I’M GONNA BE OKAY I’VE GOT PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME EVEN WHEN I DON’T REALLY DESERVE IT I’VE GOT THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TO AND PEOPLE TO LOVE AND DOGS TO PET AND RAIN TO LISTEN TO AND I’M GONNA BE OKAY WE’RE GONNA BE OKAY
Fun Fact of The Day: This dolphin here is actually using the puffer fish as a drug to induce a trance-like state. The skin of the puffer fish, in small amounts, is known to produce a narcotic effect. The behavior was captured by an award winning wildlife documentary producer, John Downer, and a zoologist, Rob Pilley, who states “Young dolphins are purposely experimenting with something we know to be intoxicating. After chewing it gently and passing it around, they began acting most peculiarly, hanging around with their noses at the surface as if fascinated by their own reflection.”
Summary: There’s nothing wrong with not being the most experienced person in the bedroom. In fact, some people find it rather attractive, particularly James Buchanan Barnes. Although you express how much you want him, Bucky remains distant; he doesn’t want to do anything to hurt you. So what do you do? You elicit Sam’s help.
Warnings: jealous!Bucky x inexperienced!Reader, fluff, smut, biting kink, light bondage, metal arm kink, Winter Soldier kink (mentioned only), forced orgasm, toys
A/N: Inspired after spending some quality time with @mermanbuckybarnes and learning just how jealous Bucky can get.
“You’ve been naughty, (Y/N),” Bucky whispered in your ear as he slid his hands around your waist. “And you’re going to get punished.”
“Y-Yes, sir.” You arched your back off the bed to allow Bucky more access to your zipper. “You’re in charge, Sarge.”
“Good girl.” He chuckled in your ear as he stripped you of your dress. “Oh, so beautiful, kitten.” He stood and admired your unique undergarments.
is the fourth studio album by band Anthrax. It was released on September 19.
The song “Misery Loves Company” was based on the Stephen King novel Misery, while “Now It’s Dark” was inspired by the David Lynch film Blue Velvet, specifically the behavior of the sexually depraved, self-asphyxiating, murderous sociopath Frank Booth, as played by Dennis Hopper. The song was years later made into simlish for the radio on the The Sims PC game. The song “Make Me Laugh” is critical of Televangelism, a popular target of thrash metal bands of that period. The majority of the album’s music was composed by drummer Charlie Benante while lyrics were composed by rhythm guitarist Scott Ian.
Although the album contains some of what would become Anthrax’s best known songs such as “Antisocial” and “Be All, End All”, critical reception was lukewarm. The album failed to live up to the expectations, commercial and otherwise, set by the band’s previous releases, Spreading the Disease, Among the Living.
State Of Euphoria is unfairly forgotten among these guys rich discography, even though it has some of their most fresh exciting tunes. Maybe it doesn’t have the brilliance and power of its predecessor, yet it is still plenty of fine riffs and delightful melody. By 1988, they already found their distinctive identity and sound, but they had to improve it even more, making it complex and intricate in their own way, something they’d do on album Persistence Of Time.
Joey Belladonna Dan Spitz Scott Ian Frank Bello Charlie Benante
i don’t think that people understand that when i say “i miss my childhood,” i don’t mean softly going over memories and fondly smiling and sighing over a time gone past. no. that’s not at all what i mean. i mean a demonic ache in the deepest reaches of my soul. an ache of sorrow, of sadness, of anger, of depression, of melancholy. it eats me up every day and it’s the worst kind of emotional torture to be put through, to cry night after night over the state of absolute euphoria, of real happiness, of purity and joy taken away. it’s the most terrible emotion to have. i actively crave that euphoric, joyous feeling every moment of my life where i am conscious and it hurts more and more every second.
[absolutely no cgl, ddlg, mdlb, terf, radfem, or nsfw interaction. this is a personal post that’s okay to reblog- but reblogging onto a porn blog is absolutely insensitive.]
“wade wilson/reader fluffy morning sex ?”
A/N: Aaaaaaaaaaaaaand that’s five fics. Sorry for blowing up your dash.
You hated mornings.
