not being born with a penis..
is really hard :
-i just want to be able to feel something in my pants where the emptiness lies
-i want to be able to pee standing up and not be afraid of going into bathrooms
-i want to be able to TOUCH myself and feel natural and comfortable
-i want to be able to have SEX and not want to cry or be so angry that I am so uncomfortable
Somedays i sit here and i think… I really cannot wrap my head around why I wasn’t born with a penis when I physically and mentally know I am supposed to have one.