still sobbing like a baby

4

*rolls in at 1am* I made it, I made it!

I don’t know what to say besides: thank you, Gravity Falls. Thank you for making us laugh, for making us come together as a community, and for encouraging me to become more open with posting art.

These are just some of the lessons I learned from this wonderful show, and I wanted to further share. Thanks GF, I’ll miss this family :’)

I really hope you guys don’t mind me spamming your dash but I rlly wanna say this because I feel like you guys don’t really know nor do I show it enough… I just wanna give you guys a big thank you. Just the biggest thank you. Your support means everything to me. Every tag every ask, both anon and non anon, every direct message or submission sent in support of my art and me myself and even just the kind thoughts in your mind… just thank you. Thank you for your criticisms and thank you for your praise. Thank you guys for taking the time out of your day to give a second to what I make and what I consider doing. I say often I’ll do things that you request and most of the time never get to it sadly due to busy and issues, but your still here. I bounce from drawing things I like to things just for you guys and your still here. Days will go by without art and your still here. Problems will come up and your still here. I owe you guys my everything. You guys are the reason I wake up and consider moving my body just to spend hours to make something new. You guys are the reason I keep going and doing what it is i love. I get no real support in my household and having you guys makes up so much for that because I know maybe not everyone but you guys care. And that’s all I’ll ever need. Thank you for giving me a chance to grow here. Thank you to those who have been with me since the very beginning and watched me grow. And thank you to those who are still continuing. Thank you. Just thank you. Because if it weren’t for you guys I wouldn’t be drawing still today. I probably would have given up. If it weren’t for you guys I wouldn’t know what it is i want to do later on. I doubt myself and my art constantly. But you guys really help me see past my doubt and allow me to admire it for what I shame it to be. I promise I’ll do my best to continue growing. Learn from my mistakes, and experiment more so that I can keep doing the best I can. I owe you guys everything. I really do. I may not respond to every message (I forget;;; then I get anxious answering messages late) but I read them all and I sure as hell appreciate every single one. Thank you for being here…. just thank you so much..

Fake Chats #119
  • Jimin: hey, Kookie, remember when you were entering high school, how small and tiny and cute you were?
  • Jungkook: I'm pretty sure you've got two out of three wrong.
  • Jimin: and you were this lost, little baby and we went out to eat and we were just so proud and you couldn't stop smiling?
  • Jungkook: again, only partly true.
  • Jimin: and now you're a big adult but you're still so cute and I'm so proud of how well my little Kookie is turning out!
  • Jungkook: I'm proud of me too.
  • Jimin: stop growing up! *flings himself onto Jungkook*
  • Jungkook: um, hyung?
  • Jimin: you used to be my baby, what happened to you? *something that sounds suspiciously like a sob*
  • Jungkook: hyung I...I'm still your baby, don't worry.
  • Jimin: promise?
  • Jungkook: *rolls his yes* I promise.
  • Jimin: can I sleep with you?
  • Jungkook: way ahead of you, hyung.
Daryl x Reader - Loss (30 Days series)

MASTERLIST

30 DAYS DRABBLE CHALLENGE

–> DAY 1

–> DAY 2

–> DAY 3

–> DAY 4

–> DAY 5

–> DAY 6

–> DAY 7

DAY 8: Death of someone close

–> DAY 9

So, I want to do this challenge with the pairing “DarylxReader”.

I’ll try to upload a story everyday, I hope you like it!

–> Requests are open by the way

Fandom: The Walking Dead

Pairing: Daryl x Reader

(This chapter take place during season 3)

Warning: angst and fluff

ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE SO, SORRY FOR EVENTUAL GRAMMATICAL ERRORS.

Merle and Michonne were gone, and since everybody knows that Merle works for the Governor, we couldn’t help but worry.

“ I can’t believe Merle did something like that” I said  while walking with Daryl toward his bike.

Since we notice Merle and Michonne disappearance, almost everyone starts to prepare for the research.

