stay with someone who makes you happy

find someone who will

- make you laugh like no one else

- stay up late with you when you want to talk about things

- wipe away your tears

- surprise you with hand-picked flowers and love letters

- hug you when you need it most

- make you realise what the songs and quotes are about

- give you reasons to stay alive and be happy

:for every writer on tumblr:

I hope you meet someone, someday, who makes you write about things that make you happy rather than unhappy.
I hope you meet someone, someday, who makes you write about love instead of heartbreak and people who chose to stay instead of leave.
I hope you meet someone, someday, who makes you want to write about the feelings that make you feel alive right now rather than the feelings that make you feel dead.

—  tenth of march

If you are young and lost - things I’ve learned so far in college:

1. Do not go looking for validation of your beauty or self-worth from a boy. If you do not already believe in your own worthiness, it can only be dangerous to try to find it from someone else.
2. No one is going to look at you and see all the flaws that are constantly running through your head.
3. Don’t ever regret trying. For once, don’t be the fearful one. Someone needs to be the fearless one. Let it be you.
4. Always be as confident as you are on your good days.
5. Remind yourself that you do have good days. When a good day happens, be grateful and don’t forget it.
6. Forming relationships with people will help you grow and learn. No matter what kind of relationships or how they come to be or end.
7. You are better than you used to be, and you should be proud of yourself.
8. Talking about it with a friend will make you feel better.
9. You are important. You can’t let yourself forget that. You’ve suffered for too long doubting that you were important.
10. There are things that make you love life. When the weather is nice, when someone tells you that you are good at something, when you choose to socialize, when you get a good grade, when you try a new food, when you discover a new song.
11. Compliment people. It will make them happy, and it will also make you happy.
12. Nobody is perfect. Everyone has their insecurities. Fake it till you make it. Fake that you have confidence until you actually do have confidence.
13. Don’t be disappointed if someone doesn’t like you like you were hoping. There are/will be people who do like you a tremendous amount.
14. Don’t be so focused on appearances, but do have the confidence that you are not ugly.
15. There’s no point in comparing yourself to another girl, especially if you don’t know her.
16. Don’t take your friends for granted.
17. Don’t regret staying up late with friends, even if you have school or work the next morning. These nights make college memorable.
18. The less you eat processed foods, the happier you will be. Buy natural foods and cook them yourself.
19. There are people who love you, so why is it that hard for you to love yourself?
20. Always make eye contact and watch your body language.
21. Picking at your skin when you’re stressed about something else is a stress reliever at the moment but you will ALWAYS regret it right after.
22. Don’t let other people ruin your favorite songs.
23. There’s nothing wrong with enjoying meaningless sex. But be prepared for the nights you find yourself feeling unfulfilled and wondering if you don’t deserve more.
24. Sometimes in life you have to hurt someone. But always put yourself first above any boy.

—  screwful 
How to do a sigil

Yes hello I am a Alex and this is a thing of how I do a witchcraft. If you do this a certain way feel free to not listen. If you don’t like the way I do it lit, donut do it this way :3 that is all

What is a sigil?

“an inscribed or painted symbol considered to have magical power.” -google
aka a digital or physical painting/drawing/craving/or anything with a design that is given a certain meaning by the person who made it.

What are sigils used for?

The maker draws a doodle (more or less) and charges it with their intent. 

Can anybody make one?

Anyone :3

How complicated does it have to be/look like?

It shouldn’t be that hard or pretty, as long as it pleases you it is fine

What materials do you gotta use?

Whatever you got. digital or physical. Paper and pencil/pen/blood/wax/anything - Wood drawing things/knife to carve
Literally a n y t h i n g

Do sigils have to be aesthetically pleasing?

Nope :3 just has to have meaning it you/someone you’re making it for

Do you have to be a witch to use sigils?

No you don’t. It’s up to you and your beliefs 

Where can you put sigils?

*cracks knuckles* Shoes, binders, behind phone cases, under tables, under chairs, on your nails with sharpies then put nail polish over it, in your car, in a pillow, draw them on yourself (thighs, stomachs, arms, whatever), clothes tags, out of ketchup on your food, literally anything and everything you can think of

Can I cut out a sigil for a keychain or somethin?

Yes, and you can put them on your alter, hang em in a car, etc 

Can you use sigils in spells?

Yes you can, just like tarot cards and oracle cards

Can you have two different sigils for the same thing?

Yes you can (ex.  if you have one for happiness, but want to make another one for happiness, you can draw a different design) (ex. 2- if you see someone make one to ward off depression and want to make one for the same reason, you can make one but with a different design)

How do you “activate” a sigil?

As soon as you draw it, it’s activated. However if you want to give it a little umph, you can bury them, burn them, submerge it in water, etc. If burning you can wafe (is that even a word) an object through the smoke to charge it with your intent

Are sigils used for cursing/hexing too?

Sure can be, up to you and your beliefs/craft

What all can you use sigils for?

Everything. happiness, good luck, help to study, anti*illness*, help your plants grow, help your phone battery last longer, help Kendall to not be a bitch, the list is endless

And finally, how do you a sigil?

  1. Understand what you want the sigil for, I would suggest a simple one at first so I’m going to explain how to do it for happiness
  2. Gather your resources, again I’m doing a easy one so I am going to “use” a pencil and paper
  3. Get in the mindset of the intent you are going for, so this one is happy. Maybe do some stretching before and clear your mind
  4. Now that you’re all razzle dazzled in a happy mood, close you eyes and thing, what shape in happiness to you right in that moment. Do you thing it’s a bunch of lines or even as simple as a heart? Thing about it
  5. Now if you have trouble with step 4 (like I do, ADHD is a lil bitch) play some music that makes you happy or a movie. Does Frozen make you happy? Maybe draw a lil snowflake
  6. Now as fun as it is to draw an elaborate sigil, remember, this can go into your Grimoire or BoS for you to copy onto other things 

The most important thing now,

Magic requires consent

Please don’t put “Make Justin love me”

Instead you can put “Attract someone who would love me that has the same traits as Justin”


Stay safe beans and happy sigiling!

