you were the first boy i ever wrote about. and the thing is, i’m not sad. the thing is, you’re gonna read this at midnight and try to find every word i wrote four years ago. the thing is, nothing is safe these days. those poems are ashes now, they burnt out in my brain. the thing is, you haven’t changed. i bet you’ve still got blisters on your heels. i bet you have a box in your closet filled with candy wrappers and flower heads. i’ve been getting more sleep lately. my head don’t hurt the same. and i swore i wouldn’t write about this. i swore i’d let it go up in flames. but four years just don’t go away.
idk how, but someone my blog reached 100 followers today!!!! and i know no one cares and 100 isn’t that many, but i never thought i’d never get past like 2 followers… i seriously love and appreciate evERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU GUYS. every like, reblog, and ask makes my sad self a bit happier;) so yea, even if i don’t have a million, i made this to thank all my mutuals^-^ this is basically a follower forever i guess??
[faves and pals are bolded and if you’re not bolded or on here, you can always message me and we can become pals cuz i’d love to talk to you]
thANK YOU ALL SM FOR FOLLOWING MY SHITTY BLOG. ily all.
[i don’t think i got everyone bc some ppl follow with their main blogs that are not their phan blogs so if i forgot anyone, i’m sorry, i still love you:(( feel free to sneak into my house, steal my computer and add yourself, just don’t forget to say hi to my cat while you’re here. or you could message me. either one’s fine.]