starting to like as a lot more now

They grow closer and closer. They’re both realizing that, like anybody, you don’t know how long you have together, so they’re trying to make every moment count. They’re both fighting this, how do I be positive that we’re going to stop this while at the same time being realistic that maybe we don’t? It’s that push and pull. Like any couple, one starts to lose faith and the other one pulls them back up and vice versa. It’s an interesting dynamic that neither of them wants to wallow, and yet they’re struggling to keep going forward.
[…]
Now it’s really the two of them as a unit trying to figure out how to stop Savitar and keep her alive. While they’ve never been closer, there’s a lot more pressure than there ever has been on them as a couple. They have to figure out how to work through the biggest tragedy that could befall them in the future.

               mm so i think i might do a following list clean up starting tonight after a bowl of cereal. my dash isn’t cluttered or anything like that . i like having a fast dash. buuuut. i’ve been following some people for a while now whom i don’t believe we’ll ever rp and/or we’ve never interacted and/or spoken ooc before even through post replies so . i think i’m going to keep a small following number maybe. i don’t have many followers or follow many people but i feel that things might be a lot more manageable and more mentally healthy for me this way. if you absolutely want me to keep you you’re more than welcome to like this post. 

anonymous asked:

I also headcannon sara as trans... so like trans girl sara and trans boy yuri starting a protest march after a gpf in the future and mila and otabek are there bejng proud and suportive and just so in love ~Kitten

we have been BLESSED

excuse me? this ruined my life in the most beautiful way possible and i’m shreiking.

sara yuri friendship!!!!!!!!!!! i hc that yuri is already ridiculously close to mila, but that he starts spending time with her and sara a lot more once he starts dating beka because now he’s a slightly more chill baby. imagine double dates!! imagine yuri sara bonding!! i’m in love.

Ryder thoughts

I tend to start with a kernel of personality for a player character, and then build up a sense of their personality as they respond to events. (Or at least I do now; my default first-playthrough characters in the past tended to be relentlessly goody-goody.)

I feel like so far, just a couple of hours into Andromeda, I’ve been more focused on the setting and circumstances than on my character development, but I’m going to pause to reflect a little now.

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Hey guys! Sorry I kinda vanished for the last two month or something, I was pretty busy with, like, life in general, also with really cool comic stuff. But I’m back now, and want to try to be more active again!

I drew two Taako design ideas, pre- and post y’know-the-thing-that-happened-in-wonderland. it’s based on a neat idea my sister had, design-wise. not sure if I’ll switch over to this tho, I like my old Taako a lot, too!

also, it’s taz lady week and that rules, but I’m too tired to finish the drawing I started for today - so, I guess I’ll have to do two pieces tomorrow. welp

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@shippinggg thank you for bringing me peace, even just for a little while 

reigen’s garden (probably rooftop) slowly becomes a safe haven for everyone. except for shou’s hamsters. shou only has to learn that lesson once

teru comes there to read when his apartment feels too stuffy. no he doesnt have a key. dont ask. mob, who does have a key, doesnt ask, so why should you 

in the summer maybe reigen would put a mat in a corner so hed have a place to sit down. then all the kids would take naps there. maybe sometimes at the same time. 

also I put in both the ink and the colored version bc I cant decide which one I like more so yeah

ADVICE FOR STANNING...

SHINee: Everything = sex, never be in public while viewing anything

NCT: Pick a bias quickly and hang on, if you let go you’ll be lost in there forever

Exo: Lay needs to be protected no matter who your bias is, everyone has abs don’t be fooled by beagle line, try not to start shit with ARMYs, Tao, Kris, and Luhan left don’t bring it up

BTS: Bias J-Hope he’s the best and most under appreciated, try not to start shit with EXO-Ls, comment “Jungkook its not that serious” on every picture

Got7: It’s Jinyoung now, Markson is undeniable, Maknae line transforms like 1023483% 

Monsta X: Learn to enjoy being uncomfortable all the time

KNK: Not a lot of English subs but you should tune into the vapps anyway, little rookies need support <3

Block B: There’s more than just Zico, they get drunk sometimes its just how it is

Beast: Too many weekly idols to watch em all, trust the memes instead, pick your favorite era and watch that one.

Winner: Stay away from Song Minho :)

iKon: You need to watch WIN: Who is next, Mix and Match, and Show Me the Money 3

Big Bang: You too late

K.A.R.D: Don’t be afraid to bias someone the same sex as you. 

