stay with me i'm so lonely

I'm so tired of

- always being the one who cares more
- knowing i’ll always need them more than they need me
- feeling completely useless
- hating my reflection
- feeling painfully invisible
- having no idea what i’m going to do with my life
- people asking me what i want to do when i leave school
- being stressed, like all the time
- always looking at pretty people and feeling so angry and jealous because of how ugly i am
- feeling like if i died today, no one would notice… no one would care…

and there i lay in your arms wondering what you think about when you kiss me, wondering if you think about an ex lover or the chocolate ice cream you taste on my lips. wondering what you see when you close your eyes and your lips touch mine. wondering if you like the choas you see in my eyes. because all i kept wondering about in that moment was how i got so lucky that the guy i like is kissing me back.
—  w o n d e r i n g//nikitagupta
In Love And Death
  • "Who am I?"
  • "Where did I come from?"
  • "Why am I here?"
  • "Where am I going?"
  • "Get down"
  • "I'm lying to myself"
  • "Take my hand"
  • "Take my life"
  • "Take it away"
  • "I must have caught something"
  • "I can't stop itching"
  • "I'm not in love"
  • "You know it's not love"
  • "I'm right here with you"
  • "Just stay with me now"
  • "Let it bleed"
  • "Did you think that I was sober?"
  • "The most that I can do for you is keep on lying"
  • "I'm far from lonely"
  • "I remember every glance you shot me"
  • "I lost my head"
  • "Just say what you wanna say"
  • "I'm feeling so lonely"
  • "I'll let you know when I go"
  • "Get down and stay awake"
  • "It's hard to say that I was wrong"
  • "It's hard to say I miss you"
  • "Since you've been gone, it's not the same"
  • "Wake up"
  • "Do you wanna take me on?"
  • "I think I might just trust you, maybe"
  • "I am not afraid to die"
  • "Just look at me, look at me now"

anonymous asked:

Oh my gosh! I love Liam so much that boy deserves the whole world! We already knew how hard he had in the band I'm glad he's had a break from that. I was watching gaga's doc on Netflix and she talks about how lonely it is after everyone is gone and she's alone at night.. it just made me think im so happy liam and zayn had each other to get thru the hard times and find some joy in the chaos. "In all this bitterness u stay so sweet" 💛❤

OMG, yes I wholeheartedly agree, nonnie! I’m sure they all went through incredibly difficult times but I’m so grateful that they both had each other to lean on (and the other boys of course and vice versa).

I love that the boys and other celebs like LG have opened up about the dark side we never get to see. It’s a good reminder that these are regular people in extraordinary circumstances and that things aren’t always as pretty as they seem on the surface.

BTW, speaking of poignant and reassuring lyrics, whenever I think about all the difficulties they’ve endured, it makes even more sense why Zayn reaffirmed his commitment in DTD:

“But you’ll never be alone
I’ll be with you from dusk till dawn
I’ll be with you from dusk till dawn
Baby, I am right here
I’ll hold you when things go wrong
I’ll be with you from dusk till dawn
I’ll be with you from dusk till dawn
Baby, I am right here”

He knows that they can’t be together during the light of day, but from sunset to sunrise, when it’s finally just them two alone, no matter how ugly things get on the outside, Zayn will be there for his boy.

Ugh they’re just such a beautiful couple.

(I’m fine btw, really.) 

anonymous asked:

aaa ur post abt ur sister is so pure i miss mine so much she lives all the way in florida while i'm in new england and she's starting middle school where i went and i rly wanna b there for her but i can't :(

BIG MOOD… i chose a college only 30 minutes from home because emma is so young!! She’s just a baby! And I was lonely when I was her age so I want to stay nearby so I can stay in her life 😭😭😭

Emma recently started reading Warriors!! I pulled out all my old books for her, she’s going through them so fast lol. She likes to keep me updated about her progress, but it’s been so long since I read the books that I have to read the Wikipedia articles for the plot so we can talk about them lololol. When she was a baby, I named her Specklekit because she had a lot of freckles on her nose 🐱🐱🐱

I Want You- Dean Ambrose/Baron Corbin x Reader

||This will be a love triangle mini-series. I’ll try to make it very wolfy, cause y'all love.||

“Hey Y/N,” Baron quietly said as he took a quick seat beside you. You blushed and put your phone down, “Hey Baron. I don’t know if we can keep this going..” Your eyes hung as you felt a red flush fill your skin. You didn’t want to hear his response but it had to be done.

“Us being a couple? Is that it?” Baron questioned with a confused tone. You nodded in response. Baron wrapped his right arm around your waist to bring you closer, “you know I’m your mate right? We may not be together as a couple thing but we will be a traditional mated couple in the wolf sense.”

Your eyes darted to his, “But Dean said I’m his? Like I wanted to break what we have here off, to you know kinda start something stable with him.”

Baron took a deep breathe, your words cut his esteem a little but he wasn’t about to let you know. “Well, it seems we’re at an impasse. So he told you that you’re going to be his mate? Cause I mean if he did, you’re a special pup in the pack.”