“Well, it’s not that our group has a really good relationship with him” says Daryl.

“Well he’s an asshole”

At that he stops and turns looking  at me, grinning:

“You better watch your mouth sunshine, he’s still my brother”.

With that said, he get on his bike.

I get on too, circling his waist with my arms and laying my head on his back… I really like feeling this close to him.

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While we’re running along the road, I can’t help to think about what Daryl told me about his past.

How could Merle be related to Daryl? They’re so different and, even if Merle did a lot of bad things, Daryl will never give up on him.

He doesn’t talk about his feelings and shit like that but I could read it on his eyes: despite everything he’ll always care about his brother.

Daryl abruptly stops the bike: “(Y/n) look at that!”

A little up ahead from us, there were some kind of building with a lot of walkers roaming around:

“There are a lot of walker… do you think they took shelter in there?”

“I don’t know, Merle is really impulsive, he definitely would fight all those walkers rather than hide, anyway let’s take a look”

Nodding, I get off  the bike and take out my machete while Daryl get ready with his crossbow.

“Are you ready sunshine?”

“Yes, let’s go”

So we spend time taking down all walkers that came near us, we fight and fight until we were covered in blood and guts.

“Hey Daryl, look at that”

most walkers I took down were killed with gunshot, they didn’t seem dead for long time and that was strange.

Even if I call him, Daryl didn’t come to me so I turn around, ready to call him again when suddenly I understand why he ignored me.

Daryl was standing still, crying.

He was looking at a particular walker, that slowly was making his way toward my man.

I get ready to take it down when all of sudden I recognize that walker: It was Merle.

He has a bullet wound on his heart like the other walkers.

I take Daryl hand into mine: “Do you… do you want me to put him out of his misery?”

“Nah… I’ll do it” Daryl sobbed and start walking toward Merle.

At first he just push him away, still crying, then, when Merle fall on the ground, Daryl takes his knife and stabs him on his head.

However his brother was already dead, Daryl start to cry and screaming in rage, stabbing Merle’s head repeatedly.

I rush toward him and I finally hug him, he bury his head into the crook of my neck, still sobbing loudly

“Sssh… I know baby, I’m here”

Seeing him like that broke my heart, I really wanted to cry but I had to stay strong for him. ……………………………………………………………………………………………………………..

When we got back at the prison, Daryl didn’t say a word and walked into our cell while I tell the others what happened earlier.

I also beg them to leave Daryl alone, he needs time to mourn his brother.

Later that night I walked to our cell; Daryl was laying on our bed, looking at the ceiling with red puffy eyes.

“Hey… you need to rest”

“I know…it’s just… I see him every time I close my eyes”

He sobbed again, so I decide to lay besides him, and hug him.

He looked like a little child: “Daryl, we will get through this together, I’m here for you”

He didn’t answer, he just lay a little kiss on my neck.   

“I’ll always be by your side” I whisper before falling asleep.

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TAGLIST: @isayweallgetdrunk @criminal101reid @ass-kicker-daryl @lunalowell

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Positive and Paint

Pairing: Saeyoung x MC/Reader

Summary: The RFA and MC experience complications with their pregnancy.  After the Extra Story.

Genre: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff…?

Rating: PG (I dunno, I mention sex?  She’s pregnant; how do you think it happened?)

Word Count: Approx. 1800

Protip: Listen to “He Won’t Go” by Adele.

Of all the stupid things, it was a meme that tipped you off.

You were both at home, one night, having a quiet night in.  You were on the couch, chatting with your friends on the messenger app, while Saeyoung was on the floor beside you, looking up baby things on his laptop where you could see.  You hadn’t told the rest of the RFA about your pregnancy, yet; it was too early.  But, not too early to look up kitten or space-themed onesies!  His favourite, so far, was one with a hood that made the baby look like they were an astronaut.

“…you know what meme that I never got?” you said, out of the blue.

