You stirred the pancake batter in the large bowl placed in front of you as you danced to the music currently blasting through your speakers. You had woken up in a good mood from a well night’s rest and Ethan had gone out to an early morning meeting so you had the apartment to yourself. He was expected to be home in a matter of minutes and you decided, being the amazing girlfriend that you were, you’d make him some chocolate chip pancakes to greet him with. You were in the midst of adding the chocolate chips into the mix, popping one in your mouth along the way, as you wiggled your hips to the music. You turned around to grab some more when you gasped seeing Ethan standing in the doorway, a sexy smirk plastered across his face, as he watched you. He quirked his eyebrow when you locked eyes with him. He gave your body a once over before breaking into an ear splitting grin. You were dressed in nothing but a plain grey t-shirt of his and some panties. Your hair was in a messy bun on top of your head but he still thought this was the sexiest you’d ever looked.
It was a day like any other for you and your group, except that for the first time you got out of the car with your boyfriend.
Now it’s been months that the media knew of your relationship, but you never appeared at a public event together. Not if that event were the Gayo Daejun, so important to shake your legs just at the thought.
“Y/N, breathe. You look like you’re about to die. ”
“Sorry, sorry… It’s that I’m afraid. ”
“Of what? You look beautiful tonight. “He murmured in a tone almost flatterer, winking at you;” Indeed… you’re even too beautiful and sexy. “ He added, biting his lower lip with malice, bursting out laughing because of your gaze.
You bowed your head your own thighs, covered by the black fabric of the dress you were wearing and you bit your tongue not to answer them in kind.
Yoongi loved to tease you like that and you couldn’t ever figure out how to react. Indeed that night he was even more upbeat than usual, and your hands clasped seemed glued together.
“Yoongi, we’re here.”
"Let go of my hand..” You hummed looking out the window, knowing that the cars behind you hosted yours and his friends.
Yoongi’s gaze slid mischievous on your body, shaking his head and then opening the car’s door. The blue suit he wore that night was so good that for a moment you have enchanted by his beauty.
Only his delicate touch on your hand brought you awaken and like a gentleman he was holding your hand and helped you get off the car.
Immediately he laid his hand on your hips as you approach him without leaving even one centimeter of space between your two bodies. Even with heels, you were lower than him, your meter and fifty had never been a problem for you, and his presence at your side could totally brighten you up.
“I repeat… you’re too beautiful tonight, ” He whispered into your ear, gently touching your skin with the tip of his nose.
His hot breath stroked your neck and a thrill ran through your back, but with your great effort, you got to not let go any moans from your lips.
“THERE, THERE!!” your best friend, as well as bandmates, yelled, getting you two and giving a loud kiss onto your cheek.
You greeted them all with a huge smile and a bow, addressed to the other members of BTS because anyway they were your sunbeam and respect was really important.
Finally, you began to walk along the velvet carpet laid out for the occasion, you along side Yoongi while the others were in front of you.
The smile didn’t leave for a second your lips and Yoongi loved to see you so happy. And for one night, he decided to be what usually he was into intimacy with you, because he knew that somehow it was what you wanted.
He stopped, making stop you too, in front of some photographers and holding his hand firmly on your side began to greet them, allowing them to take pictures of you two.
“YOONGI, YOU TWO LOOK BEAUTIFUL TONIGHT!” Shouted one of the photographers, making you blush completely.
“Isn’t it? But I think she’s the most beautiful of the two tonight. Although I admit that jealousy is eating me alive. ”
His answer made all of them burst out laughing and you could both do but remain silent, completely surprised by his behavior.
It was an idea of your manager to get together at the party, by pure publicity, but he seemed to enjoy the moment.
“Can you kiss her for us? Your photos together are what everyone is calling for! ”
“N–” you were to answer when his hand leaned against the back of your neck, making you turn toward him.
