It really pisses me off when
someone says, “Wow, you’re obsessed with Twenty One Pilots.”
Because you know what, they’re the reason why I’m still alive. They’re the reason I am becoming less and less suicidal.
I don’t talk about Tyler all the time because I think he’s, “Beautiful,” or “Perfect.” And I don’t always talk about Josh because I think he’s, “Incredible,” or “Muscular.”
Even though Josh and Tyler are clearly all these things, I talk about them all the time because they’re my rays of sunshine.
Josh’s smile makes me smile and Tyler’s laugh makes me laugh. And their words give me so much hope and they make me stronger.
I am becoming more and more confident in myself, because of them. I am becoming more and more happy, because of them.
They’re music is so beautiful and it eases my mind and my soul. I literally get butterflies when I hear Tyler sing and I get goosebumps when I hear Josh play the drums.
Josh and Tyler are such a huge part of my life and I probably wouldn’t be here if they didn’t convince me and convince and convince me again to not overdose.
I love them so much. I love them for them and I love everything about them, and their words and their music.
They mean everything to me. So don’t tell me I’m obsessed.
They are the last thing I’m holding onto and if I lost them, or let go of them, I’d be dead.
I am not obsessed. I am dedicated. And I believe in their words more than anything. Their words make me believe in myself. And that’s really important to me.