stop no i dont want this to happen and it is

I want to make a confession...

Out of my silly personal dramas, some time ago I’m having serious problems with my eyes…
I still dont know what happens, but what looked like a common complaint of fatigue
it has become a horrible pain when drawing, reading or in front of the computer screen. or anywhere else doing anything else …
One of my eyes literally almost no use to me, and because of pain I have to patch it, to relieve swelling and away from light.
They (doctors )told me I should stop using the computer, and stop drawing for a while, not to worsen the state of my vision, and it is difficult for me because I love it!
If I do not draw at least one thing .. for me it is a day wasted.
has indeed I have very afraid that my optic nerves are severely damaged….

dammit! my tears let me even less vision field..LOL - I’m sorry but I can not help but mourn a little..

I have so much to be done … If I can not draw, would be the end of life for me. and Im so afraid. 

me: *sees picture of bias*

me: whAt nO WHY YOU GOTTA DO THIS TO ME I DONT WANT TO GO TO SLEEP WITH FEELS NO THANKS PLS STOp yOurSELF OKAY

me: *gets into bed*

me: okay brain u know what u gotta do lemme have a fluffy dream of my bias being a cute lil shit while we cuddle on the couch under the blankets watching a movie or we can do the diddly doo bc damn that boy know whats up ;) ;)

OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOOODD!!!!!

I GOT A JOB OFFER TO COME UP WITH FASHION ILLUSTRATIONS FOR A PUBLIC PRESENTATION I CANT BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING?!?!?!!!!!

  • Sting:Hey, Rogue!
  • Rogue:Hm?
  • Sting:Did you hear about the two antennaes that got married?
  • Rogue:Are you implyi-
  • Sting:The ceremony was long and boring, but the reception was great!
  • Rogue:DONT EVEN ST-
  • Sting:Why did the tomato blush?
  • Rogue:It's already red and fruits can't bl-
  • Sting:Because it saw the salad dressing!
  • Rogue:If you dont't stop right n-
  • Sting:What does a nosey pepper do?
  • Rogue:I don't even want to know.
  • Sting:It gets jalapeño business!
  • Rogue:Sting I swear to god-
  • Sting:LAST ONE I SWEAR!
  • Rogue:STING NO!
  • Sting:STING YES! What do clouds wear under their shorts?
  • Rogue:CLOUDS DONT WEAR CLOTHI-
  • Sting:THUNDERPANTS!
  • Rogue:I'm giving you five seconds to run.

anonymous asked:

Do you happen to know a bunch of first time sex for jikook? (If possible bottom jimin but i dont really mind as long as its jikook) 😍

if it’s jikook, i’m your girrrrl. here’s the old bottom!jimin jikook compilation or have a look at some other compilations 

but if u specifically want first-times i suggest:
hold tight; hold me down by leegaae; a new wip that seems pretty good so far
underdressed and oversexed by gangbang and shywall - pornstar au wip; one day i might stop recing this but today is not that day
talking body by empressium - writer au
the ocean at the end of the universe by mindheist - space opera au
i’m just your early morning company (if you get me) by hugeboymino - they don’t actually fuck in this but
practiced by wordcouture; like the one above, no actual sex but it’s a first time so it counts ok
i hate everybody (i like you) by kageyamas - first time bjs also count to mee

i know there’s more but i’m feelin lazy. rip

- admin nissi

May I adress something about the phandom? Lately people keep FREAKING OUT over the smallest things and over-analysing everything and it’s extremely exhausting.

Whenever anything happens you think this means the end of Dan and Phil and I really REALLY don’t get where you’re coming from with that. They didn’t talk much about Phil’s birthday, so what? Dan has been doing a documentary WITHOUT Phil omg!!!!1! so what? They seem ‘sad’ lately apparently? How? You should really stop over analysing everything, and actually especially the things you only want to see as being problematic.

Do you realise the bond that Dan and Phil have? Wether phan is real or not, they have been best friends for over 6 years and doing so much together and especially lately. The book, the tour, the gaming channel and so much more. They almost never do anything without the other. They have been shwoing in each other videos so much more. They have been sharing their relationship so much more. So yeah, they aknowledge it, but how is that even supposed to mean anything is going to go wrong? What makes you think that because they give us an overload of their relationship means that the end is close? I really don’t get it. I don’t know how many of you actually have a true friendship as strong as theirs (I know it’s a blessing to find someone like that), but for having such a bond with my best friend myself, let me tell you, after 6 years and a lot of ups and downs, our bond is still getting stronger everyday, because you just can’t throw away something so important, even if you want to.

