alone in the night
Been tryin’ hard not to get into trouble, but I, 
I’ve got a war in my mind
So, I just ride, just ride, I just ride, I just ride

LEO - COLA

I fall asleep with an American flag
I wear my diamonds on skid row
I pledge allegiance to my dad
For teaching me everything he knows
Harvey’s in the sky with diamonds
And it’s making me crazy
All he wants to do is party with his pretty baby, yeah
Come on baby, let’s ride
We can escape to the great sunshine
I know your wife and she wouldn’t mind
We made it out to the other side

VIRGO - LUCKY ONES

I got so scared, I thought no one could save me
You came along scooped me up like a baby
Every now and then the stars align
Boy and girl meet by the great design
Could it be that you and me are the lucky ones?
Everybody told me love was blind
Then I saw your face and you blew my mind
Finally, you and me are the lucky ones this time

LIBRA - BEL AIR

Spotlight, bad baby, you’ve got a flare
For the violentest kind of love anywhere out there
Mon amour, sweet child of mine
You’re divine
Didn’t anyone ever tell you
It’s okay to shine?
Roses, Bel Air, take me there
I’ve been waiting to meet you
Palm trees in the light
I can see, late at night
Darling I’m willing to greet you
Come to me baby

SCORPIO - LOLITA

Kiss me in the D-A-R-K, dark tonight
D-A-R-K, do it my way
Kiss me in the P-A-R-K, park tonight
P-A-R-K, let them all say -
Hey, Lolita, hey, hey, Lolita, hey
I know what the boys want, I’m not gonna play
Hey, Lolita, hey, hey, Lolita, hey
Whistle all you want but I’m not gonna say

SAGITTARIUS - OFF TO THE RACES

Light of my life, fire of my loins
Be a good baby, do what I want
Light of my life, fire of my loins
Give me them gold coins, give me them coins
And I’m off to the races, cases of Bacardi chasers
Chasin’ me all over town ‘cause he knows I’m wasted,
Facin’ time again on Rikers Island and I won’t get out
Because I’m crazy baby, I need you to come here and save me
I’m your little scarlet, starlet, singin’ in the garden
Kiss me on my open mouth, ready for you

CAPRICORN - BORN TO DIE

Feet don’t fail me now
Take me to the finish line
Oh my heart it breaks, every step that I take
But I’m hoping at the gates,
They’ll tell me that you’re mine
Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design?
I feel so alone on the Friday nights
Can you make it feel like home
If I tell you you’re mine?
It’s like I told you honey

AQUARIUS - VIDEO GAMES

It’s you, it’s you, it’s all for you
Everything I do
I tell you all the time
Heaven is a place on earth with you
Tell me all the things you want to do
I heard that you like the bad girls honey, is that true?
It’s better than I ever even knew
They say that the world was built for two
Only worth living if somebody is loving you
Baby now you do
Singing in the old bars
Swinging with the old stars
Living for the fame

PISCES - CARMEN

The boys, the girls, they all like Carmen
She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes
She laughs like God, her mind’s like a diamond
Audio tune lies, she’s still shining
Like lightning, ohh, white lightning
Carmen, Carmen, staying up til morning
Only seventeen, 
But she walks the streets so mean
It’s alarming truly how disarming you can be
Eating soft ice cream
Coney Island Queen