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I know that Canada is not a heaven. Canada would also have a lot of issues to deal with. A harsh life for immigrants will wait for me if I choose to stay in Canada. But, do all the costs I must pay really exceed all the pain and suffering I have to bear for the rest of my life in my home country? I’ve continued to live just because I wasn’t able to die. I’m sick to the back teeth, even though on the surface I pretend to say that life is still beautiful and worths living.

Maybe I should take it really seriously… This might be the last chance to salvage myself from this depressing life. I’ll learn English really hard here, get high IELTS score, and search for any available job opening and everything else that comes with staying here.

doctorletmebebrave replied to your post “y’all it’s 2018 why are we still pretending to “fix” lance’s vlog by…”

Yess I agree. Personally I agree with radioactivesupersonic’s metas that Lance is actually one of the more mentally stable members of the team because the only reason the audience knows his problems is because he speaks about them instead of completely bottling them up

^^^^^oh man i love their metas too and i totally agree. hunk and lance i think are the two that are used to just unpacking their feelings and vocalizing them which, for anyone who’s done a fuck ton of therapy, that’s one of the first things you learn to get used to doing: articulating your emotions. 

the two people i worry about the most are shiro and keith. shiro because he likes to keep mum about his ptsd symptoms and shoulder through it instead of asking for help. and keith because he’s an expert at bottling up his emotions and not really talking about them until they come bursting out of him in a show of aggression and anger. i really hope they like sit in each other’s rooms and just talk to each other. they need it. 

and shit allura too like that poor girl has to shoulder the genocide of her people, dealing with having little to no remnants of her past, and be made to just keep that all together while she tries to be a leader and tries to follow in her father’s footsteps who she no longer has access to because she had to destroy his AI. like holy shit that girl needs to grieve and needs to talk things out. 

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Australia: We’ve made a film staring Indigenous women!

UK/USA: You’ve fucked up a perfectly good story about a white man is what you’ve done. Look at it. It’s got representation.

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aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe cover redesign

i renamed myself ari.
if i switched the letter, my name was Air.
i thought it might be a great thing to be the air.
i could be something and nothing at the same time. i could be necessary and also invisible. everyone would need me and no one would be able to see me.

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Thank you Troian and Keegan for seven amazing years of Spoby. All the smiles, tears, angst, sexiness, happiness and heartbreak. We couldn’t ask for anyone better to portray these characters. You both are so incredibly talented and your connection on and off screen is what makes Spoby so enjoyable. Spoby will be missed and they will always be each other’s safe place to land. Thank you.

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PS: guys, please click on the fuller versions… tumblr has eaten up the quality so much for some reason:( I can’t seem to find a way to fix it…