They keep saying how they are now not giving a shit about the state of their flat and start hanging stuff and all, which is not something you do when you think about leaving a place. But no, all you notice is that they mentionned “not having their deposit back” = they think about moving out. Dan has been very aware of all the domestic stuff they share with their viewers, but all you see is that he is just USING their relationship to please their audience. Dan has done that BBC3 documentary without Phil and all you see is that he is starting to drift away (while he said that Phil was not interested in doing that and also don’t forget that THEY ARE separate people and they don’t have to do EVERYTHING together and that he doesn’t mean that their relationship is shattering). So Phil turned 29 and apparently he seems “down” to a lot of you and how about it’s just because he’s a grown ass man and he is just being more mature/responsible.

Just because they like to tease each other a lot and make jokes to pick each other doesn’t mean that their bond isn’t strong anymore. And just stop only seeing the “bad” things (that are really not, you just WANT to see all these little things as bad things) and ignore all the other incredible proof of their strong bond. Because really, if anything, I just see them being closer than ever and so freaking open about all of this, and guys please, just enjoy it and stop trying to ruin it to yourselves/everyone in the phandom. This is really exhausting because now I am starting to have worries as well, just because you’re ALWAYS pointing out everything, even though I truly believe that ‘phan’ is stronger than ever. Just sit back, relax, enjoy what we have and stop thinking way too hard about things, please?

ofc feel free to add stuff or prove me wrong if you want to

You,

I keep thinking that I’ll run into you again in a couple months or so. And I dont know why.

I can just imagine you randomly hitting me up again like you used to and pretending like nothing has changed. Like we never stopped talking. Or maybe you’ll randomly show an interest in me again. Or maybe I’ll be the one to slip up and message you first and I’ll finally be able to feel what its like to kiss you.

I dont know why I keep thinking that you’ll come back into my life. It hasn’t even been I week since we last talked and I almost feel like I’m going through a withdrawl. And I hate not knowing what will happen.

Sincerely, the girl who doesn’t know what she wants either

DO YOU EVEN REALIZE HOW AMAZING IT FEELS WHEN SOMETHING HAPPENS AND YOURE LIKE

o wait stop
This is what ive making dua for
He just answered it

AND YOU JUST WOAH AND UR GRATEFULL BUT YOU DONT DESERVE IT BUT STILL ALLAH ANSWERED THE DUA LIKE THANKYOU EVEN THO IM A TERRIBLE PERSON THANKYOU 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

dead-kaworu asked:

How did you imagine Harry Potter and Naruto ending

ok this is me only rewriting the epilogues not anything that happened before

harry potter: harry is fucked up by everything that’s happened to him (understandably), has issues making & maintaining relationships but the people who are understanding and patient are friends for life (ron, hermionie, neville, luna). He tries being a dark arts teacher but he can’t really deal with kids so after a year he ends up recommending draco for the job instead. Hermionie and ron get married, herminoie does a lot of campaigning to try to convince wizard society to stop hiding from normies & harry helps by using his unwanted fame to push her cause. maybe harry and draco end up together, or they can just end up being friends thats cool too, basically I want them to bond over both being manipulated by old dudes for their causes & offer each other understanding that they dont really get from anyone else. mcgonnagal takes over hogwarts & is a fantastic headmistress, likes sitting outside classroom windows in cat form to freak out students

naruto: all my ships get together idkkkk. sasuke realises how much time & effort naruto has put into repeatedly dragging his ass home and realises he is cared about & allows himself to trust him. naruto takes care of orphans & animals and is basically a strong hippy orphan dad, he’s kazuma in yakuza 3. lee goes and lives in the desert as an emissary and its a good excuse to hang out with gaara a lot and teach him to chill tf out, they r a couple. iruka gives kakashi a key to his place so that he stops using the window. i really have no idea what happened later in naruto so this is almost entirely based on memories from my teen years so hopefully none of these characters are actually dead haha

neverbefake asked:

okay just to add up to that long anon about jikook that i just reblog (?) in the season greeting dvd? Jungkook was lecturing jimin about how eating is important and telling jimin to eat, i think that jimin incident is like a wake up call for jungkook that he need to take care of his hyung well, i feel like that incident indeed did something to their relationship, jungkook probably never realize about how much he care for his hyung before (c)

© but after that incident he realize how much he care about jimin and how much he dont want anything bad happens to jimin and so from that time jungkook decide that he will take care of his hyung more and to always be near his jimin hyung to make sure everything is alright with him and yeah i will stop here :“)


Omg I know! It’s so sweet! And just the fact that not only does Kookie notice, but he vocalizes it. I just, I’m just in love with their love. 

