I’m in serious need of some help. I have posted about this a few times with a few reblogs, but people seem to ignore it.


I’m Nilan. I just accepted a co-op to finish the last requirements for my undergraduate degree after finishing my coursework 8 months ago. I moved back home to Ohio after finishing and had to abruptly move back to New York. Because of the massive debt of my student loans, I can’t qualify for a loan or any credit. With the help of two of my friends, ilI have gotten reliable transportation to and from work and a place to stay over the last two weeks. However, after this week, I won’t have either.

As my first payday is nearing I have to make a choice between getting my own car for transportation, which I won’t be able to drive because I won’t be able to afford any of the fees of insurance for another month, and putting in a deposit for an apartment, which I won’t be able to move to for another two months. Either way, I won’t be able to make it to work and risk losing my last chance to finish my degree. With either choice, I won’t be able to afford food or any necessities for at least 6 more weeks. I’m currently deciding between being homeless until October or being homeless even longer, but with a car to stay in.

I started a fundraiser on gofundme to help out, but, after the first few days, I haven’t gotten any additional help. I have been able to lower the goal with my friends’ help, but this goal is one I desperately need to reach. Please donate, if you can. Ask your friends and family to donate. Reblog and signal boost this post.

I really need help y'all. Please don’t just skim over this.

The link to the campaign is http://gofundme.com/help_nilan

Want to ask ____ a question?

no but i got one for u staff why the fuck do these people keep on getting promoted to my dash that have no god damn business invading my privacy 

I was at Castlefest This weekend!
Thank you Marije for this wonderful picture of me in my saturday outfit^^

“The Good witch”

Model: Lilith Vanderstorme || Lilith Vanderstorme
Photographer: Marije Dijkema || byMarije

I was tagged by sumnerism who is a neat-o blog you should all follow!

Rules: Tag followers you want to get to know better.

Name: Amara

Nickname: Willy, Bowie

Birthday: New year’s eve

Star Sign: Capricorn

Gender: Female (she/her pronouns) 

Height: The beanstalk from Jack and The Beanstalk (5″11)

Sexual Orientation: the gayer side of bi

Favourite Colour: Purple

Time Right Now: 5:13pm

Average Hours of Sleep: 10 to 11ish hours on a good night

Lucky Number: 13 or 12 bc I’m a hardcore Swiftie and those were my softball jersey numbers

Last thing I Googled: “if larry isn’t real i’m gonna go to louis house and”

Number of Blankets I Sleep Under: 1

Favourite Fictional Character: Garnet

Favorite Famous Person: Sting’s pretty cool

Crushes/Squishes: Aesthetically i guess Annie Clark (St. Vincent) and Donald Glover (Childish Gambino)

Favourite Books: Firmament by Tim Bowler and anything by Ray Bradbury

Favourite Bands/Music: Pentatonix, twenty one pilots, Alabama Shakes, David Bowie, Foo Fighters, Sting, Justin Timberlake, Taylor Swift, Wynton Marsalis, Lorde, Weird Al Yankovic, RHCP, Childish Gambino, NIcki Minaj, Florence + The Machine, Cursive, Walk The Moon, The Police, JAWS, Death Cab For Cutie, Passion Pit, MGMT, Beyonce, Neon Trees, Phantogram, alt-J, Miguel, Kendrick Lamar, Rob Cantor, Royksopp, Mackenzie Johnson, The Postal Service, Cymbals Eat Guitars, The xx, The Killers, Tchaicovsky, Capital Cities, Troye Sivan, My Chemical Romance, St. Vincent, i listen to miscellaneous things like drumline shows, dci shows, disney pixar movie soundtracks, cartoon theme songs, mlg dubstep remixes of spongebob, etc

Dream Trip: It looks like fun to tour with a DCI corp over the summer!

Dream Job: producer, writer, graphic designer, idk I just want to create things and make money from them. Teaching music sounds fun too but i’d make less than 30,000 a year and that’s not cool. Educators are very un-appreciated and it needs to get better quick

What am I wearing at the Moment?: my Police shirt, black shorts, tennis shoes and ankle socks

tagging: smitten-w-kittens, thedankestofblogs, spontaneouslysleepdeprived, oh-for-wentz-sake, be-immortals, prettyoddemily, and most importantly, staff