“Special? Like having two mates? Shit that ain’t happening. I can only handle one guy at a time,” you laughed. Baron cocked his head, “Well it looks like you’ve been talking behind my back to the mutt boy. So yes, you can handle the both of us!”

You pried his hand from your waist, “he’s no mutt Baron! And who says I’m really your goddamn mate?” Your gaze was heating up.

“Your scent is so strong, it’s lilacs and gooseberries. It stinks up the room when you’re in it,” Baron chuckled, “did he tell you the same scent?”

You nodded, “yea but he put gooseberries first.”

You traveled back to Dean’s cabin guided by the light of the moon. You knocked hoping he was still there. At first there was no response and you tried peeping through the window to see if anyone was home.

Then the door opened to a naked Ambrose, “Hon, warn a dude before coming.”

Your eyes caught a glimpse of his package before you averted your eyes, “S-sorry Dean. I was just visiting everyone, thought I’d come back here to crash tonight. Can I ask why are you nak-“

“I was wolfing. When you knocked I didn’t have opposable thumbs to open shit with.”

You laughed and made your way in without being invited in, “maybe you should make a pull thing where you can pull it as a wolf and it opens the door.”

Dean slipped his underwear on, “well I’m not a freaking inventor, okay? On the other hand why do you have a fuck boy’s scent on you. I didn’t give you permission to visit his territory.”

You opened the fridge and took a beer, “He knows. He said I’m his mate too. Said I was some special pup,” you put the beer on a table and embraced the bare chested Dean, “I don’t wanna choose between the both of you.”

Dean’s hands traveled up the backside of your tank and rubbed your warm skin, “you really don’t have to. But your heat will trick you. We just gotta lock up the house and have some wolves watching outside. We’ll be fine baby cakes.”

“Why me?” You whimpered.

“Because you’re fucking gorgeous girl. Obviously your scent was meant to be shared with another..less deserving loner,” he pushed you back so he could look into your eyes. Your eyes traced his face, his rough scruff, his messily cared for hair, and his daring blue eyes.

“You’re mine Y/N. And he’s not getting this,” he gave a firm grasp onto your ass, “that’s mine. Your mine. The bastard can stay a lone wolf.”

SO I GOT SO MANY REQUESTS TO DRAW TIMOTHY LAWRENCE (like.. everywhere. pm, message, twitter… -sweats-) he technically looks like jack but just.. timid.. 

i’m too tired to draw a comic and for some unknown reason i couldn’t draw rhys for the life of me.. so have some solemn looking Tim! that’s sort of boring but like.. -shrug- -bounces-

THANK YOU FOR THE LOVELY PEOPLE WHO CAME TO THE STREAM! you know who you are! -blows kisses at you guys- ;-;

Timothy Lawrence©Borderlands The Presequel
-still cannot spell pre-sequel-©me

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Alec Lightwood facing Camille's existence and Magnus' immortality
  • Book!Alec: I didn't know about her. Why you didn't tell me about her. And besides her, how many people were in your life before me? And how many people will be after I die? You're immortal, you will forget about me and find someone else quickly. I'm nothing more than an instant in your life. I'm trivial.
  • Show!Alec: What she said about you being immortal, she's right. You watch the people you care about age and die. And no matter how much I want to stay, I will die anyway. No matter how much you want me to stay, you will have to watch me die and then you will be left behind, like so many times in your past. And you will be lonely again, and suffer again, because loving me will cause you pain someday and I want so much you to love me but I don't want you to suffer for it, Magnus.

demaeter  asked:

Omg what do you think harry would think when you go wedding dress shopping?! Like I feel he would beg and give his best puppy eyes to get you and Anne to say yes to bringing him along and when he sees you in the first dress he can't help but just gawk at you and at some point you have to stop because he starts tearing up and wow I'm making me feel hella lonely


He’d be so cute, piling dresses upon dresses into his arms and trying to go into the dressing room with you but Anne stops him with a hand on his shoulder and a motherly warning gaze.

“Gimme those. You stay out here.”

And he just pouts and stomps, sitting down on a starch white love seat and grumbling, arms crossed tightly as he wishes he could drag the dress up your legs and kiss across your back as he slowly zips it up. Wishes he could pull the sleeves up your arms as he bites at your shoulder playfully, covering the light mark with the material and giggling into your neck as he squeezes your bum over all the padding.

When you start to come out in the dresses, it only takes him three before he starts getting misty-eyed, tears welling up into the ducks of his eyes as he clasps his hands under his chin, leaning forward on his elbows to eye you lovingly as you gift him a twirl.

“How’s it look? Not too much?”

He presses his intertwined hands against his quivering lips, blinking back water and sniffling lightly. “God, you look…absolutely beautiful, pet.”

“Don’t get mushy on me, Styles, or else I will too and I’m pretty sure tears ruin this type of fabric.”

Harry nods quickly, knuckling at his eyes and sniffling deeper, getting his bearings back. “Yeah, yeah, you’re right. I just…I love you.”

You head over to him and sit into his lap, wrapping your arms around his neck and kissing his lips gently, brushing noses. “I love you, too.”

He stares up at you fondly, eyes twinkling with affection. But then he gives a small smirk, rubbing at his nose a few times suggestively.

