spn season 5

  • dean: *beating the shit out of ketch*
  • me: my precious sunshine child

i love season one dean with his too-big leather jacket and his ripped worn out jeans and his bracelets and ring and necklace and his freckles and long eyelashes and perfect jawline and cheeky grin

and his wide desperate eyes and his frustration because all he wants to have his family all in one place and sam and dad just can’t SEE that like he does and i love how he leans into every touch he gets because he’s so starved for it and i love the shadows under his eyes because he’s only 26 but he feels like he’s been living forever and wow oh wow i just love season one dean

something else that i noticed from last night’s ep

when lucifer was yelling at dagon and she said cas had kelly, and even though she mentioned he was with those other angels,

luci still yelled “THE WINCHESTERS HAVE MY SON?!

he knew that with angels or no, cas wouldn’t turn on the winchesters, not even for heaven

because luci lived in cas’s head all that time and knew without a doubt where his priorities lie