Notes: mentions of past trauma, violence, past torture/brainwashing, fluff, smut, discovery of past self.
Summary: when Bucky’s in hiding in Romania, he finds a girl he’s sure needs his protection. He doesn’t remember who gave him the mission; but he’s so sure some one gave it to him. After setting it all up, he notices that there’s more to this girl than meets the eye. She might need him watching over her more than he initially thought.
(This takes place after TWS and before CW)
A/N: Hi guys! second part! might do more, might not. I’ll have to think about it ;) Enjoy! x
Bucky wakes in Vienna, Y/N gently rouses his shoulder to wake him and smiles when he instantly opens his eyes and sits up.
“We’re here” she says softly, and he feels a strange tingling sensation in his belly and chest at the sound of her voice.
Before she’s able to pull away, he grabs her hand the way she did his the day before, unwilling to break the connection he feels when she touches him. Y/N only smiles and squeezes his fingers before she pulls away to grab her backpack.
The loss he feels when they disconnect is imminent and he rushes to grab his own backpack from the floor, just to be able to be closer to her and get off this train and just hold her hand again.
EXO | You Feel Insecure About Yourself Because Of What Magazines and “Fans” Say
If it’s not too much to ask, could you do a Big Bang reaction and Exo reaction to you feeling insecure about your body because of what magazines and “fans” say?
I kinda changed it up and made it where you become insecure about anything that the fans or magazines could point out about you and not just your body. Hope you enjoy.
Xiumin/Minseok: “Colored contacts?” Minseok said looking over your shoulder and seeing what you were looking for online, “You looking for some for the costume party?”
You quickly closed your laptop and turned around to face him. “The thought hadn’t crossed my mind.”
“So how come you were looking at them?” he asked.
“No reason?” you replied, not wanting to tell him the real reason why to were looking at colored contacts.
“Is this about what the fans said about your eyes?” he asked.
“You…you saw that?” you said sadly.
“Jongdae did…he let me know about it…I don’t tend to really pay attention to that sort of stuff,” he replied, “You do know that they’re just jealous that you have two different colored eyes.”
“The fans think I’m a freak….”
“Do you think you’re a freak?”
“…………….I just….I don’t know…I’ve always been made fun of because of them.”
“Well you are not a freak, you are beautiful and unique in every way and that’s what a love about you. Your eyes are just another thing that’s special about you.”
Suho/Junmyeon: “To be honest? These aren’t the most intelligent people I’ve ever met,” Junmyeon said reading the article that you had showed him.
“I mean…do I wear too much makeup? Be honest?” you questioned.
“I would say you wear the same amount of makeup anyone else wears these days…they want to blow it out of proportion because I said you do makeup tutorials,” he replied.
“But…I mean for someone to say that there must be some merit, shouldn’t there?” you questioned.
“I told you stuff like this might happen,” he said, “You’re a makeup artist, you do tutorials so that people can learn how to do their own makeup, yeah it looks like a lot of product but think about what I’ve worn at times,” he said, “Now that is a lot of makeup.”
“You’ve got a point.”
“See…you’re makeup is completely normal for daily use…again, they’re blowing it out of proportion.”
Lay/Yixing: “Were you expecting me?” Yixing asked, walking into the bedroom to see you standing in front of the mirror in just your underwear.
“Do you think I need to work out more?” you questioned.
“Um…no…I think three days a week works fine for you…” he replied.
“So you don’t think I’m pudgy?” you asked sadly.
“Why would I think you’re pudgy? And why would you think that?” he asked.
“I just may or may not have read somewhere that I looked like I had gained weight…” you said.
He was confused by your statement until he saw the open magazine on the bed. “Oh…that thing. He’s a crackpot reporter looking for attention. He criticizes idols for a living and apparently he attacks their loved ones too.”
“I try really hard when I work out…”
“And it shows…soon you’ll look like this,” he said lifting up his shirt to show you his abs, “That guy’s just a freak show reporter, nothing more.”
