THIS TOOK ME WAY TOO LONG IM SORRY XD ok anon this goes out to you!! thank you for requesting and again im really sorry this took so long! for anyone whos requested anything in the last month, don’t worry i havent forgotten or anything! Ive just been pretty backed up but you will EVENTUALLY get that fic XD (i have coups, woozi, meanie, more hoshi, vernon, jeonghan, dino, and dk all lined up XD) SO YEAH ANON I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS XD angst for you guys (ive been writing a lot of angst lately and my heart hurts)
“HOSH, WE CAN’T KEEP HAVING THIS ARGUMENT!” you scream as your boyfriend slams the bedroom door shut.
He aggressively pulls his hair back before yelling, “WE WOULDN’T BE ARGUING IF THIS DIDN’T KEEP HAPPENING!”
“HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU?!” you shout, staring him right in the eyes. “I’M SORRY IF I CAN’T MAKE IT TO EVERY DATE, BUT I’M GETTING BUSIER THESE DAYS! I’M TAKING MORE CLASSES! I HAVE TO STUDY ALL THE TIME! I HAVE MORE HOURS AT WORK! ALL OF THESE THINGS ARE PILING ON TOP OF ME AND YOU’RE NOT HELPING!”
honestly, i’m much more confident now, im still a depressed fuck and i hate myself, but, i go out in public in a dress and lipstick and i am not scared. the looks make me feel bad, but i have to keep in mind “if they hurt me or touch me in an inappropriate way, that shit is illegal. i don’t have to worry, dont let your fears get the best of you.” And it is really such an improvement. I know alot of other trans women don’t get over stuff that easily, and i want all of you girls 2 know, you are beautiful and you look so great in that dress. Those looks? They mean NOTHING, if a gross man comes up to you and starts harassing you or touching you inappropriately, MAKE A GODDAMN SCENE IF YOU ARE IN AN AREA WITH PEOPLE. People will notice it, maybe someone will call the police, regardless, it will give you time to get the hell away from him. You are beautiful and i love you, and don’t think for a second you deserve any of that harassment.
“And the words just flowed out her fingertips like water in a river, flawlessly and clear, as if it were her own story to cherish and protect, her own story to tell the world.”
hEY HEY @jilliancares UNDERCOVER ANONYMOUS HERE. Well not anonymous anymore *wiggles eyebrows*. I ended up making a quote for you, it wasn’t difficult at all, those were the words that first came when i thought of you.
I’m also that annoying girl that sent you an ask about how much im dying because i want to read TBB (and now that I accidentally read that they kissed the temptation is strong) but that im saving it until is complete, lel.
After you answered my ask i felt the sudden urge to make you something because you always give us and i just wanted to show you my gratefulness (is that a word?) by giving you something and when inspiration comes, you better take it gurl.
Even if I already said it, thank you for your stories, I know it takes time to make them, and I find so unfair that fanfiction writers are so underrated so I wanted to show you that all your effort doesn’t go to waste, that we love every tiny little bit of it. So THANK YOU VERY MUCH<3
And before I lose my confidence to post this here we go~
i dont want to see anyone on my dash apologizing for posting. i dont want to see anyone making personal posts that may just say “fuck” or “im sad” and then tagged “im sorry i cant stop thinking about this” or “im sorry but im still so upset and dont know what else to do”. there is no protocol for grieving about this. we are allowed to be upset even if we dont personally know anyone affected. these are our gay & trans brothers and sisters who were killed. we are a small community. it could have been our friends and it could have been us. we are allowed to hurt. we are allowed to be sad and scared and not know what to do or how to handle it. dont apologize for your reaction in any way.
i am in kind of a major bind, i lost my old job and my new job is eating up gas money like a sonuva bitch, somebody else filed taxes under my ssn and getting that sorted and my tax return has been kinda a night mare and i still dont have my refund. Im trying to get my name and legal name changed and save up enough to move to my fiancee. I have about 3 dollars in the bank and i gotta get through 2 weeks before my next paycheck.
Im not comfortable asking for money cause im not dying quite yet :p But i could still really use some help, i threw some designs up on redbubble a while back but sales are pretty slow, and if you could look at my shop and maybe spread it around i would be unimaginably grateful.
i have all kind of designs and if you like pixels, visual puns or homosexual propaganda there is probably something you might like. A lot of my stuff is available as shirts stickers or mugs so there is stuff even if you dont have much money.
If you want to commission me for a pixel art designs i could also try my hand at that, I dont know exactly how much i would charge cause i dont know what kind of demand there is.
thanks in advance even if all you do is reblog ^^
(i cant believe i forgot the link) you can find it here