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Continuing with the “Deborah adds ridiculous middle names to people” theme, this was the one image I’d had in my head for a while. It doesn’t work for very ­long, and you can be sure that once Jason realizes he’s been tricked he’s going to be furious, but it’s worth it if just to completely baffle Tommy. He’s fought Jason how many times and never once thought something like that would work at all.

Also my first time drawing Jason ever (and I picked part 6 because even if he isn’t the most powerful in the game, I just love using the version Tommy actually fought (and resurrected… and sank in the lake… and nearly got killed by…) And the design is kinda cool in my opinion. XD

I had a dream where I was in a car looking out the window. It was a sunny and bright day and I watched the cars beside me pass by. I only sighed and saw the driver make a wrong turn and looked in front of me, saying, “Hey, hey where are you going? You were supposed to take that last right instead of making a left.” The person beside me said nothing and continued to drive, so I went back to looking out the window. I never questioned the fact that everywhere we turned was the same scene. I counted the same amount of cars that passed by, I recalled the buildings that we drove passed, the pedestrians walking by, and the birds that flew above us. It didn’t seem strange to me. I noticed that the driver made another wrong turn and I groaned out loud, looking back out the front window, saying “I TOLD you that you were supposed to make a right. NOT a left. Don’t you know how to get home?" 

Right when the words “home” left my mouth, it then clicked with me that I never knew exactly who… or what was driving the car. I slowly turned my head towards the driver, while at the same time they turned their head towards me. 

It was me

But at the same time, not me… their eyes were gauged out and they held a big eerie grin, showing a row of sharpened teeth. ”Home…?“ They questioned, tilting their head a bit, their voice sounded like mine, but raspier, sending chills down my back. ”That’s where you wanted to go all along haha! I knew it! I knew it…“ 

I only sat there, my hand hovering over the door handle and I watched as the other me make the RIGHT turn and said, ”Oh… we can go home… I know where home is…“ 

Without hesitation, I quickly opened the car door and ran as fast as I could to get back home. I didn’t know why, but in my head I just had to go home. 

Home. Home. Home. It repeated in my head. I had to go home, before it beats me. 

I found myself in my room, seeing my body laying in bed. "That’s me?” I questioned, thinking how weird it was to see me from a different point of view. I looked at my sleeping form and felt tears slowly sliding down my cheeks. 

“That’s me.” 

At the same time I said it, I also heard another voice behind me saying it at the same time. 

I turned around and saw… the other me approaching my body. The other me’s body looked as if it was falling apart. It’s hair was falling in large chunks, skin was cracking and turning into dusk with each step it took, but it still kept coming. 

I stood defensively in front of my body and said “This is ME. This is MY body. You have no place here, this isn’t your home." 

And at that moment I woke up.

 –

I remembered I had this dream during the time where my self esteem was at its lowest both mentally and physically. It was during the lowest moments of my life, where I wished that my old self could die. Where I wished that I could have a different body because I just hated who I am, what I am, and what I’m doing with my life. I just hated myself and I could no longer stand being me… but in that dream I couldn’t let myself go. What would happened if I didn’t make it home in time? What would happened if I let the other me take control of my body? I still wonder about it a lot. I haven’t had such negative thoughts lately. Sometimes it lingers though, but most times I’m just glad to be me.

i have therapy group again tomorrow and– you guessed it– i am nervous!!!! i don’t know why i’m always nervous though because ive been to this one several times now and i always end up having a lot of fun with everyone but but but i just can’t help it i’m nervous.

anonymous asked:

If Noora and Yousef actually have a thing but Yousef ends up with Sana in the end, it will be bad writing. If Noora and Yousef don't have a thing and this is all done to create confusion/drama, it will be bad writing. Tbh I think the Noora/Yousef thing should have been done after the kiss. That was already the worst moment but since they have kept in contact after the kiss, I don't really want Yousef to end up with Sana! What do you think?

Yeah, I think most outcomes will be bad. Also: if Yousef and Noora end up together, it sends a terrible message to Muslim fans. They for sure need a lot of explaining before this can work. As of now, I think I’ll be disappointed either way — but it might as well be that there’s an explanation that does satisfy me. I just can’t think of one now. 

Picked up where I left off with Twin Peaks some years ago, as I’m unsure whether hopping straight from midway through season two into the new stuff is a wise decision.

Not sure if jumping back in was wise, either. It’s so weird! The high concept all along is a soap opera disguised as something more sinister, except actually really it is all very sinister. And then it just isn’t. A man was just murdered an episode ago, perhaps the most forwardly terrifying thing since the mystery of Laura Palmer was solved, and yet it feels like a really hollow ploy to get back at something freaky happening. Meanwhile, a fresh affair has blossomed, another one continues its course, Audrey is trying to use Bobby and leverage Ben’s mental breakdown, and approximately three huge exposition dumps have occurred over two episodes.

I had kind of forgotten what Twin Peaks actually is, esp. at this stage in its life, and it’s so weird to just try and plunge into it.

anonymous asked:

18: Do I use sarcasm
20: First thing I notice in new person
21: Shoe size
12: What time were I born
35: Favourite holiday
58: What’s my strangest talent?
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?
99: Smoked weed?
134: What do I want for birthday?


18: Do I use sarcasm
Is Peter Parker Spider-Man?

20: First thing I notice in new person
The color of their eyes

21: Shoe size
12

12: What time were I born
I think 1:16pm but I was a c section so idk if that counts

35: Favourite holiday
Realistically Christmas because since it does somehow brings people together, plus the food is amazing and gifts 👌🏻

58: What’s my strangest talent?
Well my superpower is I can fit into any adult coat no matter the size

59: Do I have any strange phobias?
Yeas fuck spiders

72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?
No, which is surprising because I have a pretty large tongue

99: Smoked weed?
Well I can tell you I may or may not have in the past 3 hours

134: What do I want for birthday?
Honestly it’s become a tradition of mine to go to one of my favorite restaurants in NYC and order my favorite meal, so as long as I get to go that and walk around the city/Central Park I’ll be happy 🙌🏻

anonymous asked:

I wish to see Micah fall in love! He deserves all the love!

( Tell ‘em like it is )

          () – “Huh? Me? He was rather taken aback by the sudden well wishes; as usual, a blush was quick to rise up to his cheeks. Ya don’t have to use up whatever wishes you’ve got on that– if that’s how that works, anyway. Things’ll work out for me how they’re supposed to. It’s, uh… his face broke into a sheepish smile. It’s nice ‘n all.