His lips were on your moments later. They were hot, though the temperature that night, and immediately began to ask to yours to blend in with them. Despite the surprise, you began to reciprocate that kiss that wasn’t innocent, but passionate as those exchanged in the privacy of your bedroom.
Your legs shuddered and when he moved slightly away from your lips he had to hold you up because that kiss had been a real act of betrayal.
“Are you okay babe?” He asked with a small amused smile.
“N-No..” You whispered with the voice hoarse with emotion.
He winked, waved at the photographers, still in total turmoil, and joined his friends, who were waiting at the entrance of the huge building that hosted the event.
“Did you have to kill her in that way?” Hoseok asked, chuckling delightedly.
“I love to kiss her. Why hold me? ” He replied and you raised your eyes to heaven, even if oddly you loved the Yoongi of that night.
The evening was continued with joy, all the performances were great and Yoongi never missed an opportunity to show you to the cameras. Hugs, stolen kisses, his hands always in contact with your skin, the whispers into your ear. He never missed an opportunity of touching you and show some pda in public.
He was incredibly proud to say to be your boyfriend and that left you bewildered. The private Yoongi, the guy you loved for almost a year, was another person that night.
“Yoongi… are you okay? ”
“You’re all … Skinship and public displays of affection. ” You point out, while his smile widened and his hand ended up on your shoulders, discovered due to the cut of the dress.
“Don’t you like it?”
“Obviously.. But you’ve never been that way. ”
“True.. But you’re so and for tonight I want to make you happy. ” He murmured and the sincerity of his words struck you completely, threatening to make you cry.
You leaned gently your hand on his cheek, moving towards to him and touching his lips with yours. You didn’t care that others look at you or took a photo, you just wanted to kiss him.
“I wanted to kiss you, that’s all.”
Y/F/N continued to yell into your ear, as she attempted to reach the notes only Jimin seemed able to reach, while with a huge smile you observed the performance of the BTS.
Performance that ended too soon for your tastes, but fortunately they didn’t send them off the stage but the two MC began talking with them and ask what they had in store for their fans.
“Yoongi, tonight you’re here with your girlfriend, right?” Baekhyun asked, provoking you another wave of embarrassment. Hide behind your friends was unnecessary because the lights were already focused on you and the only thing you could do was greet the cameras and smiling.
“Yes, we’re here together Sunbae.”
“You get along well! Your secret?? ”
“Be in love.” Yoongi hummed with shyly smile and even if you were far from him you knew that his cheeks were stained pink and his gummy smile would make an appearance. “Y/N understands my needs and even though we are completely opposite, she’s still with me. Then look at her.. How can I not feel lucky with a girl like her? ” He added, trying to catch his breath and triggering yet another wave of the spotlight on you.
“In fact, she’s really gorgeous!”
“Yeah and she’s mine. That’s my girlfriend … It’s like a dream. ” He admitted running a hand through his black hair, making whistle Namjoon and Hoseok who had teased him.
Meanwhile, you were in utter embarrassment, so when they returned to their seats close to yours, you tightened his hand and you dismissed from the spotlight.
Walk on high heels was difficult, especially with the split of the dress which threatened to make you stumble, but you needed to speak to him.
You Loved his attention but didn’t want him to act in a different way just because you loved displays of affection.
Coming into a dressing room, you didn’t know who it was, you tightened your arms onto your chest looking at him seriously.
“What is it, baby?”
“I don’t want you to be who you aren’t.” It was the only thing that you whispered, looking into his eyes.
“Do you think this is not who I am??”
“You hate these things.”
“But I love you.” He Noted, making you jump for the umpteenth time. Rarely he admitted his feelings openly and that, like the others, he managed to melt you totally. Your heart melted and you could not do anything to stop him.
“Y/N.. What I said on stage is real. I’m lucky, damn lucky. ”
“Also I..But… it’s just … ”
“Baby, shut up and get back from the others, or they could think that we’re doing something dirty.” He giggled, taking your hand and as he approached the door.
