Re-watching SPN 1x01 "Pilot"

Watching this episode today, knowing the whole story…it feels totally different!!

Crying when Mary dies, and seeing Dean holding and saving his little brother….and know he always will take care of.

The unexplainable joy when he goes to Stanford for Sammy, and  know everything starts there!! But feeling so sad because now, you know that Jess will die, and Sammy will lose the life that he ever wanted.

And of course, i must to say that i really miss the “Bitch, Jerk” moments