(is that a word)

1. Let go of anyone that doesn’t make you feel happy and cut the ties, no matter how good of a friend that person was. If they no longer make you feel good, if they no longer make an effort to stay in contact, make sure to distance yourself. Maybe things will relax in time, maybe they won’t. But don’t waste your time on someone who doesn’t care.
2. Don’t try to run from pain. Don’t shut it out. Face it, cry, scream, throw a pillow at the wall - do whatever makes you feel better, then try to find closure and start over. You can’t outrun pain, it will catch up to you sooner or later.
3. Take care of yourself. You are important. Don’t neglect your own needs because you’re so focused on putting the people you love first.
4. Accept your flaws, your scars and the mistakes you made. Embrace them. They make you who you are.
5. Tell people how you feel about them. I have a hard time taking my own advice, but I know what it’s like to regret not opening up to someone only to be confronted with the situation that you no longer can. There is so much to gain, nothing to lose.
6. Don’t be scared to dream. If there is something you want to do with your life, don’t let someone else’s opinion stop you.
7. Be patient. If I have learned anything this year, it’s that everything moves at its own pace, whether it’s the amount of time your heart needs to heal or the weeks or months or years you need to move on. Small steps, always.
8. Forgive others - and forgive yourself. Forgiving doesn’t equal forgetting, it doesn’t mean that you should accept destructive and abusive behaviour from someone else (or yourself, for that matter). Forgiving sets your soul free. You’ll feel lighter and better.
9. Read more. Books are magical. There is no easier way to escape your own thoughts for a couple of hours than reading.
10. Make time for people you love. Distance means nothing if you keep them close to you in your heart. Talk to them, text them, ask them how they are and what they’ve been up to and also: listen to them. It’s so important to listen.
—  10 things to keep in mind for 2017
n.j.
Types of Romantics (Check Venus)

Aries: Clingy romantic. Very possessive over you. Doesn’t want you to talk to anyone else. Always wants to talk to you. Will defend you. Always wants to be right so they’ll get mad at you, but still love you

Taurus: Passionate romantic. CAN BE MORE KINKY THAN SCORPIO. Wants you to be happy and fed at all times. Pampers you with motherly love, but hot in bed

Gemini: Intellectual romantic. Wants someone who will be relatable but is also completely different. Wants to challenge their minds. Will challenge your temper but it keeps things exciting

Cancer: Exciting romantic. Wants excitement and honesty in conversation, be it a deep and serious conversation or a fun and weird one. Be able to change things up; sometimes going out and sometimes staying home and chillin’

Leo: Bold romantic. Very straight forward to his/her partner in everything (literally). Very clear in what they want. Will accommodate to your needs to make sure you’re happy- but you must tell them so

Virgo: Compromising romantic. Very busy and whines a lot. Must be able to think about their lover not only themselves. Is very busy but will make time for you

Libra: Demanding romantic. Wants everything to be perfect. Wants to make you a better person, no matter how hard it’ll be to do so. Will always listen to you

Scorpio: Rational romantic. Knows exactly when to do what. Can be very serious and enigmatic at times. They don’t hate you, they’re just thinking about things. Can get very saucy in the bed

Sagittarius: Flighty romantic. Not always there. Loves you nevertheless. Needs to understand that they can be wrong too. Has to be willing to calm down and settle down

Capricorn: Quiet romantic. Won’t always say it or act like it but they do love you. Puts you first. Makes sure you’re okay even if s/he isn’t there all the time

Aquarius: Royal romantic. Expects you to treat them like a queen or king. Will treat you like one too. Wants the best. Can’t put up with any bullshit

Pisces: Understanding romantic. Will embrace all of your flaws and bad traits with the hope that you will do the same. Will glorify you but won’t expect you do to the same- you should though; they’re pretty great

The kind of friends they are

Aries: They make good friends, durable and loyal, even if they get upset or get angry easily.

Taurus: Sometimes a bit too individualistic, but still there if you need them.

Gemini: Cool, friendly, funny, engaging, but not always present for serious things.

Cancer: Soft, nice, but with a tendency to be overbooked, even for you.

Leo: The perfect mate to party until the end of the night, a little less to help you put away after.

Virgo: If you respect them, they will be the best friend in the world, otherwise they can be infernal.

Libra: Often very busy, sometimes for unnecessary things, but once with you they stay with you.

Scorpio: fabulous friends who always pay attention to you. They can also be your best enemies.

Sagittarius: Someone always happy and positive, a little immature, they will make you laugh or make you crazy.

Capricorn: The quiet buddies, who get fucked a bit but not too much, just what it takes to be cool.

Aquarius: They make great friends but their sharp opinions can sometimes cause tension.

Pisces: The kind to repair your computer if it caught a virus, always there to give you a hand.

If You're feeling dysohoric

These things help me, at least. 💛

• Draw yourself shirtless, with a chest you should have
• Lay in bed shirtless (with an exercise bra) this helps me sometimes, (ftm) as long as i avoid mirrors.
• Sing p!atd with your manly wonderful voice hitting all the deep notes in death of a bachelor.
• Sing some dodie with your soft, angelic voice.
• Write a song/poem about your feelings.
• Sleep.
• Hug a cat.
• Take your pants off and wear boxers/panties.
• If you dont have boxers, wear shorts.
• If you dont have panties, wear a big shirt/sweater and see how cute you look, someones gonna see you in your big shirt one morning and love it. • Use makeup to make your jawline more prominent, or your face more feminine. (Helps me anyway.)
• PACK (you could use like socks or whatever, it helps)
• Take shirtless selfies chest up.
• Paint your feelings
• Learn a song.
• If you’re in a situation where all your clothes are feminine, or all masculine, write a story about a girl who dressed masculine and achieved great things, or visa versa.

I’ll put a list of songs that help my dysphoria in another post. Please stay happy

Ten Women I Have Been Warned Against Becoming:

1. The Girl Who Takes Up Too Much Space, always, her shoulders too wide in stairwells, her hips too big in doorways, her voice too loud in classes. This woman does not understand the art of crumbling, of curling herself tight like the spiral of a fern, soft, delicate, unwilling to reach out the ivy of her fingers to grasp onto what should rightfully be hers. This is a beast, an elephant, a moving mountain and she is capable of flattening you, she is capable of ruining you, she is capable of making you feel as small and insignificant in her life as she is supposed to be. You are this woman’s footnote to history, you are her side note in song lyrics, you are constantly interrupted by her with a witty joke you wish you thought of. I asked what the problem was with being a steamroller instead of a sunflower and I was laughed down.

