Notes: YAY! New series. I’m not sure how long this will be, as of right now it might be a long one. The smut in this is pretty mild compared to some of my other stuff and I get kinda sappy. @dumbass-stilinskiis amazing, she past tensed my flashback cause i’m a turd.
I hope you guys like it. I think its gunna be alot of fun to write :)
Saudade: a deep emotional state of melancholic longing for a person or thing that is absent
You were going to tell him, you decided; you were going to tell Stiles how you really felt about him. You’d pulled him away from the bench that your friends sat on, “I need to tell you something.” You announced.
“What is it?” He asked, “Is something wrong?”
You shook your head, “How long have we been friends, Stiles?”
He shrugged, “Years… Since we were like seven. Why?”
“That’s the thing, I don’t want to be-”
Malia was grinning as she walked over to the two of you, “Hey, babe.” Stiles beamed, hugging her tightly.
“Hey, (y/n).” Malia smiled as she and her boyfriend pulled apart.
“Hi,” You managed a small smile.
“So, what we you saying?” Stiles asked with a kind smile.
You shook your head, “Nothing. It’s not important any more.”
He nodded and began to talk to Malia again. You watched him laugh with her and you could feel your heart break. Your feelings for him were secret and they would stay that way forever.