still searching

Here’s some personal news: I’ve been given the diagnosis of gender dysphoria. Whilst I don’t really agree about having to go to the doctor to be given your gender, it’s a big step. It’s been such a weight on me for a long time and now I feel like God is starting to remove it. Prayers would be appreciated because I’m nervous as anything and still searching for the path to take.

The KH II Manga has destroyed my heart

She hugs him so he won’t leave after she’s been through so much!

This is not okay! ;_; Poor Axel, we didn’t see this in the game but just…..he came back for Kairi again after he failed before

Even as he’s dying, he’s still searching for Roxas and wishing to see him and he finally sees him in Sora!

Even Demyx’s death!

Riku is crying upon reuniting with Sora even though he still looks like Ansem!

After Axel’s death Roxas awakens within Sora and they fight ending in this…..

Before Axel dies and finds Sora he thinks that Roxas recognized him as Sora

Need I go on?

Go read the Kingdom Hearts Manga, you’ll get your feelings so destroyed you’ll become a nobody yourself. 

Can't Be Saved
  • Can't Be Saved
  • Senses Fail
  • Still Searching (2006)
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Follow your bliss, it reads on my chest.
I know I got it tattooed for a reason.
Why can’t I just hold it true?
‘Cause I’m still crashing all the funerals
Of these people that I never knew.
Yeah!

I’m stuck in a coma, stuck in a never-ending sleep.
And some day I will wake up and realize I made up everything.

I shut the door and turn all the lights out.
And listen to all the songs that the night shouts.
They go something just like this…
So go fill up a glass with tonic rocks and gin
and drink yourself to happiness.

I’m stuck in a coma, stuck in a never-ending sleep.
And some day I will wake up and realize I made up everything.

We can all hang ourselves from gold chandeliers.
And drink goodbye to all, all the pain and fears.
Loose lips have sunk this ship, to a shallow grave.
Washed up upon the rocks. I won’t be saved. I won’t be saved.

I’m stuck in a coma, stuck in a never-ending sleep.
And some day I will wake up and realize I gave up everything.

(I won’t…) So follow your bliss, it reads on my chest. (…be saved.)
(I won’t…) I know I got it tattooed for a reason. (…be saved.)
(I won’t…) I shut the door and, turn all the lights out. (…be saved.)
(I won’t…) And listen to all the songs that the night shouts. (…be saved.)”