stop helping me

You know, there’s still asks I havent answered

reblogs i must respond to

things to do

essay to write

codes to learn

mocap maya things to learn


I have no motivation to study no motivation to read no motivation to learn

and as I draw this I am literally sweating because I know i shouldnt be doing this but I AM doing this and just can’t stop but I feel so GUILTY

anonymous asked:

im so bad for asking this to you, but will you upload muster DVD? after what happened when you uploading YF concert, its understandable if you wont upload..

i woke up to 11 of these questions :-/. i am not sure if i am uploading it, it hurts a lot to see the lengths people go to in order to discredit my uploads as well as to claim them as their own. it would be a lot less stressful if i dont upload than to see that everyday. i’m sure someone else will upload it if i dont. 

fuck the nhs and how badly they treat mentally ill people fuck the fact they treat students like idiots. fuck everything i’m sick of being fucked over by the system and suffering bc it’s fundamentally flawed and ableist

anonymous asked:

I'm gonna guess older chara still loves chocolate. Please enjoy the mental image of this regal tall majestic creature stuffing their face with chocolate.

Chara stops being regal and majestic the MOMENT they come home to their friends and family because they still don’t own a friggin house, they’re immediately reduced to a mess of very long limbs splayed over arm chairs and couches and sofa tables, and if you got anything very unhealthy yet edible in the house somewhere, it will 9 times out of 10 be in the process of being eaten in the most unapologetically gross way possible

whereafter the spook-king of monsters will lock themself in the bathroom for half an hour trying to get themself de-grossed in the sink because they still h a t e uncleanliness and anything vaguely sticky

Chara is a constant process, an unending cycle of “I’m going to do this, just try to stop me” and “oh god why didn’t you stop me, HELP PLEASE MY CHILL EXISTENCE HAS BEEN COMPROMISED”, but everyone else just roll with it, whatever makes them happy makes their loved ones happy too

it’s just who they are as a person

taylorconrad03  asked:

Thanks for always being you don't ever stop you help me through so much

These comments mean a lot because there are a lot of times when I feel like “maybe YouTube is dying at this point…” and it makes me wonder if I should switch over to full music haha… but I keep pushing with you guys and what I love to do… so thanks for making me feel wanted :)


so those student athlete memes huh


“Humans weren’t made to be alone, after all, so I was curious at first, thought you just might be an exception—but you seemed so… so miserable.”

In which Yuuri is the god of love and Victor forced himself into exile.

I got stuck in Dancing Daffodils hell, and if you haven’t read that fic yet, I highly suggest you give it a try!! I have just so many feels for it. @grayclouds is simply amazing. (ಥ﹏ಥ)

I know many things probably won’t be as accurate, but I needed to get it out of my system. rip