still cried over this scene

why? - daniel seavey

warning: none

a/n: for my dear friend @boomboomboomwayhoo

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you were so excited to see your boyfriend daniel on tour doing what he loves. you were going to surprise him backstage after the show so you could watch him sing his heart out.

it was the beginning of the concert and you were taking pictures with some fans who noticed you. you stayed at the back so daniel wouldn’t see you. you and a couple of fans were laughing and singing along to the music that boomed through the speakers. 

you loved daniel’s fans because they were so supportive of your relationship. daniel often told you that the fans loved you more than him which you knew was a lie but you went along with it to humor him.

“y/n! daniel’s going to be so happy to see you!” one fan told you. you smiled at her and got engaged in a conversation about him.

the lights dimmed and soon the boys came on the stage and sang with all they have. fans screamed and you screamed. this was what you lived for. moments where you could see your boyfriend doing what he loved without a care in the world. his eyes lit up when he sang his solo parts. it made you smile.

throughout the concert, you fell more and more in love with him. you couldn’t help but have a goofy smile on your face throughout the whole thing.

***

saying goodbye to the fans you danced with, you made your way backstage. you wanted to kiss daniel with so much passion. you hadn’t seen him in awhile so you were ready for his warm, soft lips on yours. 

you opened the backstage door and jack and corbyn noticed you. you put a finger to your mouth to signal to not say anything. they obliged and went on to whatever they were doing.

you walked in quietly and noticed that daniel wasn’t in the room.

“where’s daniel?” you whispered to the four of them, giving them hugs.

“i don’t know,” they shrugged. you went to scope the area. 

you walked towards the bathroom and noticed daniel pushed up against the wall with a girl. they were kissing. no, making out. you screamed and ran to the room where the four other boys were. 

“what happened, y/n?” jack asked you. you and jack were the closet besides daniel.

you broke down in tears while your knees gave out. jack swooped in and caught you before you hit the ground. he sat down on the ground with you. the rest were all by your side wondering what was wrong.

“he-he cheated on me,” you sobbed into jack’s shoulder. 

it hurt knowing that someone you loved didn’t love you anymore. you loved him with all your heart and to realize that he didn’t return those feelings broke you.

“y/n!” daniel called as he ran into the backstage room.

“stay away, daniel,” jonah told him.

“i-i didn’t cheat. i would never do that to her. please let me talk to her,” daniel pleaded.

“i don’t want to talk to you!” you yelled at him. you felt so hopeless and vulnerable.

“y/n, you have to understand that i would never do that! she kissed me and pushed me against the wall,” daniel tried to tell you but you were so broken and kept replaying the scene over in your head.

you still cried into jack’s shoulder most likely soaking his shirt but you didn’t care you were so broken.

“i want him to leave,” you whispered through the sobs.

“she wants you to leave, bro,” jack told him.

“just go wait by the bathrooms,” corbyn said and ushered him out.

“i don’t know what to do,” you told them, wiping your tears.

“maybe just listen to him,” zach suggested. “it could be true.”

“i will,” you told them.

you couldn’t bear the thought of losing someone you loved over a false accusation. you stood up and wipe under your eyes because they were still damp from tears.

“i’m sorry for soaking your shirt,” you told jack and he told you it was okay. you thanked the rest of the boys.

the walk to the bathrooms was so long, you were scared, petrified of losing daniel. he was you everything. the one that could make you smile if you were having the crappiest day. he was your light in the darkness you had. 

“y/n, i’m so sorry,” he told you.

“what happened?” you coldly asked him.

“i was walking to the bathrooms and this girl pushed me up against the wall. she started to kiss me. i couldn’t push her off. that’s when you screamed. i saw you run away and i ran after you,” he grabbed your hands and you could tell he was speaking truthfully.

“i believe you,” you weakly smiled.

“good, i don’t know what’d i do without you,” he picked you up and placed his lips on yours as he spun you around.

“i missed you.”

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God damn it this is so touching I'm crying so much

This is the reason why Victor (and I) feel like it is a marriage proposal:

Yuuri: (To Victor) Please be my coach until I retire! (Subs)
Yuuri: Intai made, boku no koto, onegaishimasu!

Do you know what he uses in here
He uses boku no koto
Not boku no coach (looks weird but you get what I mean)
Boku no koto: It’s like please be mine

So it feels more like Yuuri’s saying: Until I retire, please be mine!

THIS SO GODDAMN TOUCHING DO YOU GET ME

Victor kisses his hand like a response towards his proposal.

Victor: (so gentle and lovingly) I wish you’d never retire.

Victor: (Yes, I’ll be yours forever)

DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I CRIED AM AND STILL CRYING OVER THIS SCENE NOW

EDIT: A little error up there. When Yuuri says “boku no koto” onegaishimasu, it’s like saying he’s entrusting himself to Victor’s care (which makes more sense now that I think about it, because I realized boku no koto is like about me. Credits to @miyukieijun for pointing this out!)

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I get the pain that you’re in, Jax. And the damage that she’s caused is just unbelievable. But a son killing his mother… Jax, that’s a wound that’s too deep to heal. And I know you, mano… that’s gonna swallow you up. That’s gonna destroy you, man.