2. The Beautiful One, the long hair or the slim waist or the pretty eyes or the lips like bowstrings. This woman looks good in everything because she’s confident in whatever you put her in. She’ll cut her hair short on you no matter how you like it, she’ll wear high heels and step on your opinions, she’ll look hot as hell no matter what size she is. See, the reason you can’t trust her is because women like this don’t need your permission, they’ll do as they please and get away with it. They’ll say no to you, over and over. Teach your daughters that beautiful means dangerous, teach them to distrust women who love themselves. Equate beautiful with vapid, equate pretty with stupid, take their power from them. Say they’re vain for their makeup, refuse to see them without it. These women are snakes, they are serpents. I said maybe the problem lies with you being unable to control yourself and was told to get off my pedestal.

3. A Bitch. Women are supposed to be ladies in the street but will tear skin under sheets. I’m told: Never raise your voice. Speak gently. Submit. Hold your opinion against your lips and when you admit to it, make sure it comes out as a butterfly wing suggestion. Don’t disagree. Don’t undermine someone else’s authority, regardless of whether or not they deserve your respect. Someone touches you, just move away from them. Don’t hit. Don’t talk back. Be like the ruins of Rome, only beautiful if you can’t hear your quiet death.

4. The Needy One. I have heard how others spit when they talk about how she gave you everything and you shoved it back down her throat until she choked on it, until she came back crawling and asked you what she did, until her palms and knees were scraped for want of just a little affection - never be this woman, I’m told, because she’s a joke and the joke is that she dared to have more emotion than you did. The truth is, I’m told, the one who cares less in a partnership is the one who wins. I didn’t know this was a competition.

5. The Cock Tease, certified stripper, how dare that girl look like that and not want me to sleep with her. Lust is always personified as a lady in red with a dress slit up her thigh. Lust is sinful because it’s power, it’s not asking for attention - it’s demanding it. I’m told she is the worst kind of woman, that looking good is supposed to be some kind of shame on her kin. I’m told not to leave the house in such a short skirt, not with a shirt so low, not with a lace back, not with high heels, not dressed like that. My lipstick can’t be too red, my hair can’t be too mussed, I can’t just “turn someone on like that and then leave them wanting.” I mentioned that instant gratification actually ruins our psyche and was told that being led on was “exhausting.” I said that there was a difference between purposefully tricking someone into liking you and just being attractive or friendly. I was told there’s also a difference between coffee and tea but both result in caffeine. I said, “I’ve been turned on in class by the girls I talk to but I didn’t expect anything from them,” and they said, “It’s different, you’re not a man,” but couldn’t explain where that difference was.

6. A Slut, obviously ruined by another person’s touch. It doesn’t matter how many people she’s actually been with, it’s all about the rumors she carries with her. Easy. Harlot. You’ll still try to get with her, you’ll still take her into your bed and kiss her and say things you don’t mean - but you’ll defame her name when you talk to your buddies. My father used to say “A slut is fine for the night, but the virgin is who you take home and marry.” Maybe he didn’t know he was teaching his daughter to hate her sexuality. Maybe he didn’t know that every time she’d be kissed, her whole system would shake until she felt ready to combust, shame and self-hatred shivering against her spine. Maybe he didn’t know she’d disconnect emotions and sex because he always told her, “Boys are different, they won’t care about you.” Nobody said to her that it was okay to experiment. See, the funny thing is, I’m a dancer so I know exactly where my center of gravity is. I know how hard I’ll fall in each direction. Yet out of fear of getting hurt, I won’t let a single person inside of my bed.

7. The Soulmate. Never love romance more than you love being cynical. Never show weakness, never like pink, never think maybe you might find someone nice and settle down with them. Someone will find you, I was told, And if you’re lucky, he’ll put up with you when you start getting old. Never be the woman who believes in happily ever after, never be dumb enough to think maybe someone could love you after all of your mistakes. It has nothing to do with whether or not a family is important to you and you’re in a good place where a relationship would make your life better - you’re not a princess. You don’t get married, you settle.

8. The Girl With Strength, who can outrun everyone and who is stronger than her boyfriend. “See the thing about boys,” says my daddy, “Is that you have to let them win.” I sat at home and read stories about Artemis and wanted to become the huntress, too. I wanted to howl at the moon, I wanted to slay the beasts that bested me, I wanted to rule my kingdom with bloody fists. But girls are never athletes, never supposed to be “built,” regardless of the fact civilizations were constructed on our spines and we made homes in war by the steel of our ribs. Never be strong. We are supposed to wilt.

9. The Lady CEO: because if you choose work over family, are you really a girl? How dare you fight your way to the top through every pair of eyes that bore through your blouse, through every meeting where you were hushed by the sound of someone else talking, through every time someone called you “sweetie,” how dare you yearn for something. Is your husband the stay-at-home one? I can’t imagine how that is going. He’s not a real man, after all. I don’t give it long before the divorce. How dare you decide you’re happy being single. Don’t you know you’re supposed to bear children. Where is your honor? Where is your wisdom? Who cares if you are the leader, the best suited for your position, the quickest-thinking, the one who makes the hardest clients come back again. Don’t you see? Across history, women have been terrible at success. They always lose their man in the end. (When I said, “I would rather be a famous author than a mediocre mother,” I was told, “No, don’t worry, you’ll be a fine mommy.”)

10. THE GIRL I AM: FIRECRACKER AND DON’T YOU FUCKING FORGET IT I’LL RIP YOU TO SHREDS AND I WON’T FUCKING REGRET IT I’M NOT YOUR PRETTY GIRL I’M NOT YOUR ANYTHING I’M PERFECT, MOTHERFUCKER, AND I’M NOT GOING TO GIVE UP WHAT I’M DOING. I DON’T WANT TO BE “LADYLIKE” THAT LITERALLY MEANS NOTHING I’M NOT GOING TO STOP STANDING UP AND DEMANDING WHAT’S COMING TO ME. I’M GONNA BE SOMEBODY. I’M GONNA MAKE THEM REMEMBER ME. I REFUSE TO BE OVERSHADOWED IN HISTORY. I DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU WERE TRYING TO CREATE BUT YOU MADE ME A DRAGON YOU PUT ME IN THE FIRE AND WHEN I STOPPED BURNING I LEARNED HOW TO GLOW DON’T THINK YOU CAN STOP ME YOU CAN’T TAME A TORNADO.