“Huh, baby?” He asked into a breath, stopping with his other hand on the handle of the door; “What’s the matter?”
“I love you too.”
“I know, it’s impossible not to love me.” He winked at you, with that smile to take the breath away and you never tired of seeing onto his loveable lips.
And it was true, it was impossible to not love him.
The sound of gentle waves lapping at a thin shoreline was the first sensory response you felt as your consciousness was reawakened. Needle-like pain pierced all known muscles and joints in your body as your heavy eyelids struggled to open. You found yourself at the grass-strewn coast of a large lake, the sun bordering the horizon and the storm clouds having formed dispersive curves in the orange sky.
A/N: hey y'all! So I currently have this fic in the works as well and thought I might as well submit the first part! This is a soulmate au (I fucking live for these), and the premise is that after you and your soulmate say “I love you” to each other, your bodies glow with an aura for a few seconds (so any times the queens have said it don’t exist in this world). The time is the present day, however I wanted to work in the jealous Adore/Trixie idea as well. she/her pronouns for in drag, he/him/they (adore) out of drag. It might be a mess but so am I so buckle up folks!
Requested by an anon. I’ve been gone for so long and honestly I’m so sorry.
You had a different style. You weren’t skinny. You had your imperfections but you made them your own perfections. People often find confidence attractive. Your confidence was very attractive. It of course was one of Yongguk’s favorite thing about you.
You were best friends with Jongup. The two of you have been best friends since babies. Your parents were good friends and their friendship rubbed off on the two of you. The two of you were like brother and sister. You were older than him by a couple of months.
You were his main support when he debuted. You went to a couple of concerts but you were always a bit too busy to meet his members in person. You had your own job. You were a businesswoman. You had made it far up the business chain for a woman of your age. Not only were you proud of Jongup, he was also proud of you. Though you were always busy, you always made time for Jongup.
You wanted nothing more than to meet his members. You asked Jongup about it and he agreed. The two of you planned for one of your off days.
He took you to their dorm. Before allowing you to come in, he made sure they were all in check and the dorm looked at least decent.
“Come in, Y/N.” he said as he opened the door.
You stepped in and the first thing you saw was his members, one of them not facing you. You bowed shyly.
Yongguk saw his members staring at something in front of them.
“YAH! HYUNG! TURN AROUND! YOU’RE BEING RUDE!” Jongup shouted at Yongguk.
Yongguk snapped his head around to see your head coming up from the bow. The two of you locked eyes for a couple of seconds before you looked away shyly.
“Guys this is my best friend of all time, Y/N. I expect nothing but your best behavior when she is h-”
“N-No, act like I’m not here. Be yourselves.” You cut him off.
“Well, introduce yourselves!”
Yongguk was the first one to introduce himself.
“Hi. I’m Bang Yongguk, the leader. Nice to meet you.”
“Oh, you’re the leader?” You asked.
“Yeah. You say that like it’s a bad thing. Is there something wrong?”
“N-No, I just didn’t expect someone like you to be leader. I-I didn’t mean that in a bad way or anything. You’re just really hot, I m-mean, you’re very good looking.”
“So because I’m good looking, or “hot” ,as you had a couple of seconds ago, I can’t be leader of an idol group?“
"I really didn’t mean it like that! I just meant not many idol leaders look as good as you. I m-mean-”
He chuckled a bit before giving you a reassuring pat on your back.
“Jongup! I like your best friend.”
Your friendship with Yongguk only went up. The two of you would disagree on something but that never stopped you from being good friends.
The more the two of you hung out, attractions got deeper. You were feeling something for him, you didn’t know what it was. It was like you loved him, but you tried to shake it off. After all he was your best friend’s group member and good friend.
Your feelings for him were very noticeable. Everyone but Yongguk noticed. He played around a bit but he didn’t know you were serious.
He’d bring around female friends of his. Most of them looked the same, like models. They all looked like those idol girls that everyone was talking about. Skinny, tall, they were pretty sticks.