Baekhyun: “Come on jagi, you haven’t smiled all day…that’s so unlike you,” Baek whined, “What’s wrong.”
“I just don’t feel like smiling right now…that’s all,” you said, looking away from him. Truth was, you were slightly embarrassed from your recently acquired braces. When you had gotten your braces, your doc told you that you would have them for about a year maybe longer depending on your progress so you had stayed positive about the fact that they would be off before you knew it. However some fans had been commenting recently on some Instagram about how unappealing they were and even making fun of them.
“But you always feel like smiling…and we watched your favorite movie…what’s wrong?” Baek questioned.
“I just…I’m embarrassed to smile…” you said sadly.
“But why?” he asked.
“Cause of my braces…tell the truth…I look funny,” you said.
“You look as funny as I do, I mean look at this…” he said, opening his mouth and sticking it in your face.
“Ah Baek stop!” you said laughing.
“There we go…a beautiful smile.”
Chen/Jongdae: “Hey Jongdae?” you said walking into the living room, phone in hand, “Do I have a ‘rigid and cold personality’?”
“Um…no,” he said, sitting up and looking over the back of the couch at you, “What in the world would make you think you did.”
“Well there have been pictures taken of us and well…people of been saying that I seem to have a rigid and cold personality because we’re never seen holding hands…” you replied.
“You mean because you don’t like PDA and I respect that?” he asked.
“Well…I didn’t really think of it like that….” you said.
“Y/N…when we first started dating you said that you weren’t really into the whole PDA thing and I respect that and you make up for it when we’re out of the public eye,” he said, “Like right now…you owe me some cuddles.”
Chanyeol: “Do you consider me ‘too short’?” you questioned.
“No…why?” he asked.
“A fan took a photo of us and apparently be you had to lean down to kiss me there are fans that think I’m too short to be with you,” you replied.
“That’s silly,” he remarked, “I think the fact that you’re short is really cute and it has it’s advantages sometimes.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” you asked putting your hands on your hips.
“Um…if you’re thinking what I’m thinking that’s not what I meant…”
“I was thinking it was because you like to tease me sometimes…what were you thinking?”
“Oh crap, this is embarrassing…my mind wandered I’m sorry.”
D.O.: “I thought you were going to wear the new skirt you got you?” Kyungsoo said when you walked into the living room in a shirt and pants instead of the intended blouse and skirt you said you were going to wear.
“I though this would look better,” you said.
“But that skirt looked cute on you,” he said slightly disappointed.
“I just don’t think its a good idea…I wouldn’t want my thighs to offend anyone…” you said sadly.
“Huh? What do you mean by that?”
“When we went to the awards show…that dress that I wore…apparently it was too short for me and showed off my ‘fat thighs’.”
“Whoever said that obviously has no idea what they’re talking about…personally I love your thighs just the way they are and if you want to show them…show them. You’re beautiful.”
Kai/Jongin: “I’m not that bad of a dancer…” you mumbled watching the video that Jongin had posted of the both of you and reading some of the fan comments that were pouring in, “I mean I’m no professional by any means but…”
“Hey Y/N, what are you up to?” Jongin asked.
“Am I a bad dancer?” you questioned.
“Actually, for someone who said that they had never tried choreographed dancing you did very well…why?” he questioned.
“I was rewatching the video that you made and there were fans saying that I danced like a “new born baby giraffe” and “Y/N should be embarrassed dancing next to Kai like that”…”
“You did really really well Y/N. Far from a new born baby giraffe; a few more practice sessions and I think you would be able to keep up with me and the rest of the guys at full speed instead of half.”
“No buts…in fact…why don’t we do some more dancing now…”
Sehun: (Y/NH/C -You New Hair Color)
You had dyed your hair; it was the first time you had ever dyed your hair and you had decided to live on the edge and dye it Y/NH/C. When you had first dyed your hair you were quite proud of it. But after a fashion magazine posted a picture of you and Sehun and commented on your hair in a not so positive way.
