still really upset ok

i think one of the reasons that i like cal so much is that he has ambitions and goals and dreams outside of mare

Im going to bed now cause i still have school tom obviously so goodnight to me then- TvT

Pledis: Wonwoo can’t be with us on his birthday but hey it’s not so bad!!! Here we’ll put this birthday hat on the album along with the little Wonwoo fox on the side as a cute lil gesture :)

Me: my heart is breaking into more and more pieces the longer the day goes on I don’t even care that I can’t physically see Wonwoo I’m just upset at the thought of him feeling awful on his birthday I can’t even appreciate your Pinterest esque contribution to his birthday bc I’m literally dying

Ok, so I’m still really upset over the new DR3 episode’s ending, but one good thing came out of this episode.

Naegi being carried around.

Like, I had this headcanon for a while that at some point Naegi would have to be carried by someone (Gozu was my best bet) because he’s not very athletic, and I was sure at some point he’d be so slow running away from some kind of threat that one of his allies would just be all “Screw it, I’m carrying you like a sack of potatoes.” And like, Gozu does?

And the best part is, since Naegi isn’t allowed to run, this is going to be a recurring thing.

Like seriously, I thought this headcanon was so ridiculous it wouldn’t make it into canon, but it did. In the best way possible. Hopefully this means that at some point, someone’s going to have to carry Naegi princess-style. And by someone, I mean Kirigiri.

Trying to work through my Grey feelings:

OK so i’m still really upset from last nights episode and i’m probably never going to get over it because i’m still not over [spoiler alert] season 8 when Lexie/Mark died. But i think its ridiculous the way that Shonda wrote off Derek.

As if fucking Meredith hasn’t gone through enough… what makes me even more angry is that her character was fighting with Derek the majority of this season. DEREK. DID. NOT. HAVE. TO FUCKING. DIE. (he could have moved to DC hello) I don’t know what the fuck Shonda was thinking this literally came out of the blue?? I know Grey’s thrives off spontaneous deaths but no. no no no

What the fuck was he doing texting/making a phone call in the middle of the road??? Certainly he has more logic than that??? I thought there was no cell reception in that part of the road where he was saving people 10 minutes ago???? WHERE WAS THAT TRUCK COMING FROM WHEN NOT A SINGLE SOUL PASSED BY WHEN DEREK WAS HELPING THE PEOPLE THAT GOT INTO A CAR ACCIDENT?? What happened to the truck driver???  Major plot gaps.

Then the mess that was that hospital they took him too where nobody knew what they were doing??? GET THE GOD DAMN MAN A HEAD CT. Doctors were LITERALLY SITTING AROUND WITH DEREK OPEN ON THE TABLE ON CHAIRS. WAITING FOR A NEUROSURGEON FOR TWENTY. MINUTES. BECAUSE HE WAS AT A DINNER. A FUCKING DINNER

I thought this episode was Meredith having a nightmare or something for about 5 minutes before the police showed up at her door and she was going to the hospital with the kids.. then it hit me that yo this bitch Shonda is actually pulling a fucking Game of Thrones death on Greys.

I hate this fucking show.

If Christina doesn’t show up next week for Dereks funeral this ISTG. Shonda better sleep with one eye open.

if u read this all congrats and goodbye im going to eat another tub of ice cream because i am really sad