—  In respectful response to a poem tilted, “Ten men women have warned me against becoming.” /// r.i.d
the signs as french words

aries: brûler - to burn something down with fire
taurus: épanoui - something or someone that is joyful or radiant
gemini: loufoque - a wild, crazy or far-fetched idea
cancer: avoir le mal de quelqu’un - missing someone so much to the point you get sick over it
leo: l’esprit d’escalier - thinking of a perfect reply to someone when it’s too late
virgo: seigneur-terraces - a cafe customer who spends a lot of time at the table but spends little money
libra: retrouvailles - the happiness you get when you see someone again after a long time
scorpio: noceur - someone who stays out late at a party or someone sleeping late/barely sleeping at all
sagittarius: dépaysement the feeling of being in another country
capricorn: mettre en valeur - to show something off in its best light or to re-arrange the place to make it more beautiful
aquarius: sortablesomeone you can take anywhere without being embarrassed
pisces: flâner - to stroll around aimlessly without a purpose or care

Wait for someone who makes grocery shopping fun. Someone who you don’t mind staying in with on a Friday night doing laundry while sitting on the living room floor eating bad Chinese. Wait for someone who makes you happy to be alive because 50 years from now, that’s all that’s going to matter.
— 



Excerpts from the book I’ll never write #356

04/12/2017

7:17 pm

The Signs As Types of Romantics

Aries: Clingy romantic. Very possessive over you. Doesn’t want you to talk to anyone else. Always wants to talk to you. Will defend you. Always wants to be right so they’ll get mad at you, but still love you

Taurus: Passionate romantic. CAN BE MORE KINKY THAN SCORPIO. Wants you to be happy and fed at all times. Pampers you with motherly love, but hot in bed

Gemini: Intellectual romantic. Wants someone who will be relatable but is also completely different. Wants to challenge their minds. Will challenge your temper but it keeps things exciting

Keep reading

Oblivious

Requested By: Anonymous

hi! can u do one where the reader is related to bucky or nat and the avengers know about peter’s major crush and sticks the reader and peter in one room until he confesses??

Pairing: Peter Parker x Reader

Description: Everyone in the Avengers building knew you and Peter both liked each other, it was obvious, except to the both of you. It got to the point where everyone was just waiting for you two to get together, so Bucky decided to take matters into his own hands.

Warnings: It’s so dorky?? And awkward aw

Word Count: 2,311

A/N: AHHHHHH, this was so cute to write and aw it’s soooo dorky I freaking lOVE IT. I hope you enjoy :)))))

Originally posted by tomshollandss

You woke up to the sound of your alarm blasting your eardrums out, you had to put it on full volume, otherwise you would hit snooze and go back to sleep.

You groggily got out of your warm bed, mentally cursing school for ruining your happiness of what is sleeping peacefully.

You did your usual routine, not putting in much effort for school, because who was there really to impress? If someone did actually like you then at least you knew they genuinely liked you for you.

You walked out of your room, sweatpants and a t-shirt on, your hair in a messy bun, some mascara on your lashes and you were ready to go.

“Well doesn’t someone look happy to be alive today.” Nat teased, making you glare at her as you filled your mug with coffee.

You were a heavy coffee drinker, you tried to tell yourself it was because you were just a teenager and you needed it to stay awake, but you knew deep down it was because you lived at the Avengers building, and they weren’t exact the quietest people ever.

“How many cups do you go through a day? It can’t be healthy.” Steve commented, making you roll your eyes as you poured some cream and sugar into the mug.

“Enough to keep me awake and moving.” You added bitterly, giving them a clear fake smile as you exited the kitchen.

“See you later, gotta go.” You muttered, grabbing your backpack and leaving the house, taking a deep breath of the cool autumn air.

Autumn was your favorite season, it was when the colors of the leaves changed, when you could start wearing skinny jeans and warm sweaters, when you could wear cute scarfs, basically everything about Autumn was fascinating to you.

You walked down the sidewalk to the subway, your mug still firm in your grasp, you needed to wake up, you couldn’t afford to be moody at school today, you’d already gotten in trouble many times before.

You soon reached your stop, hopping off the subway, walking up to the school, taking a good look before bracing yourself to enter.

“Hey Y/N!” Someone shouted, you gave a brief wave, while sipping your coffee.

“Y/N, did you see that Carly and Eric are dating?” Someone else shouted, making you shrug and walk away.

You didn’t know why people were so intent on talking to you, you wished they’d just leave you all alone.

You walked into class, sitting down in your seat, placing your mug of coffee on the table, before resting your head against the cold surface.

“Y/N..” A voice mumbled, making you let out a groan and turn to see who was trying to interrupt your miniature nap.

“Yes?” You muttered, before locking eyes with the all too famous brown ones.

“I uh, um, you’re in my seat?” Peter smiled slightly, making your eyes widen slightly, as you sat up, and sure enough you were in his seat.

“Sorry, that’s so embarrassing.” You apologized, grabbing your belongings and moving to the other seat, yes, you both did next to each other, but it was still awkward since you were basically sprawled out on his side.

“N-No! It’s fine, I mean, it’s cool. N-No worries.” Peter stammered, his cheeks a light shade of pink, but you were too tired to notice.

Class soon started and you were bored out of your mind, normally you loved Chemistry, mixing chemicals together and creating something, but today all you did was take notes and you were doing your best to not fall asleep right then and there.

Peter could sense your tired state, in fact he knew just how tired you were since he was actually at the Avengers building those previous nights.

He knew you could barely get any sleep because Tony kept throwing ’friendly gatherings’ which is more a huge party.

“Y/N, hey.” Peter mumbled, placing his hand on your shoulder, shaking you slightly as your eyes reopened, your vision a bit blurry since you had been zoning out.

“Hmm?” You hummed, glancing over at him, your eyes locking for a brief second before he looked away.

“You were falling asleep.. Again..” He whispered, glancing at you as you yawned.

“Yeah, I know.” You sighed, rubbing your forehead, before continuing your note taking, there were certain moments you were thankful for Peter, and this was one of them.