“I think it would look cuter if you wore the hate with your hair showing,” Sehun said, watching you as you got ready to go out.
“Eh…I don’t know…my hair showing probably isn’t a great idea,” you said sadly.
“Why?” I thought you were proud of your hair?” he questioned.
You sighed and went and grabbed the magazine and showed him the article. He read it and just shook his head. “These people wouldn’t know fashion if it gave them a lap dance,” he commented, “Besides you shouldn’t listen to anyone who says anything about your wild hairstyle…if you want wild, think about when I had rainbow hair.”
Luhan: “Maybe they are right…” you said, holding up one of your bras an looking at it.
“Who’s right about what and what does it have to do with your bra?” Lu asked.
“Oh um..well…I was on your fan page and some fans were commenting that my boobs were really big…and they might have a point,” you replied.
“So? It’s not really their place to comment on your boobs…”
“No…not really but still it’s your fans and when they point out stuff and make comments like they did it makes me feel a little insecure…”
“Well you shouldn’t feel that way because of some silly comments especially when you haven’t felt that way before…also I kinda like them just the way they are,” he said with an eyebrow wiggle.
Kris: “Did you raid an organic market?” Kris asked, standing in front of the open refrigerator.
“I just decided to check it out and I bought some stuff…” you said.
“Some?” he questioned, pulling out a bundle of kale, “Do you even like kale?”
“I can learn to like it…” you said snatching it away from him, “Besides, it’s not such a bad thing to eat healthier, right?”
“You already do though…what brought this on?” he questioned.
“Oh…someone may have commented about me and my liking of fast food and I thought that I might just start myself on a diet…”
“Oh jeez, jagi…don’t listen to what they say. You eat healthy all the time and splurge on fast food every once and a while there’s nothing wrong with that…especially when you share the french fries with your wonderfully handsome boyfriend…”
Tao: “Nope…nope…not that either, nope….”
“Hey Y/N, what’s taking so oomph-,” Tao said, getting hit in the face with a pair of pants, “What are you doing.”
“Trying to find something to wear,” you replied, walking over to the mirror and holding a shirt up to you, “Definitely not this…”
“I think you’re going to run out of clothes….we’re just going to lunch,” he said, “A shirt and pants will do.”
“But what if a fan or a press member takes a picture of us?” you questioned, “I…I might not look good enough next to you.”
He just looked at you for a moment, confused at what would make you say something like that. “Then they do…as what normally happens…why are you worried.”
“Well, some fans said that I didn’t dress chic enough.”
He was silent before he let out a small chuckle. “If you could wear a paper sack and you would still be chic enough for me. Don’t listen to what some jealous fans say….plus, just think…it could just be all the Gucci I wear scrambling their brains.”
you get that bag of frozen peas?” the woman sitting next to him asks, and
Bellamy, startled out of his defeatist slouching, immediately sits up a little
straighter. “It’s great,” she adds. “Really pulls your look
together.” She waves her hand vaguely, taking in not only the peas but
also his disheveled hair and scraped knuckles and the tear at the shoulder of his
would think he was being insulted here but the woman has tissues stuck up both
of her nostrils and blood dripping all over her shirt, and her own hair’s a
mess as it comes out of what must once have been a complicated series of twists
and braids. So she’s probably not judging him. And if she is, that is daringly
hypocritical of her.
Imagine APH Belgium with freckles. And she’s still a cutie.
Imagine APH Ukraine with a fat body. And she’s still adorable.
Imagine APH Vietnan with bruises. And she’s still hella rad.
Imagine APH Hungary with body hair. And she’s still awesome.
Imagine APH Taiwan with a tiny body. And she’s still a major sweetie.
Imagine APH Monaco with stretch marks. And she’s still really friggin chic.
Imagine APH Seychelles with scars. And she’s still cheery and lovely.
Imagine APH Belarus with almost transparent skin. And she’s still really badass.
Imagine any hetalia girl in any way you want. They’ll not be any less perfect. Be proud of your body the way it is.