As a somewhat functioning adult living in the daily grind, you knew early mornings were a requirement to have some kind of income. Before you met Wade, that’s all there really was: the daily grind. Since he walked into your life over a year ago, there’s certainly been some excitement added. He’s made so many of the things you hated, fun. You were convinced that it was impossible for him to make mornings anything better than average.
Wade, being the devious shit he was, decided he could do a lot better than average. So, naturally, he woke you up over an hour before your alarm was set to go off. Needless to say, you were less than pleased.
Requesting a Johnny angst/smut where he’s possessive/jealous over the reader,, you can make it however you want, and change any parts as you please :)
Genre: Angst/Smut/Fluff/Friends w/ benefits
Song: Monodrama (Lay, SM Station)
Johnny x Reader
When you entered the hall, you didn’t expect him to be there. Your heart dropped at the sight of him. He stood tall and handsome in his black tuxedo and swiped brown hair. Every time your eyes fell on him your heart would leap into something. The hands of your boyfriend that held your hand felt tight, like a prison cell. It’s not that you didn’t deserve to feel that way. Your mistake from days ago lurked in the back of your mind. His hands on your bare back and his plump lips gently sucking on the supple skin of your neck. The way his eyes would beg for consent and his gentle smile that made you squirm under him. His eyes found yours too, instantly locking contact and not looking away. He was with his girlfriend. Your best friend for seven years. Just one night of betrayal had ignited an unfamiliar of loath for her inside you. Her holding onto him like she owned him, like she was the luckiest girl in the world. She was. Anyone next to Johnny was lucky.
“Hey babe, you okay? You look a bit pale,” your boyfriend said. He looked so plain compared to Johnny. It made you wonder why you liked him in the first place. Why you wasted five years of your life with him when you could’ve been with someone like Johnny. Now that you thought about it, it started a while back. Johnny would always look at you more than he should. And ever since Y/F/N introduced you to him, you couldn’t stop imagining how it would feel to hold his hands. Grand dinners like these were never your thing and now that he was here, you wanted to leave. But holding a sweet smile on your face and your boyfriend’s hand, you walk ahead. He was still eyeing you momentarily. There were words unspoken between the two of you.
It all grew worse when he sat directly in front of you. Y/F/N sat next to him, placing a tender kiss on his lips and smiling. She was beautiful, you thought. He beamed too and then looked at you. His smile instantly disappeared. “Are you sure you’re okay, Y/N?” Y/B/N asked. You nodded as he removed a stray strand of hair from your face. You smiled at him and he, at you. The silent tension between Johnny and you grew heavier as every second passed. His stare transitioned from a calm one to a furious one. You saw his anger as he witness your boyfriend slip his arms over to your side and kissed your cheek. You wanted to smile but the intensity of his stare stopped you. “I love you,” Y/B/N said. You instantly heard someone stand up hastily. It was Johnny.
“Sorry, I have to use the restroom.” He gave you an angry look before walking away. You watched his lean frame leave the hall. An uneasy feeling settled in your stomach. You wanted to be there for him, like all those times he was there for you. After a while when he did not come back and Y/F/N was too busy talking to someone else, you excused yourself too. Your boyfriend only smiled and squeezed your hand as you left.
Following wherever your feet went, you walked up the staircase. “These people are crazy rich,” you muttered to yourself. There were a number of rooms in the corridor but only one of them was open. Johnny sat on the bed, eyes closed and arms resting on his thighs. “Johnny,” you said nearing the dimly lit room. He looked up at you, dumbfounded.
“What are you doing here?” He asked.
“You didn’t come back so I got-”
“Got worried? Why?” He stood up and reached into his pockets. His tie hung loose from his collars, collarbones barely visible.
“Because you left in such a haste…” You wanted to stay more. That you cared for him. That what he saw wasn’t real. You would never feel the same way about anyone like the way feel about him.
“That’s really none of your business.” He started towards the door but you stopped him. He looked at your small hands grabbing onto his arm.