…..hhhh

I just to want to say a thing:

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE??? WHAT THE FUCK??????? JUST WHAT THE FUCK???????? I BELIEVE IN EQUALITY BETWEEN WOMEN AND MEN BUT FUCKING HELL!!!! ANTI-WOMEN?????? DO YOU FUCKING KNOW THAT WITHOUT A WOMAN YOU WOULDN’T BE HERE??? LIKE, YOU KNOW?????
RAPE IS NOT A JOKE!!!! STOP MAKING RAPE A JOKE!!!! IT DAMAGES PEOPLE FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIVES!!!!!!! STOP THIS FUCKING NONSENSE! STOP HATING PEOPLE!! STOP MURDERING PEOPLE JUST BECAUSE YES, STOP! I DON’T FEEL SAFE WHEN I AM ALONE! JUST STOP!!! WHAT HAPPENED TO COMMON SENSE???????

I want people to stop being like ‘of course Aupark are together look at them’ you don’t know shit, you dont know them. So what youcan’t be close to a friend? Chill. ‘MY SHIP IS SINKING  IM SO SAD’, there’s literally no ship, and Alex and Tom have the right to date whoever they want, and you so-called fans are gross. And if they ever date, or are dating, I guess they won’t have the right to break up without being called names?


(I don’t get the obsession with co-stars dating… Haven’t you seen what it can do? Let’s imagine they are dating right now, ha, you’ll be sooo happy to know it right? But then they break up and one of them leaves the show? because that’s what happens most of the time. And stop telling peole who they should date when you don’t fucking know them) (don’t do it even if you know them, correction)

anonymous asked:

I recently told this girl that I liked her a lot and wanted to be with her. And that took a lot for me because I don't open up and I put my heart out on the line. And then I saw her snapchat story today and it's of her kissing this girl and I'm just so broken and I feel horrible and my chest won't stop hurting. I dont know what to do

I have to commend you for being so brave. I know what it takes to have that kind of courage and that’s not something I could ever do. I’m sorry that happened to you but I think you should take some time to yourself, run a hot bath, burn a candle, just relax. Just brush it off, (which is easier said than done) but just realize there’s better out there and if you can maintain that kind of courage you’re bound to find someone that cares for just as much <3

I’m doing my best and i know everyone has problems but i just want to stop driving my friends and family away i want to find a way to fix this and like. It’s just really hard to be my friend and i know that but i just don’t have a firm grasp on the correct fucking way to behave like i don’t realize what’s happening until the person is treating me differently and then I’m like oh.. i fucked up but then its too late… i can sometimes see where i went wrong but i can’t do this all on my own and I’m so exhausted 😪
Idk what’s wrong with me i dont know really. I’m self aware to an extent but i realize that i only understand after the fact a lot of the time. I constantly cross boundaries but like i don’t fucking realize it. I’m trying, I’m really trying. I’ve gotten a whole lot better. I used to be horrible none of you know what i was like when i was younger but god.
I just want to re learn everything. I am not correctly developed, emotionally.. what am i supposed to do about that..

RANTS TIME?

Okay so i wanted to talk about something that we all noticed by now and it when Lucas or Maya see eachother acting or doing something they dont lke 


they both tell each other to stop like in girl meets flaws lucas we turning into texas lucas he was aboout to punch blly but maya told him to stop he ddint listen at first she jumps on to his back and he listens and doesnt do anything but it mostly happens with maya like girl meets year book where maya dress like riley but lucas doesnt like it he tells her thats not who she is after she finds out rileys secrect she takes off the wig and stops acting like her and in the spoilors of gm commosion lucas tells riley farkle and maya  “come on guys separatley youre best individuais i know i miss you please come back” when he says that maya takes off the jacket and hate an dhe says there SHE is and she rolls her eyes and smiles at him but when riley take soff her jacket and hat he doesnt say anything he loves mayas Rebal personallity.

anonymous asked:

is it a bpd thing to want to hurt people if they've hurt you, even if they're your friends, and like doing it till they tell you to stop? like not stopping yourself but needing a "nope, dont" from others to "re-realise" that they have feelings too, and feel empathy?

Yes, it happens. It’s a knee-jerk reaction to the abuse that happened to us a long time ago. It’s a literal self-defense mechanism, kind of like caterpillars with bright colors warning predators off, except we warn people by taking what I call “warning shots” and hoping they get the message. An unfortunate but effective side effect.

- Mod Ess

friends, romans, countrymen, lend me your ears

sO as some of u may know (like maybe 2 of u idk) i’ve been feeling a bit? ? ? ? ? ?!! #@$%#%^ about the name charlie

when i first started using that name it was just something quick and gender-neutral while i looked for something that i thought suited me better

and i almost changed my name one time a few months ago and made a post about it but that never happened 

and i’ve been trying to get over that feeling of ’i dont want to bother people’ and its just gotten to that point where im like ‘fuck it, they can get over it’ and yES HELLO this is happening 

so from now on could u all stop pls referring to me as charlie and instead call me leo!!

it might take a while for people to get used to and im ready to be patient but ahh;; i already feel a lot more comfortable being referred to by this name~

thank you for reading this!!!!!! :*