He always seemed to know when you needed him, it was like he could sense it, sure you knew he was Spider-Man, but his senses were for when he knew people were in trouble, and the last you checked you were totally fine, except maybe sleep deprived.

You made a mental note to kill Tony later.

Your classes went by in a blur, you had gone to your English class, fell asleep there, went to lunch, took another nap, also where Peter once again woke you up as lunch was ending, then to History, where you once again found yourself sleeping, then lastly your Math class, where once again Peter saved you from being caught sleeping.

It was getting to the point where Peter was worried for you well-being, each time he saw you all day you looked even worse than before, he knew you drank coffee, but that didn’t even seem to be helpful today.

Normally when he saw you, you looked brighter and happier, of course with your coffee in your hand too, but whenever you’d see each other a huge smile would appear on your face, making his heart race.

But today was different, he’d spent the entire day worrying about you, making sure you were okay and not zoning out too much.

Everyone knew Peter liked you, it was as obvious as it could be, except to you, you seemed to be the only one who couldn’t see what everyone else did.

The final bell rang, meaning school was over, and you could go home and take the nap you dreadfully needed.

You were quick to exit the building, however Peter and Ned were right behind you, just making sure you were okay.

“Dude, what is with her today? She fell asleep during English and History.” Ned commented, making Peter’s eyes fill with worry.

“I know, she zoned out in Chem, and then fell asleep in Math.” Peter bit his lip nervously, watching as you impatiently waited for the subway.

“I bet you helped her didn’t you.” Ned wiggled his eyebrows at Peter, making his eyes widen, and hit his best friend.

“Why don’t you just announce it to the whole world Ned.” Peter whisper shouted, making Ned snort out in response.

“Bro, everyone knows you have a thing for Y/N, it’s clear as day.” Ned laughed, before walking to the subway that had arrived, Peter rolling his eyes as he followed behind.

You however were sitting on the subway, your head leaning against the window as your eyes fell shut.

Peter saw you asleep once again, and there was no way he was going to let anything happen to you, therefore, he sat down in the seat next to you, and rode the subway all the way to the Avengers building.

Once arrived, he shook your shoulder slightly, making your eyes slowly open, then look to see who woke you, a smile spreading across your lips as you saw it was Peter.

“We gotta stop meeting like this Parker.” You joked lightly, making him laugh with you as you both got up and off the subway.

You both walked into the building, your mind snapping into reality as you went on the hunt for Tony.

“I’ll be right back, make yourself at home, which you basically kind of are already?” You laughed, making him laugh too, before you disappeared down the hallway.

“Parker! Just the man I was looking for.” Bucky grinned, making him gulp nervously.

“Uh, yes?” Peter questioned, as Bucky wrapped his arm around his shoulders, walking him into the kitchen where Natasha and Steve were both sitting.

“So we’re just going to cut to the chase, you like Y/N, which is so painfully obvious so don’t even try to deny it.” Nat gave him a look, making his cheeks tint bright red.

“Therefore, you need to tell her already so she can stop talking about you all day long it’s extremely irritating.” Nat groaned, making Steve laugh while Bucky rolled his eyes, Peter however felt his face on fire.

“You see Peter, Y/N, she’s my sister, whether you knew that or not, but I like to protect my family, and since she’s the only family I have left, I will do whatever it takes to make sure she’s happy.” Bucky sat Peter down on a chair, him sitting across, watching Peter intently.

“I-I would n-never hurt her.” Peter stammered out, his eyes wide filled with fear, he wouldn’t ever admit it, but Bucky scared the shit out of him, he had heard of him when he was the Winter Soldier, which was even more terrifying.

“Good, as long as it stays that way, I won’t have a problem with you dating my sister. But if you hurt her, I will kill you.” Bucky threatened, making Peter’s heart stop for a brief moment as Bucky started to laugh, making Peter nervously laugh with him.

“Now since that’s over, we need to go, you stay here, okay?” Steve grinned mischievously, as they all stood up, leaving Peter alone in the kitchen.

“Bucky! Quit pushing me! I promise I wasn’t going to hit him that hard!” Peter heard Y/N yelling down the hallway, he chuckled to himself knowing you had found Tony and apparently got caught before you could act out your feelings.

“Go, talk, mingle, I don’t know what young teens to anymore.” Bucky groaned, pushing you into the kitchen and blocking the door.

“H-Hey Y/N..” Peter stuttered, making your eyes light up at the sight of him.

You weren’t going to lie, you had a thing for your brunette haired friend, he was super cute and adorable and you always wanted to squish his face.

“Hey, did they scare you at all?” You laughed, sitting down next to him at the table.

“A bit, not going to lie.” He chuckled, making you groan and laugh.

“But they did tell me a few things, which is why I need to tell you something.” Peter played with his fingers nervously, instantly making you anxious.

You knew you shouldn’t have trusted them with your secrets, you expected since they were Avengers they could keep a tiny secret, but nope, you were wrong.

“Y/N, I really like you, I have for a while, and every time I see you my heart races and you’re so beautiful and.. Will you go out with me?” Peter smiled nervously, making you blush and look at him happily.

“Peter, I really like you too.” You whispered, grabbing one of his hands gently, before giggling quietly to yourself.

“And I would love to go out with you.” You smiled, creating a goofy smile on his face too.

“Thank god, I was so nervous.” Peter blurted out, making the two of you laugh.

“Lord, that was long, so glad that is over, you all are terrible at hiding your emotions you know? Everyone knew you liked each other, except for you two, you were both so oblivious.” Natasha laughed, walking into the kitchen with Steve and Bucky.

You both just blushed, embarrassed, but you didn’t mind at the same time, you finally had your crush, and he had his, and you both couldn’t be any happier.

Signs + Love (anime edition)

+ Just a post on signs confessing / how they react to their crush based off the shojo mangas and anime I’ve watched through my lifeless years. (that was a joke!)
P.S.
Girls: Moon and Venus
Boys: Sun and Mars
*Also dominant

Aries:

An Aries will most likely confess straight-forwardly, they’ll get angry but be okay with it when you tease them. Their hints are quite obvious when they like someone, they don’t like to play games unless the person they like is very shy. Will blurt out things without thinking and can cause them to blush. Very courageous, they don’t sugarcoat anything. If they tell you something or anything, they MEAN it. Around their crush they’ll be very playful and energetic. Most likely that anime character who always rubs the back of their neck and has a wide smile, also waves at their crush. They will show a lot of concern also, and will do anything for you, your health, and your security.