“Just get one that doesn’t have too much padding underneath. Need one with easy access, y'know? For the…after party.”

I’m so tired and lonely and I wanna talk to my friends and people I like the way I used to but I can’t anymore. My life has just become school and work and I feel like I’m losing everyone I like and love while I’m trying to survive

Tsubaki Dialogue
Fire Emblem: Fates
Tsubaki Dialogue

For the two anons!

Same disclaimers as usual. Btw, Tsubaki speaks in a very sing-songy and playful way which is why there’s copious usage of ~ aha.

EDIT: Changed the nuances of one of Tsubaki’s last lines to hopefully convey his meaning across better.

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anonymous asked:

Hey I have to ask you (anonymously because i'm ashamed) do you think that when that hot-but-yet-very-pure-somehow make out session happened they actually did it? I think they totally did it!!

LMAO!! Dear Anon, you have made my day (second time) with this message! ^^

OMG DON’T BE ASHAMED!! If anything, let me be the shameful one so you stay pure sweet Anon. My blog is a #noshame zone; so feel free to message me, comment, etc… about anything (especially related to the not-so-pure stuff >.<). You know… *waggles eyebrows* I’m in the process of writing a fan fic purely for my pleasure of what I think happened after that sexy kiss… if anyone is interested… I’ll post it? lmao… but I’m afraid that once I do.. you guys will judge me so hard and I’ll scare you away. You have no idea how happy I am that you entrusted your true feelings of that scene with me T.T

But likewise… I think the same too… I mean, come on… Eun-Tak was a HOT and BEAUTIFUL single 29 yo whom I bet hasn’t touched… looked… or even breathed around another man besides Shin. 

Shin was fuckin stuck in the world between the living and the dead for 9 YEARS! PLUS THIS MAN HAS NEVER touched…. looked.. and breathed around another woman besides Eun-Tak for 939 years!!!! 

So I grant them permission to do what lovey dovey people should do even though they weren’t technically “married.” Besides… it doesn’t matter anyways cause she is his bride… so technically they were married ever since they met each other, lmao. They just needed it to be official with that cute little ceremony they had. You know… honestly… they probably cut that scene because Goblin is rated 15… UGH FRIGGIN 15 YEAR OLDS!! YA’LL RUINED IT FOR US LMAO!

I would love… no I would die from happiness… if they would release a special episode of that WHOLE scene specifically for the part of the fandom that NEEDS that scene to happen. THAT NEEDS THE REST OF THAT KISS… THE REST OF WHAT KIM SHIN AND JI EUN TAK WOULD HAVE DONE AFTER MEETING EACH OTHER AGAIN WHEN THEY WENT THROUGH 9 YEARS OF SUFFERING (plus another 80+ years). Like seriously… two lovers who defied time wouldn’t just have a simple kiss on the couch and call it a night AFTER spending the night together in a luxurious hotel…. >.>

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Signs as Mac DeMarco's lyrics
  • Aries:
  • honey, the stars keep on calling my name
  • but don't worry, I've told you again and again
  • when I'm down, you're always the first one to know
  • skipping town, I'll take you wherever I go
  • Taurus:
  • Try to keep myself clean for no one I've seen
  • Wearing all kind of shit that really don't fit
  • Five hundred and ones fit for this son
  • A pair of Levis jeans, you know what I mean
  • Gemini:
  • Blue boy, worried about the world's eyes
  • Worried every time the sun shines
  • Worried about his haircut
  • Calm down, sweetheart, grow up
  • Cancer:
  • Will she love me again tomorrow
  • I don't know, don't think so
  • And that's fine, fine by me
  • As long as, long as I know she's happy, happy
  • Leo:
  • Later in the evening, dipping in the tub
  • Washing, wearing Wranglers, I think that I'm in love
  • Straight leg or a bootcut, legging, darling, please
  • Stay with me forever, don't take off those jeans
  • Virgo:
  • No use looking out
  • It’s within that brings that
  • Lonely feeling
  • Understand that when you leave here
  • You’ll be clear
  • Of all the better men
  • Libra:
  • Then come on give this lover boy a try
  • I’ll put the sparkle right back in your eyes
  • What could you lose?
  • Scorpio:
  • That's all right with me
  • It's really no fuss
  • As long as you're next to me
  • Just the two of us
  • Sagittarius:
  • Watching my life, passing right in front of my eyes
  • Hell of a story, oh is it boring?
  • Can’t claim to care, never been reluctant to share
  • Passing out pieces of me, don’t you know nothing comes free?
  • Capricorn:
  • Oh mama, actin’ like my life’s already over
  • Oh dear, act your age and try another year
  • Always feeling tired, smiling when required
  • Write another year off and kindly resign
  • Aquarius:
  • up out of bed at 3 and i feel like im dying
  • but if she's there next to me, then theres no use in crying
  • cause she's really all i need, its true my heart is flying
  • life can be such a breeze, as long as its just her and me
  • Pisces:
  • Sit down beside me
  • Let me confide in you
  • You know when I'm blue
  • You know when I'm lonely
  • And honey I'm lonely