started getting all teary eyed and full of feelings

before i get started, play this playlist if you can.

okay, so whenever i think about the flying desk set scene, i have this feeling of dread by the time it’s Todd’s 18th birthday and he gets another desk set  again among his gifts.

what then? he’d probably just stare at it for a moment, and then take it to the walkway from last year, teary-eyed.

he’d throw it full force, with all these pent-up emotions. Then he’d just slump on the ground, tearing up from all the memories, knowing that Neil isn’t going to come around just like last year

and to make matters worse imagine Neil watching the whole thing and not being able to help Todd and yeah. like what i said before; that dreadful feeling whenever i think of the flying desk set scene, because they have no idea.