Not every day of our lives will be happy isn’t it. There will be days where we feel lonely or sad. But if you think about it, even in days like that, there would still be one or two things worth being happy about.
As some of you may know (I’ve whined my fear share about it - sorry!), I’ve been working on a fic for a while that I’ve gotten quite stuck on. Inspiration has, so to speak, left me. So, I’m gonna try something new, and post this sneak peak for you - it’s the first 4,7k of chapter one of what is known as ‘The Vegas Fic’ and which will probably be titled ‘The Greatest Thing’ unless I come up with something better. I’m hoping that the fic will be something you’d like to read (?) and that posting this sneak peak will sort of obligate me to finish it! Hopefully, knowing that there are people out there waiting will work as motivation for me. I hope you enjoy? And please let me know what you think - whether it’s even worth finishing and all. x (Oh, by the way, I copied this from google docs, so all the italics and such disappeared, soz!)
CHAPTER ONE (or half of it, anyway):
If Harry had to describe Vegas with one word, it would be ostentatious. He’s never cared much for the city to be honest, all the flashing lights, the partying, the gambling, the countless amount of strippers, the sense that you could just throw away all your inhibitions and let go… yeah, he appreciates the quiet life nowadays.
Here’s the truth - I never stopped loving you. Not for a second. Not even when the whole world told me to hate you. Not even when my heart was so shattered I thought for sure I’d never be able to glue it back together again. I just… I started loving myself myself more. Instead of dreaming about you I started dreaming about me and what I wanted in life and I realized that in order to save myself I had to make a choice. You or me, and I love you, God, I love you, but I love me more. And if you asked me to make the choice a thousand times, I would still pick me. Every time. Because if you were worth it, I would have never had to make this choice.
If I follow you then I will need you closer One more day is not enough
01. whistle for the choir - the fratellis | 02. have i the right - vampire weekend | 03. tightrope (acoustic) - walk the moon | 04. your side - young the giant | 05. ho hey - the lumineers | 06. by your side - beachwood sparks | 07. spring - two door cinema club | 08. chasing you - capital cities (ft. soseh) | 09. metaphors - san cisco | 10. all alone - fun. | 11. the mother we share - chvrches