still streaming!

I want to think
that you did this
for the both of us,
to help us,
because it was
the right thing
to do.

I’d like to believe
that it wasn’t
an easy decision
to come to,
that it wasn’t selfish
but selfless.

And I want to imagine
that you did this
not out of hate or spite,
but out of love.

And that
what we had
was wonderful,
but in the end
was only practice
for us both.

And that now,
what we have
that you
gave us both
was a chance
to grow apart,
for ourselves,
to find ourselves,

and that honestly,
it might have been
the most unselfish,
the most sincere,
the last great act
of love that you
could give to me,

not to have
or to belong,
but to just be.

And from the bottom
of my heart,
I want to say,
I’m sorry,
I miss you,
thank you,

and I hope
one day to
make you proud
of the man
I finally become.

—  the words still haven’t run out (6/27/17), thekaijusleeps

anonymous asked:

Was wondering if you were still panning on streaming tonight? :)

I do :) I will make a post about it when I get home and get everything set up and figured out. 

Just a warning, I’ve never streamed before so it may be rough :/ 

‘Army Greens’, a Ficlit for Anders Week

Day 3: Charity & Greed. Event by @teamblueandangry

Click ‘read more’ or read on AO3 here

“Anders stared at the closed door. Angry tears still streamed down his face where he sat on his knees. From the corner of his eye he caught Fenris walking down the sidewalk in his army greens towards the waiting bus.

He could feel his heart breaking, their fight still ringing in his ears…”

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EP Poll

Hello everyone! I mentioned a day or so ago that i had an idea.

I figured that since i still don’t have a backing band for my already-written songs, i’d want to occupy my time by releasing something that won’t require a backing band.

My goal is to write several acoustic/piano/etc songs and release them as an EP on iTunes/Spotify/whatever-other-platforms. It’d still be available to stream on Soundcloud and Bandcamp, but i still want to know how many people would be interested in purchasing it?

Keep in mind, whilst i’m working on it i’ll probably be releasing a cover or two (at least The Scientist cover). 

Anyways, who’d be interested? That way i have an idea of how many people would buy it digitally.

Soft summer boys~ :3c

you don’t stop
loving someone
just because
you don’t talk
to each other

you don’t start
hating someone
just because
things got tough
or wasn’t all
sunshine and
the whole time.

things work out,
they don’t,

sometimes shit
just happens,
and that’s okay.

love is really,
fucking complicated
but go with it
when you find it

you might
get lucky
or you might not,
but either way
you can say you
tried and learned.

and that’s

—  trying to learn from what happened (6/21/17), thekaijusleeps

Shame on me for having this in the drafts for like 5 months and never posting it


My Top 3 pick: #3 Hanahreum Company, Kim Taemin (the meme prince)

(to his mom) “I’m sorry for whining, let’s walk in the flowery paths” by Kim Taemin - Fear

p/s: Have a speedy recovery and let’s meet in a better condition. Thank you for all the laughter you bring to us :)

Surprise! I’m your secret skk valentine, @soukoku-writes!!
I suppose this can also count as my gift to you for uploading your first fic~
Guys, please check out Bob’s amazing writing. Here’s her ao3. 
Also, thank you to everyone who participated in the skk valentines exchange!!
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