I just want to end it all. I can't handle the pain anymore. I couldn't handle it before my first suicide attempt, and I can't handle it now. I just want it all to go away. I want it to stop. I don't want to feel this way anymore.
You are so so loved. Suicide is not the answer. I can’t give you professional advice but I am always here if you wish to speak to me about problems you are having <3 I also really encourage you to call your country’s suicide hotline if you wish to seek professional help:
Canada: 5147234000 (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal)
New Zealand: 045861048
South Africa: 0514445691
United Kingdom: 08457909090