Taurus

A Taurus is very teasing and a prankster. They like to see the reactions out of their crush. Once they caught someone that interests them they won’t budge. Likes to annoy their crush and say the most weirdest things. Will sometimes take the challenge of poking your temper. It takes patience for a Taurus, they want to take things slow, because they want to see if you’ll be there for them no matter what they put you through. Can be playful flirts, and will be very stubborn with everything you say. Will most likely deny their feelings for you for a while. Can also keep things to themselves, so when they say something based off what they’ve gone through, or anything emotional this would be a big sign.

Gemini:

Hot and cold, they will be very confused about their feelings towards someone. They want to experience new things all the time, so if your relationship is just a routine then they won’t like it. Can be difficult to understand, so once they find someone who does they’ll end up falling for them. They’ll be very witty and will also be straight-forward with how they feel. Also like to learn new things, so if you rant about things you know and things you’ve discovered, or analyze things, they’ll find you very interesting. Sometimes they’ll rant about random things to their crush then sometimes they’ll end up distant. Can be very indecisive about their feelings as well so once they’ve made up their mind if they like you or not, their love attempts will be noticeable. Will look at you when you aren’t looking and act like you don’t exist but then they’ll start feeling warm inside.

Cancer:

Cancers don’t fall in love too easily, but when they do, they seek people who are nurturing and someone they can basically look up to. They want someone to text them if they’ve arrived home safely, or makes sure that they took their medicine while they’re sick. They’ll be quite shy to confess because they’ll be scared of rejection since they finally found home within their crush. They will act uncomfortable/nervous around their crush like if their blood pressure is rising up. Will plan a conversation in their head before talking to their crush, may kind of manipulate you in some type of way. But only manipulate you because they took interest in you.

Leo:

A Leo is confident with every little action they do. They’re needy and will probably be that one person who has muted everyone else’s contact besides yours (jokes). Their flirting is quite obvious, and no one could really question when a Leo likes you or not. Leo’s are loyal and will treat you higher than anybody else. Lots of spoiling even if their crush and a Leo aren’t official yet. Gets angry or starts raging when someone hurts or lays a finger on their crush. Very jealous and will deny it because of their pride. Very energetic and silly around their crush; their interest for somebody is so obvious that when they see their crush you can see their pupils enlarge. 

Virgo:

Cautious with those around them, and will observe every little detail about who they like. Will remember the little things, so when they bring it up, it means something. Straight-forward with their feelings, and it’s a possibility that they fall in love with people easily. They want someone who will help them improve and someone to be their perfect piece. They are also very picky with people, but sometimes it won’t really matter. Really cutesy and cliche. Flirts in a really sly way, where it’s a bit unnoticeable unless you already know how they act. Also quite confident, they will tell you they like you when they know it’s the perfect time to confess.

Libra:

Libras are known for being very flirtatious and bouncing from a person to another person, but once they have found true feelings for someone they’ll be very patient and understanding towards them. They aren’t prone to confessing or confessing much often to those they REALLY like, when they do so, it has whole meaning to it. They want someone they can stick to and experience a lot with, a stable relationship where the two will act like bestfriends. Will tease their crush and expect them to snap back. Can also be confusing but they just want someone who knows them well enough, someone who knows when something is wrong or when they’re acting different. The type of person to stay quiet in loving situations and start blushing. They’re all about love so any small affection will make them happy. Will act very talkative and smiley around their crush as well.

Scorpio:

Scorpios are intensively jealous and tense with their own feelings. They show their feelings in the most smallest ways. One of the signs who are very straight-forward about their feelings. Can be difficult, and will find ways to make sure it’s okay to trust you. Around their crush, they’ll give intense glares and there will be lots of staring. Very protective and caring. Scorpios are like puzzle pieces and people just have to figure them out in a strategical manner. They won’t rush into things, unless they don’t have true feelings for you. Patient and reserved in relationships. Sometimes can come off mean but that isn’t their true intention. In fact, you might notice when a Scorpio like you when they treat others differently/harshly and treat you in a better manner.

Sagittarius:

Flirty and free-loving, will definitely come off confident. They are in between being shy and being straight-forward. Will take their time to know you, and to fall for you. They also like to be charming and will tell their crush flirty jokes. Very playful and caring. A Sagittarius is very warm and comforting so sometimes it’ll be hard to know when they actually like you in any way. It’ll usually be a gut feeling with this sign. Can be very clumsy around their crush, and before they can state their in love with someone they’ll just want to have a fun relationship. Will be very talkative around their crush and start cracking up joke, and telling funny stories to bring a smile on someone they have feelings for.

Capricorn:

A Capricorn is known to be serious all the time, but once someone opens up their joking side it’s a whole new person under them. They’ll be straight-forward with who they feel but they’ll say it in a more proper way, like “I have caught interests in you.” They’ll take their relationships like if it were planned, and once they have taken interests it’ll be very slow and calming. There is no rush with a Capricorn. You’ll see a less serious side once you’ve got to know them, they like to make smart remarks and insult you in the most non hurtful way. But usually they are really smooth flirts, they know what they want and they plan on getting it. You only know when a Capricorn likes you is when they tell you.

Aquarius:

An Aquarius isn’t the type to reveal their feelings, they’re most likely to be in-denial. Can be difficult to understand, because they are very cautious to who’d they want to share their feelings with. It’ll be hard to communicate with them and have them open up about their private life. But once an Aquarius likes someone they are very considerate lovers. It’ll be hard to know when this sign likes someone, usually they would start off from being friends then slowly taking care of you, keeping you entertained, until you’ve finally reached to the point where they speak about their deep feelings. This signs takes patience and shouldn’t let their difficulty discourage you.

Pisces:

Pisces are very shy and nervous around the people they like. Apparently around their crush they can sometimes end up stuttering (source: a Pisces boy). Can be found shaking their leg too much around their crush, or will stare at them from across the room and space out in their direction. Will find the courage to ask small things about you. They blush a lot when shown affection, and will take a while and courage for them to confess their feelings. Hide their feelings a lot, but when they talk about something endlessly they really like you. They don’t want you to think they’re boring so they’ll start asking a lot of questions sometimes.

