At the start of the year I told myself 2017 would be the year I finally start turning some things around in my life. Three months in and I have a therapist, I’m on some meds that seriously seem to be starting to help, I’ve got a bunch of new friends to hang out with, I’m being more social than I have been in years, and I’m feeling things I haven’t in a long time.
Things aren’t perfect, but the highs are higher and lasting longer than they used to. The lows feel like they’re becoming a little bit more manageable, too. I feel like I’m maybe starting to get somewhere in all of this now, and it feels good. I feel good.
It’s only been three months, I’ve only just started scratching the surface here. There’s still a lot I’d like to do, that I need to do. But, I’m feeling more confident about it then I think I ever have. And it’s nice.
I think 2017 might actually be my year.