guys…. laura stayed up until 1am to make sure carmilla got home okay. she couldnt sleep or even change into her pajamas because she was paralyzed in her own fear of what could happen. all she could do was sit down and speak to her webcam until she felt like she could breathe again. because if she didnt talk about how she felt or how carmilla made her feel, the images of losing carmilla for a second time would only become louder and louder. so just imagine how terrified laura mustve been when saw mattie dragging carmilla’s limp and bloody body back into her own arms for what laura probably thought, if only for a second, would be the last time.