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Corporate Sleaze…Re-posted from 2014

I just read an article about people who never really succeed in business and it resonated with me. On the one hand, I found myself in that article and I realized that I have some things I need to change. On the other hand, I found my ex-husband in that article too. Do two unsuccessful types meet and decide to shack up?

This is a troubling thought. How do I change my own thought patterns to be successful now that I am close to freedom? My biggest problem seems to be me lack of confidence. I have great ideas that others seem to run with but I can’t figure out how to make work. Why? What is my drawback to success?

I think it started when my parents became separated and my dad left to find another family. Did my abandonment issues cloud my judgment? I believe they did. I learned from the moment I became aware of myself (4 years of age) that I had nothing special. I’m not going to complain about where I have been but there is no doubt that it colored my opinion of myself. This led to more fateful choices which fed into my belief that I had nothing to give. I considered myself to be lucky to be chosen to be a wife. How could someone who thinks so little of themselves sell a business plan to anyone with any confidence?

How often do we take on the opinions of others and make it our reality. How do we stop listening to the people around us that tell us that we aren’t important? The corporate sleaze in the article is most certainly my ex. He has no scruples and does exactly what he desires and then expects to be let off the hook. Where does his mentality fit into my lack of success? The fact that he was a sleaze has nothing to do with me but, I let his lack of morals define who I was to become.

When I tried to wrap my head around leaving I knew that my husband’s mentality of “winning is everything” would come out and that he would do most anything to take my kids from me. This led me to set aside my beliefs and morals to avoid the confrontation I did not think I could win. When I did this I lost my relationship with God.

God asked me to do the one thing I could not in order to show me His power. In doing this, I found not only myself but my relationship with Him. In the last year I have gained courage I never had before. I no longer listen to the opinions of others (most of the time) and as a result I have accomplished amazing things. I learned to put God first and let all else rest in Him and I know that everything will be alright.

Julianne43 all rights reserved re-posted 8-22-15

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On August 21, 1879, apparitions of the Virgin Mary, St. Joseph, and St. John were said to be witnessed by 15 people at the Knock Parish Church in Ireland. And on this day in 1989, the space probe Voyager 2 reached Triton, the largest moon of Neptune– the only satellite in our solar system with a retrograde orbit.

Coast to Coast AM Schedule 8.21.15 - 8.28.15:

Here’s what’s coming up in the next week!

Friday, August 21, 2015: Filling in for George, Richard Syrett welcomes researcher and author, Don Jeffries, who’ll chronicle a wide variety of issues that have plagued US history. Whether it’s the assassinations of JFK and MLK, Iran-Contra, the Oklahoma City bombing, TWA Flight 800, voting fraud, or 9/11, Jeffries contends that every major disaster or war that we’ve witnessed has somehow been distorted by those who are supposed to be protecting us. Open Lines follow in the second half.

Saturday, August 22, 2015: Joining Richard Syrett in the first half, author and researcher Joseph P. Farrell will discuss his examination of the post-war Nazi International, an “extra-territorial state” without borders– a network of terrorists, drug runners, and people in the very heights of financial power willing to commit fraud in amounts totaling trillions of dollars. He’ll also cover breakaway civilizations, black budgets, secret technology, occult rituals, and the hijacking of nature. Followed by longtime paranormal researcher Richard Estep, recounting his chilling investigations and weird cases ranging from the Tower of London to a haunted Colorado firehouse.

6-10pm PT: Art Bell - Somewhere in Time returns to 9/3/96 when Middle East expert Andrew Killgore offered first-hand analysis of a US-led series of military strikes on Iraq.

Sunday, August 23, 2015: A mystery of unusual sounds began in Warminster, England, on the morning of Christmas 1964 and continued as a UFO enigma until 1977. The locals called the unusual lights and sounds central to the mystery “the Thing.” An expert in the case, Kevin Goodman, joins George Knapp in the first half to discuss the 50-year old mystery. Followed by Beatles authority, Chuck Gunderson, who’ll discuss the band’s rock ‘n’ roll revolution in America and their lasting cultural influence, along with stories of their concerts, backstage behind-the-scenes negotiations, and mayhem at the airports and hotels.

Monday, August 24, 2015: First Half: Science writer Steve Silberman will discuss his work challenging the conventional wisdom on autism and those who think differently, by revealing its secret history, long suppressed by the same clinicians who became famous for discovering it. He’ll share surprising answers to the crucial question of why the number of autism diagnoses have soared in recent years.

2nd Half: One of America’s leading connoisseurs of the bizarre, Marc Hartzman, was heavily influenced at an early age by Ripley’s Believe It Or Not and the annual Guinness World Record books. In addition to discussing weird things on eBay, sideshow performers, and unorthodox messages from God, Hartzman will cover his latest work researching the extremely strange history of Oliver Cromwell’s embalmed head, which for centuries enjoyed a series of unexpected adventures. Hosted by George Noory.

Tuesday, August 25, 2015: Futurist and researcher Stephan Schwartz will discuss death and consciousness - what science knows about dying, death and survival, and how to help people make the final transition. He’ll also update his work on near-death experiences, the power of music, and the power of prayer and reincarnation.

Wednesday, August 26, 2015: First Half: Analyst of geopolitics and foreign policy Craig B. Hulet will discuss the global regime of economic interdependence and how it results in conflicts all over the globe. He’ll update the various hot spots including China and the US fighting over natural resources in Africa, as well as the ongoing tension in the Middle East and strange relationship with Russia and America.

2nd Half: Author, researcher and expert in Edgar Cayce and ancient wisdom, Wynn Free addresses his ongoing series of dialogues with a channeled source who claims to have created the physical universe. Hosted by George Noory.

Thursday, August 27, 2015: Earthfiles investigative reporter Linda Moulton Howe will discuss the bizarre story of the alleged human-alien hybrid found dead in Los Angeles and said to be involved with the CIA; mysterious and spectacular crop formations found in the wheat fields of Wiltshire, England on the summer solstice this past June, and the breaking story about the sun going to sleep in 2030 and ushering in a brutal mini-ice age across the planet. Hosted by George Noory.

Friday, August 28, 2015: Filling in for George, Dave Schrader (email) welcomes Joshua Abraham, the son of Larry Abraham, who wrote the international bestselling novel “None Dare Call It Conspiracy” with his friend Gary Allen. This book in 1971 revealed the “smoking gun” proof for the plans and the agenda for the global government called the New World Order. Abraham will discuss his latest work researching the connection between alien abduction and satanic ritual abuse. Followed by Open Lines in the second half.