Well, not quite out of the blue.  You and your husband usually started random conversations like that.  Explaining one’s train of thought was almost never necessary.  And internet jokes were how the two of you bonded.

But also, something was bothering you, and a meme seemed like a good segue.

“There’s a meme you don’t get?” Saeyoung said melodramatically, a hand over his heart.

You nudged his head playfully with an elbow before continuing.

“That one where it cuts to the guy and his wife in the hospital bed?” you said, trying to jog his memory, “I don’t get it.  It’s supposed to be funny, but what’s the joke supposed to be?”

“Yeah, I stick to the wholesome memes,” Saeyoung smirked, “Unfamiliar shoes and green things.  That’s where the real comedy is.”

You rolled your eyes but grinned.  Your silly husband.

“Anyway. That’s not all.”

“Listening,” he said, eyes still glued the screen.

“Well…” you put your phone away nervously, “Maybe I’m being paranoid, but…I read the webcomic that that meme is from.  The couple in the comic lost their baby because of a blood type thing.  Um…”

You glanced down at him.  He was looking right at you.  You had his full attention, now.

“I did a little research on it…” you hesitated, then shook your head, “It’s stupid.”

“Yeah,” he nodded vigorously, a little frown on his lips, “Stupid.”

“Yeah. That would never happen.”

“Of course not,” Saeyoung nodded again, this time slower, more thoughtfully, turning back to his laptop.

There was a tense silence.  Nothing but him clicking on space-themed mobiles, now.

“…but what blood type are you?” you blurted, breaking the quiet.

“AB positive,” he replied without hesitation.

More silence.

“…I’m nothing like Ethan,” he cracked a smile.  

Ah, so he had read the webcomic, too.

“I mean, I’m quirky and I’m fun, but our situation’s completely different,” he added reassuringly.

“But…actually, I’m O negative,” you cut in, before he got any further, “I did some research, and…well…”

He turned away from the screen to look at you, again.  You held his gaze steadily, waiting for it to sink it.

“…we might have a problem?” he asked, his chipper attitude completely gone.

“We might have a problem,” you nodded seriously.

“…I’ll make sure you get an appointment with a doctor tomorrow morning.”

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renoku  asked:

So tell me, have you seen the new Teen Wolf trailer? I need to know that i'm not the only one falling for the bait

Anon said: Did you see the new teen wolf trailer? Derek is back!

Gah, guys. I just…..*breathes*. I’m so mad because it’s blatant baiting and we’ve been through enough with sterek without having it dangled in front of us again like this. I’m also terrified Derek is going to be killed off or hurt. Leave the boy alone, okay?? He’s a sweet, precious boy who deserves hugs. Not more bad things. I swear to god, if he gets hurt……

I will be coming for some people. 

I’m also just plain sad the new trailer has given me some tiny flicker of hope again? That it’s making me go, “!!!!!!!!” I know there is zero chance of anything happening, I’m not delusional, but I’m still also over here like, “my babies…..together…….again…..*breaks down sobbing*” 

*sighs* For the sake of my sanity, I need this show to be over so its release on my soul loosens. I clocked out of the show after season 4 but the amount of conflicting emotions it’s still giving me is tiring and I need relief.

thank you, i’t been an amazing summer.

LYRICS:
Faded pictures bleached by sun,
The tale’s told, the summer’s done.
In memories the Pines still play,
On a sunny summer’s day.
Hidden deep within the woods
A buried treasure waits for you;
Secrets lost and statues found
Beyond the rusty gates.

And even though our ride is here,
The bus awaits, goodbyes are said
Followed by the tears - and smiles.
Cause one day we’ll come back here
To mysterious Gravity Falls.

“See you next summer!” we scream.
We’ll be waiting here for you.
To come back soon…
We’ll be here.

yes, people, it’s me again, sobbing like a little baby (i’m still not okay). so yeah, i’ve made this. about us, probably. i wanted this to be about us. oh, and there is a little thing at the end, if you listen to it carefully.

if you haven’t heard it yet, i’ve also made a song for Bill:

                              CLICK!