No but really

Okay, so apparently SKAM has become this new big show?? And people probably talk about it like A LOT in other countries now. But Imagine how it is like here in Norway… SKAM is more or less all we talk about, we are crazy about it, the media is crazy about it. Heck, even my teachers. I remember when we were all waiting for William to answer Noora, and then he suddenly did in the middle of my math class. And I just went “afdfadg and started squealing, before I could shout “GUYS SKAM!” and my math teacher just stopped dead in the middle of an equation, and my classmates went crazy… and we ended up watching the clipp full screen on the whiteboard. 

And the radio channel P3 did a parody, and the talkshow Senkveld did a parody and everybody has done a parody and it is everywhere and we are crazy up here in the north!

 Norway? more like skamtrash #1

700 Puffles

Ok, so, when I was a kid, I used to get up to a lot of dumb shenanigans on Club Penguin. I think this was around third or fourth grade; I did a lot of trolly things then. Some of the bans and glitches they had to fix around that time period were because of me and some of my online friends at the time.

We figured out pretty quickly that most of the like, your base-level curse words, y'know the amateur curse words, they’re all BANNED. So we started coming up with more and more inventive ways to express our feelings to the public, so that’s why every once in a while they would roll out an update, and it’s like, “the term ‘bitchbaby’ is now banned”.

And um, what else did I do?

Oh right, so do you know how they had those expansion areas every once in a while? And there would be those little zones and each zone had the same default shop that they copy-and-pasted over.

But there was this one expansion area… it was a cave or mine shaft or something like that. The default shop that they had there, it was Real Glitchy. So I figured out that if you buy seven puffles it gives you some ridiculous number for the price of TWO. So what I did:

I BOUGHT 700 PUFFLES…. And then I gifted them to the other person in the shop whose name I didn’t know and then I waited. And then I forgot about that for, quite a while, and then some time a week later I got a very angry email from said person, with a screenshot of their home, which was floor-to-ceiling, wall-to-wall, just. Fur. And googly eyes. Like you could see nothing else, it was just puffle everywhere. They were rendering in and out of walls, like some of them were just plain feet, it was – it was an abomination.

And apparently once I read the email their main complaint? Not even the fact that I ruined their fucking household! It was the fact that when they opened the client and saw that, it CRASHED. Their Club Penguin client crashed, and when they opened their house and it loaded and there were seven hundred puffles.

I don’t know if you guys know this but puffles, as cute as they look (at least to some people), the sounds they make are not quite as cute. Especially when there’s seven hundred of them layered on top of each other, rendering in and out of walls emitting a sound collectively scary enough to get Lucifer to piss himself.

And yeah. That’s the story of why there’s a limit of 50 puffles that you can buy.

Did anyone else notice that at the beginning of the season, Eros (selfish, immediate, sensual love) won, while at the end of the season, Agape (unselfish, giving and caring, unconditional) won?

I can’t help wondering if the series was always meant to book-end like this.

Things start out with Victor and Yuri having selfish desires of each other, whether they realise it or not - Victor’s coming on to Yuri quite strongly, and Yuri wants Victor around. 

It takes a while for them to end up on more or less equal footing, too.

But by now, there’s a lot about their love that’s unconditional - they learn from each other, they’re patient and kind and support not only Yuri, but also all of the other skaters. 

And not just that - but also, as viewers, our view of the skating world they’re in shifts from only seeing Yuri, to seeing everyone.

Yuri doesn’t need his Eros to seduce Victor anymore. Victor is already seduced. Theirs isn’t a deeply passionate love that has the fire of something only just started anymore. It does not need to.

But what is becoming more important thematically, is ‘agape’. The idea of loving someone unconditionally. Regardless of whether they win or lose. No matter how many arguments. Even if they don’t live up to your expectations. Even if them winning means your defeat.

So, yeah, I think that Agape winning over Eros in this case is a really clever move, as well as one I’m cheering for Yurio with.

Message from Rebs 💛

Hello everyone! I just wanted to reiterate that I am Okay. I didn’t really delete because of the pressure or hate or anything, it was just that I felt like I was making things worse by being around only to be negative when I feel like people followed me to find some positivity to start with. For that reason, I’m really sorry that me leaving has upset people, I didn’t really realize it would, I kind of felt like everyone would be relieved to not have to see that side of me anymore and could just remember the happy stuff I had done in the past.

All of that said I definitely do feel relieved to not have so many eyes on me right now. This is allowing me to feel a lot more removed from the situation, so I think my channel is safe from being deleted for now because I can kind of pretend if it’s not there. If I change my mind on that I will try to give people some notice. I already saw that @artfulkindoforder​ is working on archiving them which I really appreciate.

