Tbh if I have to watch Tony die in Infinity War, part of me knows that’s like. A sensible thing. Like that’s a sensible way to end this phase and finish his time and move on to other things. But at the same time, after a decade of loving this character, of getting to watch him grow and change, going through all the things he has with him, just…….getting so engrossed in everything. It’ll be one of the most devastating losses of my life. I know I “have a year to prepare” but even if I had a lifetime it’d never be enough. I love him too much. It will literally destroy me fjsdnsjdjdn GOD I’m already beyond emotional knowing that in even less than a year I might be seeing Tony Stark die on screen in front of my own blurry, bloodshot eyes.