Made with SoundCloud
Made For Each Other - pt 12

Originally posted by ygnj

Jimin ripped you off of Silas’ arms and dragged you to the other side of the table. He pushed the table so that it tilted over and provided some cover from the guards who were now entering the room.

It was pitch black and Jimin only had one magazine in the gun. You bit your lips shut to muffle any sobs that could give away their position.

Turning on his earpiece, Jimin whispered as silently as possible, “How long?”.

“Two minutes tops. Keep her safe Jimin.” Namjoon ordered.

It was too dark for anyone’s eyes to adjust, but Jimin knew where the toilet was. All he had to do was get you there. It didn’t matter if he got hurt, you were the priority now.

Taking your hand, he led you towards the other end of the room, crouching down and trying to avoid making any sound. The room was so large, it might as well have been made for Silas.

Jimin touched your shoulders and moved you behind the metal toilet.

You knew he was exposed and held his sleeve tightly.

Jimin peeled your hand off and moved away from you.

Making his way back to the bed, he took his knife and threw it towards the right of the room. The sound caused the guards to shuffle and most likely they assumed Jimin was there.

Catching some movement in the dark, Jimin shot in that direction, emptying the magazine. He hoped that his brothers were coming through the door now, any second.

His position was known now and they had to save his ass now.

Gunshots echoed through the open door and Jimin knew they were coming.

The guards shuffled about, not knowing which side to take cover from. They didn’t want to shoot aimlessly in case they injured you.

That was enough to leave them defenseless as Namjoon and the guys came in with thermal scopes on their guns.

You covered your ears and closed your eyes as the gunshots started to ring across the room’s walls. Not being able to see was one thing but hearing the bodies fall to the ground was just as scary.

Suddenly, you felt Jimin next to you again and he pulled you up, running towards the door.

You felt Namjoon pick you up as everyone ran back towards the exit. Everywhere you looked, there were dead bodies. Even the guards who inspected you for weapons were dead.

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  • Best thing ever: when the title of a fic makes you think it's going to be sad and you are tense but really it's just cute and fluffy
  • Also best thing ever: when something looks like it will be cure and fluffy but makes you want to sob like a baby
  • Still best thing ever: when you know going into it it will break your heart and it does
  • Finally best thing ever: walking into a room called fluff and leaving covered in feathers

is this for fucking real i’ve seen the prince caspian ending thousands of times and i still sob and cry like a baby when caspian and susan don’t end up together wtf

Three things that wasn’t in the TFiOS movie that I wish was in the movie:

  1. “My thoughts are stars I cannot fathom into constellations.”
  2. “What a slut time is. She screws everybody.”
  3. HUMP THE MOIST CAVE WALL.
Updated Larry Fic Rec

Hey babes, I just spent some time updating my fic rec for you guys to check out. Please message me your favorite fics! I would love to check them out. Also let me know what you think of any of these fics if you’ve already read them.

Fic Recs

1. My Heart Is Breathing for This Moment in Time

When Louis first saw Harry at the 2010 X Factor Auditions, he thought he was watching a peculiarly special stranger. But Harry has known Louis ever since he was five years old.

Because Louis has a rare genetic disorder that causes him to Time Travel to important moments in his past and in his future - and to Harry, always to Harry. When they’re put into a band together, it seems like everything Harry has been waiting and wishing for has finally come true. Except for the small fact that Louis doesn’t know that Harry is in love with him- that Harry’s always been in love with him. Fate, it would seem, is just getting started.

A story about growing up and growing together, and the impossible love that makes it all worthwhile.

-My favorite fic of all time. Hands down, 100%. In my opinion, it is one of, if not, THE most well written Larry fics ever. It will take you on an emotional roller coaster, full of laughing and crying. And i do have to warn you, that is not finished. But still absolutely worth reading. I could go on and on about this fic for days. But all I really have to say is that if you ship Larry at all, or are interested in their relationship, read this, please.