Thank you for the support you’ve given me over the last few years and everything you’ve done for me. Please know that I am okay and I really want you all to be happy and have a good time here, and I hope that in the future we all get to see the kind of positive, landmark representation we were looking forward to. I wish you all the best!

-Rebs

PS: please don’t pester Liddy about where I am or messages for me, xe very kindly agreed to post this for me but xe is not my delivery person <3

HIGHLIGHTS FROM BOTH OF THE MELBOURNE SHOWS

- at the first show this is gospel was dedicated to ryan and spencer?????? WGAT.

- there were pride flags at both that brendon put on the mic stand 

- when he gave the flag back to someone he was like “you want that back, darlin?”

-  “We’re gonna do a song now that’s about how Donald Trump has a crush on me but he can’t ever fuck me! Suck a nine-inch Mr President, it’s okay to like men too, okay!?” (edit: Debate on what he said here. High confusion between the two nights. I am aware of this.)

- brendon’s questionable pb&j sandwich dream analogy at the start of miss jackson

- he talked about tennis for some reason and then brendon was like “and who doesn’t know what i’m talking about?” and dallon put his hand up

- dallon kept rolling his tongue in his mouth + he interacted a LOT with the audience

- i think this is less of a highlight and more of a Low Light KENNY came over to dallons side and leaned right into the audience and did that :S face and  i just glared at him the whole time it wwas SO FUNNY

- dallon went Wild during time to dance like he was shakin about so much 

- during basically the entire second half of the show(s) brendons legs were doin the wobble back and forth thing when he like moves his hips

- brendon kept saying “cash me ousside how bout dat”

- at the start of golden days brendon was talking about how he couldn’t wait until he was 40 so he could retire and do nothing all day except touch himself

Imagine it’s eighth year after Harry and Draco get together. Suddenly Pansy and Hermione have to see each other more and more because their friends are going out, but “that doesn’t mean we have to like it, Draco”. Each time they greet each other they spit out “Granger” and “Parkinson” like venom.

When the snickers start, they both assume they just missed an inside joke. After a while, it finally becomes too much. Pansy pulls Draco aside and demands to know what’s so funny. He smirks, telling her, “Your ‘Granger’ sounds a lot like how I used to say ‘Potter’.” Pansy goes bright red and elbows him, but Draco notices she isn’t quite as spiteful towards Hermione anymore.

When he and Harry see the girls clasping hands a few days later, they aren’t even surprised. The four still greet each other with biting surnames, but now there’s a bit more snogging afterward.

I know all I can do right now is talk about the Renora scene on the airship but can we please talk about the renora scene on the airship? But most importantly..REN’S EXPRESSIONS. 

When he first looks at her, he looks a little unsure but then his face gradually turns into a soft expression. 

It’s like Ren made the realization that he loves Nora (although, he probably realized that earlier when Nora pushed him under the building…or earlier than that but it’s now more apparent that the Grimm that killed his parents is dead and that’s A LOT off his shoulders and mind). 

AND THEN HE STARTS MOVING HIS HAND TO HOLD HER HAND AND UGH THIS SCREENCAP DOESN’T DO ENOUGH TO CAPTURE HIS GROWING SMILE. ONE MILLION BLESSINGS TO THE ANIMATION TEAM FOR SAYING SO MUCH WITH JUST THE TINIEST LITTLE MOVEMENTS OF HIS FACE.

NORA’S INITIAL REACTION IS SO PURE AND CUTE AND EVERYTHING I EVER NEEDED. (And Ren’s face is just…wow…have you ever seen him more serene with the world because I haven’t)

And then Ren puts his hand on-top of Nora’s and Nora holds up his hand and I can just see her examining it like “he really put his hand on my hand”. The way they readjust their hands just kills me in the best way. 

NORA’S EXPR/ESSION HERE IS EVEN PURER THAN THAT LAST ONE AND IT JUST SCREAMS “REALLY?”. Like, she’s looking at him to make sure what’s happening is really happening…that he might have the same feelings for her that she’s felt for him for so many years. 

AND HE JUST CONFIRMS EVERYTHING SHE’S THINKING (AND HE /KNOWS/ SHE’S THINKING) BY GIVING A LITTLE NOD/CLOSING HIS EYES. 

THAT LOOK RIGHT THERE I WILL TALK ABOUT THIS LOOK ALL DAMN DAY, WEEK, YEAR, AND CENTURY. THAT IS LOOK IS LOVE.