“Johnny…I…” There was not much you could say. He smirked and looked away, turning to you. You suddenly felt small, only covered in a mesh dress that hung loosely around your body. He stepped closer and reached for your hair that cascaded down your shoulder. His fingers traced the length of your collarbone. You stepped in closer and hugged him. He didn’t hug you back and stayed fixed in his position. After what felt like hours, he pulled away and leaned down to kiss you. Your lips fit so well with his. His hands pulled you in, deepening the kiss. Your heartbeat was rapid against his, the only sound audible was the rush of adrenaline in your veins. He pushed you against the wall, closing the door and resuming the kiss. His lips trailed down your neck and down to the dip between your breasts. The dress was slowly coming undone as he unzipped the black material off of your body.
Foreign emotions burst in your heart, a feeling you had never felt before. It wasn’t just a state of utter euphoria. It wasn’t lust. It was something else. It made you ache for more. It made you mad when it wasn’t there. It was a feeling you wanted to feel for the rest of your life. When he lay you on the soft material of the bed and kissed your forehead, you knew you wanted him. You wanted to be able to kiss him whenever you want and feel his warmth without hiding from anyone. “You’re mine and no one else’s,” he growled. Passion filled up your lungs as you nodded, wanting more of him. More of his kisses, more of his touches. You wanted him to take you completely.
He sent your sense into euphoria with his actions, filling you up as his kisses trailed from your stomach back to your jaw. There were no words, just pure pleasure. He kept on saying that you were his. All other thoughts suddenly disappeared from your mind. The dinner, your boyfriend, your best friend suddenly became negligible to you. All that mattered was Johnny’s slow thrusts and your quick heartbeat. Johnny fell against you, sweaty but still carrying the same odour. Musk and smoke. He didn’t smoke but somehow he always smelled that way. You kissed his forehead and smiled. He raised himself over you again.
“I love you so much. You’re only mine.” He said, voice hoarse and lips swollen.
“I am.” You replied.
“We have lots of explaining to do down there.” He laughed. You lifted your head and kissed him again.
“No we don’t,” was all your said before attaching your lips to his again and savouring the feeling of him being so close to you.
A/N: Hi lads, I’ve never written smut so this is my first time *cough cough*. Sorry if it lacks some stuff. I’m not good with smut.
Request: Can I ask for a JD x reader and just??? Maybe fluffy smut? ~Anonymous
AN: Dan’s JD
Warnings: Nsfw; first time; fluff
“Are you sure about this Y/N?” You gulped, nodding quickly.
“Yes I trust you.” You peck JD’s lips, who exhaled softly.
“Then it’s fine by me.” His lips connected with yours. His hand gently pushed you onto your back. JD hovered over you, he gazed into you E/C eyes as you gazed into his brown ones. A strand of hair on your face was pushed to the side. JD lowered himself and softly kissed you on the lips. Your hands came up and cupped his face. His left hand came down to rest on your hip as the other held him up as he leaned on his elbow.
JD began rubbing circles on your hip with is thumb. The gesture eased your nerves a bit. Your lips parted for a split second before they connected into a more heated kiss. His tongue grazed the bottom of your lip. They parted, his tongue slipped into your mouth, tangling with yours. His thumb dug into your hip sending tingles through out your body.
Removing your hands from his face you let them lead to the hem of his grey t-shirt tugging on it gently. JD pulled back. The both of you were breathless.
“Are you sure?” He asked again. You nodded. JD got up, pulling his shirt over his head and tossing it to his floor. before going back to kissing you. His hands reached the buttons of your shirt as started to unbutton them one by one. Once he finished his lips trailed down to your neck leaving scattered kisses on your soft skin. You closed your eyes, enjoying the feeling of his lips on yours.
JD nipped the spot right under your left ear, letting out a soft moan from your lips. He smirked, doing it again and again you moaned from the sensation. He sucked and nibbled on the same spot and you were loving it.
Your hands explored his toned chest and stomach but finding their way in tangling themselves in JD’s hair. You were feeling eager. You gently pushed him away, his mouth leaving your neck. In one quick motion you flipped the both of you over so you were on top.
Shrugging off your shirt you threw it to the floor. JD tried sitting up but you pushed him back down before you planted one feverish kiss on his swollen lips before trailing a line of kisses down his neck and chest which drove him crazy but he loved it. Your hands kept themselves occupied with undoing JD’s belt.