2. Catch Me, I’m Falling

I don’t know if you get to choose who you fall in love with, who ends up taking a little piece of your heart with them when they leave. If someone had asked me, I don’t think I would have chosen Harry Styles, and I don’t know if he’d have chosen me. But standing here, looking back through the crystal clear lens of hindsight, I like my choices.

A fic based off The Fault In Our Stars, an absolutely lovely novel by John Green.

- I’m still not over this fic. It’s written beautifully and made me cry like a baby. One of my favorite Larry fics, by far.

3. Fading

Louis knows about beauty; the combination of qualities that pleases the aesthetic senses. He creates that combination every day in the garments he designs while studying fashion at uni. The cut of the design, the color of the fabric, the intricacy of the stitching; it all comes together to create something beautiful. When the science student with the long legs and dimpled smile agrees to model for him, Louis decides he’s found beauty personified. Harry just thinks Louis needs someone to show him how beautiful he is.

-I couldn’t stop reading this fic. This was the first Larry fic I’d read where one of them had an eating disorder. Really great character development and a pleasure to read.

4. Sinister

Harry is an accused rapist and murderer, and is placed into a mental rehab on plead of insanity. Louis Tomlinson, his therapist, tries to aid him to mental stability, but that requires more than just talking.

-Never have I been more attached to any characters in a fan fiction. This was honestly better than most books I’ve ever read. If you only ever read one fic, make it this one. It’s dark and kind of twister but so well written.I was literally sobbing at some points.

5. May You Enjoy Your New Life

It begins for them all at the bungalow –

‘Alright, time to lay out the cards. We’re in this together and hopefully, for the long haul, yeah? So I think – you know, we should just be honest. It’s deal-breakers time. That thing that like, if we’re gonna hate you or something, just tell us all now.’

When One Direction begins, Harry Styles is a sixteen-year-old boy foundering under the pressure of impending fatherhood. His ability to balance the sobering responsibility of caring for his tiny daughter, Millie, and the exhilaration of seeing his own dreams coming to fruition affects not only his future, but those of Liam, Zayn, Niall, and Louis, who never expected fealty to be the key to their success. But Liam is the first to show him how to grow up without growing old, and Zayn is the first to defend from the public what is private and precious. Louis — Louis is the first for a lot of things; for most of the moments of Millie’s life and for the moments of Harry’s that matter. And Niall is the first to toast when Millie is born: Go maire sibh bhur saol nua — ‘may you enjoy your new life.”

- This fic will have you completely hooked. The characterization for all the characters is brilliant. I read this whole fic in a day. It was adorable and heart warming and just the right amount of sexy. Perfect.

6. 52 Birthdays With Lou

- I just assume that everyone has read this, but if you haven’t go do it. Right now. Leaves my sobbing like a baby every time, but still one oft he best things I’ve read. Just go read it. Now

7. Fugue

Harry falls asleep a 17 year-old who lives in Cheshire and is probably rockstar Louis Tomlinson’s biggest fan. He wakes up 24 with a wedding ring on his finger, two kids, and Louis Tomlinson attempting to wake him up with a blow job. The doctor calls it organic retrograde amnesia, says he might never get back the last seven years of his life. The only thing that feels the same is how he feels when Louis touches him, and maybe that’s enough to make him fall in love all over again.

-I love a good amnesia fic. This one was so adorable, and hot and just ugh. So good. And there’s babies. I just loved it. A great read, check it out

8. love is a word (you gave it a name)

“It’s worth it anyway,” says Harry, looking into Louis’s eyes. He’s untucked his hair from behind his ear, and it falls down in silky strands to obscure his face. He looks so painfully young, even after everything. Louis’s strong, strong boy. “Just for the two of us. We get to be selfish for a little while.”

it’s christmas. in between snowman building, tree shopping, and ill-advised skating on a frozen lake, louis and harry get ready to take the most important step of their lives.