Please continue to love me even if there are hundreds of walls built around me. Please continue to hold me even when I try to run away. Please continue to cherish me and remind me that I’m valuable. Please continue to stick by my side even if I act as if I’m in another world. Please continue to make memories with me for they remind me how lucky I am to have you. These memories will last forever and I never want to forget a single one of them. Please continue to put a smile on my face and make me laugh the way you do. Please continue to let me know that you’re hurting too, I want to be there for you forever and always. Please continue to accept all my personalities whether they’re dark, insane, or just plain ol’ happy. Please continue to be with me even if it may not last forever, all I need is right now. I know that I am not the ideal person to love, but I’m trying to be someone worthy of your heart. Never doubt my love for you because I love you so damn much. You really are my everything. This is a lot to ask, I know, but if you want to leave… know that I’ll be okay, I would never make you stay. I will fight for us but I will not force you to be with me. But above all else: please promise me that the moment I no longer make you smile, you will leave and find somebody else who makes you happy. Your happiness is what matters to me the most because isn’t that what love is? Placing one’s needs above your own?
—  Please promise me. // S.T
Reader and Protective Friendship with the Jocks

Request: Are you tacking any requests? Di mind doing one where the reader is super close to “Jocks”. Like dempsey,Justin,Jeff Monty and them. they are just protective of her and even though some of are kind asses to other people and maybe don’t always treat all the girls right,they are just different around her and like they party together,she knows about Justin’s hard home life,she protective over zach when people do him wrong,she keeps Monty in line when he gets too angry,she helps Jeff with studying

 

A/N: This was fun to write, I hope you like it!

 

Warnings: Mentions of violence, mentions of possessiveness

 

Reader and Protective Friendship with the Jocks…

  • You had been friends with the schools jocks since the beginning of high school. Your mum was best friends with Monty’s mum, and so you’d grown up together, and even though you didn’t have the natural ability to be popular and everyone thought he was way out of your league for friendship, you’d always been very close

  • You’d met many of the other jocks stopping their fights with Monty. You had such an ability to read people. You were able to jump in the middle of a fight, say a few words and have the boys walk away as best friends. Jeff was the only one you didn’t have to convince into friendship
  • You’d been like your own little family ever since. You, Monty, Zach, Justin, Jeff, and the little ones that come along with that, like Alex and Clay. You knew about Justin’s home life, and Zach’s loneliness. You helped Jeff study when Clay wasn’t around and you kept Alex company when all the other boys were at sports

  • The adults in the school worried about you a little. One everyday high school student often crammed in the middle of a table of four to five jocks and their respective friends as well, who all had reputations, teachers got suspicious. They’d pull you aside all the time and ask questions, but you couldn’t be more sure that these boys would never do anything to hurt you or make you uncomfortable
  • You helped all of them drop their walls. Jeff was originally the only one who wasn’t standoffish or particularly concerned with his jock image. You gave them all a happy place, somewhere they could all just be, without any pressures or societal expectations. They all became much more affectionate and loving people with your presence

  • At parties one of them would always stay sober, or close to it, usually Jeff. That way there was always someone there for you if you needed, and someone who could make sure the whole group got home safely. At least one of them would be with you at all times of the night. They knew what the other jocks were like, and they would never risk leaving you by yourself while the others were around, not because they didn’t think you could take care of yourself, but because they didn’t think you should have to in the first place
  • At the end of the night Jeff would drive you all to the local 24/7 fast food shop. You’d all sit there trying as hard as possible not to seem noticeably drunk, as it was kinda obvious you were underage. This would usually just lead to a lot of giggling while you all ate and discussed whatever interesting things you’d learnt at the party. It was always Jeff who had the interesting stories, you figured that he was just someone people easily trusted

  • Monty would usually end up crashing at your house after these parties. He was the type of drunk who had to eat and then drink, and if he ate again after, he’d be asleep within half an hour. You were both super lucky that your mums saw only the friendship you two had, and not the hormones, because that meant you could easily get away with sleepovers. You’d usually be a little hungover the next morning, and you’d cuddle until one of your mums made you pancakes for breakfast, then it was back to acting like you hadn’t just been drunk off your face
  • Justin would often hang around the house with you and Monty too. You knew his home life wasn’t great, and you’d dropped hints to your parents that Justin didn’t like being at home sometimes, and so he was always welcome in your abode. He’d almost always eat your fridge out while he was there, but you didn’t mind, he was a teenage boy, you’d learnt from Monty just how much they could eat

  • After a couple years of convincing, you finally got your parents to agree to having all the boys over for a sleepover. It totally wasn’t the boys thing at all, but you could talk them into anything. You transformed your lounge room into a giant slumber party, trying to make as many little beds as you could, but needing to make a couple of share beds. You figured it didn’t matter though, after a few years with you these boys were the worlds stereotype of a boy anymore, they didn’t mind being close to each other.
  • Jeff would often invite Clay to your get togethers, and just your luck he was always the first to turn up. He was the first boy aside from Monty and Justin that your parents met, and his nervousness and awkwardness put them to ease of course. He helped you gain a little more trust from them, and you were super grateful for it

  • Your first ever date was actually with Clay, and even though he’s clearly harmless, you can bet that the jocks were sat a few tables away keeping an eye on you. As you began to go on dates with other people too they were always there, which was a blessing sometimes when your date was a total bore, because they always had a plan to sneak you out of there
  • The down side was that you felt obligated to go to all of their games. The plus was that half of the boys played basketball and half played baseball, which meant that you always had a couple boys to sit and keep you company no matter what. Aside from cheering boys on through the games, you tended to eat a lot while you were there. It was a good way to pass the time

  • And you can bet that although the boys are protective of you they never let you feel like you’re the odd one out in the group. They’ll have eating contests with you, and wrestle (a little more gently than usual) with you, they’ll try and get you to join basketball and baseball practices with the other boys
  • But then they also spoil you too. You get massages and back tickles and they play with your hair. You always have someone to drive you around, and sweet talk your parents and help you sneak out at night