I thought this entire scene did an amazing job of developing their relationship and taking it beyond being close friends/crushes with just the smallest details in the animation. A kiss would have amazing and gladly accepted, but I thought their expressions and body language did soooo much more than what a kiss could have done here (besides, there’s plenty more time for kisses in the next volume ;)). 

my friend was upset tonight so naturally I decided to spam them with pictures of fish costumes and honestly I had a ball

so I’m gonna share them with you now. Get ready for a wild ride.

let’s start simple

real simple

“haha see I have fins! haha help me

lots of nemos going around

some of them more terrifying than others

it’s like he’s wearing horse blinders I’m

okay well this one has the colours I guess

are you serious

how many sexy fish costumes could there possibly - 

okay but surely - 

are you serious WE ALL KNOW YOU DIDN’T NEED TO GIVE THE JELLYFISH EYES

not sure how the fuck we’re supposed to feel about this one

BUT HEY WHILE WE’RE GETTING FREAKY

someone save him

give em the ol razzle dazzle

this is why NASA won’t explore the ocean

like what is this A DEMENTOR FISH?? IT EATS SOULS BUT ALSO FISH FLAKES???

alright let’s get back to some friendlier content

we agreed this one would be me

this guy’s just happy to be invited to the party

this one’s kinkshaming you

this one is very possibly my favourite

and these guys are the grand finale because I have so many questions?? But I don’t want a single one answered look at this. Fish on segways. Amazing.

Okay thank you for your time.

My fitness story

A lot of people can probably related but throughout high school I gradually became more lean and felt confident and good about my body. I played soccer, workout most days, and was overall always active throughout the day. Once I got to college the first 2 months of freshman year I was about my lowest weight. But then I stopped caring about what I ate, never worked out, and partied a lot. And you think its the “freshman 15″ but for me sadly it was more like the “freshman 40″ I also had a few other factors that made me gain weight (birth control) BUT NOW IM A SOPHOMORE, and honestly have never felt worse about my body. So now I’m getting back into the swing of things like when I was in high school. I’ve realized I’m a lot more happy and relaxed when I eat healthy and workout everyday. So hopefully Ill start showing significant results soon :)

RFA + Saeran and V (added) imagines: New Year’s kisses (& a new tradition)

AKA the thing no one asked for but I’m throwing in your face anyway. Everyone has their own MC and they’re at a member only party. More under the readmore.

Yoosung

  • Staring intently at his watch to make sure you two kiss at the stroke of midnight.
  • Starts off giggly and innocent enough, but he’s a little drunk and a lot comfortable and it gets more heated.
  • You two only stop because Saeyoung yells “WHOO GET IT BOY” from across the room.
    • Actually makes you both jump and Saeyoung is laughing loud now how is he so loud he has the projection of an opera singer.
  • “Ah, sorry, I… got a bit excited. I hope I didn’t embarrass you,” the blushing mess says.
  • “Mmm, no, I liked it. We’ll pick up where we left off when we get home.”
  • He shook. Client Yoosung Kim is experiencing latency issues. Lag in the form of stuttering and nervous laughter.

Zen

  • Literally dips you into a deep kiss (this extra mofo)
  • Y’all get yelled at too but you don’t care, you don’t stop. Everyone else is like “okay…” and kinda go about the party around you two.
  • He only stops when he says he has to or he’ll become a beast and he wants to be a perfect gentleman for you.
  • Besides you look so beautiful tonight and he already smeared your lipstick (which he wipes so it’s neat again,) he wants to and does admire you the rest of the night
    • Admires in a different way when you’re home know what I’m saying ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Jaehee

  • Gentle kiss that becomes giggling and a bunch of little kisses while you keep holding each other tight.
  • You two are so cute and wholesome everyone else (but Jumin) might cry. Zen and Yoosung definitely cry a little.
  • She says softly in your ear that she feels so lucky you came into her life, she feels like you’re literally God sent. This woman is an angel. You tell her so. She is literally an angel.
  • Rare earth magnet strength attached to each other the rest of the night.
    • The rest of the night.

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Elephant shaped Lapis Lazuli gem

I want to get all these personal projects out of my system now that I have some time. 

why a chubby elephant shaped gem Lapis? it’s story time:
my grandmother had a huge, solid Lapis Lazuly stone shaped like an elephant that looked a lot like this:

sadly, it’s lost now… it’s a bummer because I loved it!

after I started watching SU and Lapis came along, I remembered that elephant and thought about drawing a Lapis OC with her gem shaped like that. one thing I dislike about canon Lapis’ design is the lack of golden “freckles” (Pyrite fragments) that the stone usually has. so I wanted to draw one with the “freckles”, and also chubby! because media in general needs more big girls that aren’t just there for comedic relief.