-Ah, this gave me so hope. It was very realistic, and that’s what I loved most about it. And it’s very christmassy and fluffy. The ending made me cry cause it was so emotional. Made me proud to believe in larry.

9. 13 Reasons Why

You can’t stop the future.

You can’t rewind the past.
The only way to learn the secret…is to press play.

Louis Tomlinson doesn’t want anything to do with the tapes Harry Styles made. Harry is dead. His secrets should be buried with him. Then Harry’s voice tells Louis that his name is on the tapes—and that he is, in some way, responsible for his death. All through the night, Louis keeps listening. He follows Harry’s recorded words through the streets of London….and what he discovers changes his life forever.

-Yes this is based on the book, which I have not read. But I did read the fic and I was absolutely enthralled. I could not stop reading, I had to figure out what happened. A great great story, only improved by our beautiful boys.

10. Faith and Trust and Pixie Dust

Harry Styles and his son, Lucas, are spending four days at Disneyland for Lucas’ sixth birthday. Louis Tomlinson is Peter Pan there, and takes a shine to both the boys. He gives them tickets to a Peter Pan show that night, and spends the evening with the two before spending the night with Harry. Lucas and Harry both find themselves getting attachd to Louis, and Louis finds the same himself.

 -What more could you need? Harry as a father, Louis as Peter Pan and a Disneyland vacation. Enough said.

11. vows

Harry and Louis have a dog, a cat, half a dozen kids, and a whole lot of trouble.

-The description does this series no justice. I was absolutely blown away with how well written this was, and how utterly beautifully domestic it was. Take the time to read it, you’ll thank me.

12. And Then a Bit

“We’d like to give the fans what they want.” Magee states, placing his hand on the table in front of him and leaning forward. “We want to give them Larry Stylinson.”

Or, take a parallel universe where Louis and Harry were never together, mix in a two year hiatus and an impending comeback, pour in a dash of lost fans, two tablespoons of strong friendship and a Modest! employee with a good idea. Add a squeeze of pretending to be a couple, lots of kisses and a tattoo or two. Stir. Serve: the mother of all publicity stunts.

(aka Harry and Louis fake a relationship for publicity. Eventually it becomes a lot less fake and a lot more real.)

-The mother of all publicity stunts is right. I loved this fic. It was realistic, and fun to read and had me yelling at my computer screen at some points. And it changed the way I feel about Something Great completely. Read it please.

Stuff I should admit *Alliegant spoilers ahead*
  1. I’ve seen Divergent now twice and cried like a baby each time.
  2. I still sob like a baby at the zipline scene.
  3. I can’t stop thinking about Four in Alliegant when he ziplines with Tris’ ashes. 
  4. I’m crying now
  5. I can’t enjoy a lot of “lighter” scenes in Divergent because it makes everything hurt. 
  6. I’m still not over Tris.
  7. I’m still not over Tobias.
  8. I’m still not over Caleb
  9. I’m still not over Christina.
  10. I’m not okay.

Thank You

I just wanted to let all of my followers know how much I love and appreciate you guys, whether you have been following me for years or minutes.

I feel really, extremely blessed to receive so much support from you all whether it is likes, reblogs, comments, asks, messages, whatever. I still can’t believe how much fan art we’ve gotten. And that video tribute today made me sob like a baby (which I will still post a video reaction to).

A lot of people tell me that this blog seems like a lot of hard work, and it is, but it’s all worth it because of you guys. 

I’m extremely humbled and blessed and lucky to have such amazing fans and friends. I really just keep thinking:

“How did I get so lucky?”

I remember asking Kevin to do an ask blog for fun, but I never thought it would turn out like this. I never thought we would meet so many wonderful people and touch so many people’s lives by just sitting down in front of a webcam.

I love all of you!! With all of my heart!! I can only hope that we can continue to make your days brighter, and as always I am here if you ever need to talk! <3