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Working on my one legged balance. My leg has been swelling quite a bit lately. Not fun trying to stand on a swollen leg. Not too great at balancing one legged cuz I have literally no stomach muscles. Can only balance for a few seconds without hands. *snap* Soon though…I’ll have it down. 👌 #amputee #doubleamputee #amputeelife #hipamputee #hipdisarticulation #prosthetic #onelegbalance #sssqueaky #beautiful #staybeautiful

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Two prosthetic legs. Left=hip disarticulation. Right=below the knee. How many times I wish for my legs to come back magically. But I know that will never happen. So I have to push myself. Push myself through my nerve pain. Through my phantom pain. Through my shattered pelvis. Through my emotions. Through the struggle. Bottle it all up,and put it into me learning how to walk. I will be set back another 6 months after my surgery, but it doesn’t me I can’t push my self before. #survivor #fighter #nevergiveup #amputee #doubleamputee #hipamputee #prosthetic #prosthetics #hipprosthetic #belowtheknee #sssqueaky #knife #beautiful #staybeautiful

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Man, sometimes there are days that I need to be reminded to not give up. To stay strong and realize all I’ve done and accomplished over the last year is worth it. Then I realized how Chevy feeds off my emotions. When I sit around and do nothing all day, so does she. I gotta stay active for her, if anything. Anyway, I LOVE this pic. On my way to yet another doctor appointment followed by another doctor appointment. :) #nevergiveup #red #redhair #gauges #chevy #chevypuppy #sssqueaky #amputee #amputeelife #amputeeproblems #doubleamputee #hipamputee #beautiful #survivor #staybeautiful

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With everything that sets me back,
I push back harder to clear the way.
There’s not a thing that I regret,
Can’t live my life in yesterday.
••surgery here I come. <^> -__- <^> #amputee #doubleamputee #hipamputee #hipdisarticulation #amputeelife #amputeeproblems #thiswasgiventome #fuckyou #sssqueaky #beautiful #staybeautiful

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So today my pain level has been really bad. I had gotten off all narcotics for two weeks, was doing really well, and then my nerve pain quadrupled. Today I’m suffering from it. Had to leave work early. Chevy was sleeping on a pillow, saw me suffering and wincing in pain, she army crawled to this spot on my lap. Oh how she tries to do everything for me. She’s too small to take care of it all. Poor little girl. 💜😍 #chevy #chevypuppy #nervepain #amputee #doubleamputee #hipamputee #amputeelife #amputeeproblems #hipdisarticulation #belowtheknee #sssqueaky #beautiful #staybeautiful

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