  • There are a few mixed opinions on your relationship with the boys from other students. Some of them have a few not so nice things to say, and occasionally call you names and make rude accusations. The boys are always there to fix that though, and they all have a different approach. Zach and Jeff are a lot calmer, they’ll use their words, but you can bet that Justin and Monty are ready to go in with fists
  • Zach will often treat you to dinner dates. Nothing fancy, just at the local diner. He often tells you a hundred times during the night how grateful he is for you being there, because sometimes he feels everyone just wants to be seen near him and no one wants to actually know him, and you’re always there the assure him that you adore him and that he’s one of your best friends in the world

  • Jeff is the one who usually takes you out to do cute things. Go to carnivals, get ice-cream. Jeff will come and pick you up and you’ll spend the day together, no rushing around anywhere, just relaxing and travelling around the city together, always stopping to take cute photographs together
  • Justin just likes to hang around home with you. You’ll usually make a big dinner if you know he’s coming over, because he absolutely loves home cooked food and never gets it. You mostly just sit across the table from him and look on with heart eyes at how happy and grateful he is over something so simple. He also gets along great with your parents, and your dad (the cook of the family) loves that Justin’s always complimenting his cooking

  • You and Monty don’t ever really change, you still have the same relationship you had as kids, but now you’re older. You’ll bicker a lot between each other, steal each other’s food, be clique best friends and tease each other in front of your crushes, go to concerts together, take late night adventures. You’re so comfortable with each other you’ll just walk into the others house whenever you visit, there’s no need to knock or anything anymore
  • The boys all have their own levels of relationship with each other. It’s tense at first, since most of them met off the back of an almost fight. It doesn’t take them long though to grow close. Spending time with you they get to see each other’s flaws and relate to each other, and they actually grow super close super quickly

  • You’re a number one priority to them all. It’s a small group of people- you, Zach’s little sister, yours and Monty’s parents and not many others. They’ll protect you with everything that they are. You can guarantee someone so much as looks at you wrong and Monty has fists raised, Justin and Zach not far behind him if he needs support, and you and Jeff are left to calm them down
  • Being the one to get in their fights then means sometimes you come out of it with a little bruise. This usually makes the boys even angrier and your job harder, but you figure it’s just a part of interrupting a high school boys fight. You’re also then the one to ice the boys bruises and clean up any bloody cuts that they have. You usually take this time to lecture them, but when they give you their puppy eyes you can’t help but give in and just help them

  • The boys also worry about you getting hurt in everyday things. They watch you on stairs, during sport, when you’re driving, sliding around the house in socks. You’re always yelling at them for it, if you do hurt yourself you won’t shatter after all, and sometimes you just want a little bit of space, and maybe you do occasionally want a cool bruise to show off.
  • Overall your friendship with the jocks is so supportive and protective. You’re the only person aside from each other who they’ve let themselves get close to. You’re like a little family and they’d do anything to keep you safe and make sure that no one ever hurts you


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Dear young closeted lgbt+ this Pride,

If you live in a household where a part of who you are is unholy, disgusting or unnatural to your family: Do not endanger yourself by getting caught up in the excitement of Pride. You see videos online of people cheering in the streets and waving their lovely flags. And you wish with all your heart that you can be there. You see someone at your school with a button or shirt that proudly proclaims that they are not afraid. This does not mean that you should not be afraid. You watch as a lovely couple kiss and hug each other. You hear the words of encouragement to participate in the festivities ‘if you are proud of who you are.’ You can be proud of yourself for staying strong and happy and safe. You do not have to be loud and proclaiming like them to be proud.
Prioritizing your safety or staying quiet during Pride does not make you Not-Proud. Prioritizing your safety during Pride does not make you any less valid.
I know that I hurts. I know that it hurts soooo bad. I know I know. I know every inch of you might want to join in and scream that you love who you love. I know you want to shout it from the rooftops. But you cannot right now. I know it hurts. I know it hurts. Hold on.
If you are not sure that you are proud at all. If coming out to your family at this time in your life only puts you in danger- don’t do it.
Do not fall for the pressures that Pride brings.
To all you closeted kids out there that are afraid: I am proud of you. I am so so proud of you for staying strong. I am so proud that you have kept a smile on your face and forgiveness in your heart and I’m so proud that you are not becoming bitter with resentment in your misery. I am proud of you for being responsible and waiting until the time is right and you are financially independent or living elsewhere. I am proud of you. Be proud this month. But be safe too. Happy June♡♡♡

[TRANS] 170721 HWASA’s Fancafe Reply to a High School MooMoo who is Having a Hard Time

You’ve gone through a lot. I wanted to speak comfortably to comfort you, but if I were to consider you as a dongsaeng, I would tell you to think of these emotions you’re feeling right now, the worries and pains, as a natural process that you must go through in order to become stronger.

If there are only good things in life, when you are faced with difficulties, you won’t be able to overcome it. Also, what I am saying right now might sadden you, but this is only the beginning. You might think that your most difficult times is during your third year in high school (T/N: when students need to take the college entrance exam), but after climbing over this mountain, you will actually see other mountains waiting for you. We all say to try to live, but why is the world so intense? hehe Am I right? You are bravely striving right now too.

If there is something you want to do, do it. Even if it might not come true, there will be something left that is worth trying your best to fulfill it. Of course, your parents’ opinions are important as well, but your judgement is entirely up to you. Although there will be responsibilities that come with it, you must bear with them yourself. This is something you must experience. Think of it as a growing tunnel that leads you to somewhere further. 

Problems with your family or friends, these normal friendship problems must have hurt you a lot. hehe For me as well, no matter how hard I tried to be loved by all, there were only a few [friends] who stayed behind~?? But I was sufficiently happy with my friends even when there were only a few of them!
These people are the ones who will run to you when you’re having a hard time until you die. I’m sure it will be the same for you. If you look closely, you will realize they are actually the people you treasure that you have forgotten. I sound like someone who has lived for 50 years kekekeke ^^

The difficult times only last for a while. There are no unfortunate people for life. The one who can make you unhappy is none other than yourself. The fact that you are not avoiding the situation, are hitting your head, worrying and in pain, to me you look awesome! You are a precious person! To me, the standard of life is myself. To you, the standard of life is yourself. 

Looks like I have written a lot.. though I am still inexperienced to give advice ^^
But even just for a bit, I hope you were able to cheer up. Whatever people say, you are still the best!

Trans by tgc. (@tgcnim)