JD lifted his hips while you tugged his pants down. He kicked it off once they reached his ankles. Tugging you back up, once again you both flipped over, now JD was back in control.
His lips instantly attached to your while he pulled down your skirt, leaving you in your white semi-laced lingerie and black knee high socks. JD’s hands were warm. He sat on his legs in between yours now, his fingers lightly brushing against your stomach, waist, hips, thighs. The feeling felt intense. You squirmed at his touch but not in a bad way.
“What do you want princess?” JD’s voice grew husky as his eyes darkened with lust.
“Touch me.” You practically begged. Taking his right hand he gently pressed a finger against your clothed area. A gasp admitted from you. Your legs lightly squeezed against him from both sides when you tried to close them. Dragging the finger up, still applying pressure you moaned softly. Carefully reaching the hem of the lingerie, JD slid his hand in.
“God Y/N. Your so wet.” He commented as his index finger slid in you, slowly pushing in and out. You moan, your hips involuntarily rolled forwards. Lips brushed against yours.
“Oh, JD.” You moaned, JD took the opportunity to slide his tongue back in. The kiss was heated and powerful, he sped the thrusts of his finger before adding another finger. You gasp from the pain.
“Do you want me to stop?’ You quickly nodded as he took his fingers out, wiping them on a towel that was on the nightstand. You sat up, red in the face.
“I’m sorry, it just started to hurt then-”
“Shh hey, it’s okay.” His other hand rested on your cheek. “It’s going to hurt, but you already know that. And we can stop now and go get a slushie if you want to.” He told you. You shook your head.
“No, I…I want to do it.” You leaned forward resting your forehead against his. “I trust you.” You smiled.
Everything slowed down. It was just you and JD, no one and nothing else mattered but the two of you.
Your back was pressed gently against the mattress, your lingerie being slid down by JD, they were tossed to the floor. Reaching behind you, you unhooked your bra and throwing it aside. JD stood from his bed and slowly took of his tightey whiteys. Your eyes widened. You never saw a penis before, only the stuff they show you in a health class.
Opening the nightstand drawer a small foil wrapper was pulled from it. Tearing it open JD rolled the condom onto his penis before getting back onto the bed. You laid there before he was back between your legs.
“I swear it’ll only hurt for a little bit, but it does feel better, okay?”
“Okay.” JD places a gentle kiss on your lips as he positions himself at your entrance. Your eyes couldn’t stay on his face but trailed downwards as his tip touched your entrance.
“Hey, eyes up here.” He said softly. Your eyes snap back to his. Slowly JD pushed himself in. Your eyes teared up as you whimpered from the pain. It stung, it felt like you were being split open. “Sh, hey, it’s okay.” JD kissed the tears that slid down your face.
Slowly he slid out about half way. You hissed, digging your nails into his shoulders, glaring at him.
“It’s the only way, it’ll go away.” He told you. You whimpered again. He kissed your lips as he slid back in.
It was slow in the beginning. JD took his time with you. And it was painful in the beginning but then it didn’t hurt that much anymore.
“Ugh” You grunted as JD slowly picked up the pace. JD left little hickies all over your neck as he thrusted in and out of you.
“I love you.” He panted.
“Faster!” You moaned, your back arched, your chest pressed up against his. He grabbed your hips, pulling you closer if possible and thrusted into you as fast as he could. Your eyes rolled back as your nails racked down his back.
A unfamiliar feeling stirred in your abdomen.
“Oh my god JD!” You screamed.
“Uh, Y/N!” JD’s thrusts began to get uneven. “I’m close please te-tell me you are too.” He pleaded.
“J-JD!” Your body shook, as you climaxed. Your orgasm triggered his. You were in a state of euphoria, your body felt weightless in that moment. JD released your hips which were sure to bruise. He got our of bed to dispose of the condom in the bathroom. When he got back you were under the sheets, still panting.
“Hey.” He greeted you as he got in with you.
“Hi.” He smiled at you. Your hands both found each other, entwining each others hands together, JD softly place a kiss on the back of your hand before pulling you to his chest. You rested your head on it as his arms wrapped around you. After the both of you got comfortable you fell to sleep. JD following not long after you.