You found yourself jealous of some of them. Maybe one or two, it was just the ones who had the most skinship with Yongguk.
Yongguk shot you text.
“It’s been awhile since we’ve had lunch, let’s get together today.”
You read his message but didn’t reply. You simply put your phone down and tended to your work. He saw you read it. A couple of more seconds go by and he gets a bit annoyed that you didn’t reply. He shoots another text.
“I know you read that, Y/N. Could you tell me yes or no?”
Once again you read it but didn’t reply. Ten seconds go by. This time he’s upset but he remains calm.
“You’re not replying. Did I do something?”
He invited you a little party he was throwing just because. He told you ahead of time the dress was casual, so you dressed in ripped jeans and a white crop top. When you arrived there was no one there.
He lied to you to get you to talk to him.
Once you got there, you realized he lied. But you didn’t to leave, nor did he want you to leave. He wanted to know what was wrong. He wanted to know why you weren’t acting like yourself. He wanted to know why you didn’t want to spend time with him anymore.
You found yourself sitting across the table for him. You didn’t say anything. Neither did he. It was just silence. He decided to speak up.
“Did I do something to make you mad at me?” He asked.
You said nothing. You just folded your arms.
“Are you really going to be difficult at a time like this?! I want know what I did wrong to make you ignore and be mad at me.”
You knew you were being selfish. There was no reason for you to hate him. There was no reason for you to be mad at him.
“It’s not like you love me I like I do you.” You accidentally said aloud.
“N-Nothing! I said nothing!”
“You love me?”
“I said nothing! Forget what I said!”
You turned away from him.
“Forget what you said? Do you know how long I’ve been waiting to hear those words come out of your mouth. Y/N, I love you too. More than you’ll ever know. But I knew how close you were to Jongup and I didn’t need him breathing down my neck if I tried to make a move on you.”
You turned back to him. Your face softened.
“Y-You like me?”
“No, Y/N. I love you.”
The two of you have been together for about two years now. Everyone knew about you. Girls and boys alike envied you. Yongguk spoiled you to death in brand new designer clothes, designer handbags, and very expensive jewelry. You didn’t want all the attention on you, but everywhere the two of you went, Yongguk made sure the attention was only on you.
Tonight was going to be just the same. Yongguk had prepared a week early. He bought you a new dress. He bought you a red split strap backless dress with brand new rhinestone diamond heels. He of course didn’t stop there. He bought you a $1000 customized locket and new hoop earrings. You looked like a million bucks and your smile added on about nine million dollars.
He of course wasn’t going to dress his beautiful Queen up and not forget to dress up a bit as well. He dressed in a customized tuxedo with black dress shoes. And the two of you together looked like billionaire mafia leaders. He did all the dirty work while you got the business side of it.
“Don’t you think this is a little, you know overboard for a party?” You asked him.
“No. You look amazing. And this isn’t just any party. This is-”
“I know, I know. An album release party. I’ve heard you say it about a hundred times now.”
The two of you made your way to the venue. The album release party was located at this brand new exclusive club that they spent almost a year building.
‘It better look so damn stunning I won’t know I’m still in Korea’ You thought to yourself.
The two of you arrived. The outside was big, so you assumed the inside was huge. And huge it was. You gasped in amazement.
“How could they afford this place for an album release party?”
“You’d be surprised, jagi.”
The two of you locked arms and made your way through the crowd. Everyone’s eyes were on the two of you. You could hear gasps, sighs and scoffs coming from around the room.
You were a gorgeous sight. As for Yongguk, he was the sexiest thing there.
“Noona! You made it!” You heard Jongup’s voice behind you.
You both turned around to be greeted by him in a simple black suit.
“Aww! Guppie’s in a suit and all grown up! You look so dashing.” You complimented.
“Yah! Noona! You’re embarrassing me!”
“That’s my job Guppie!”
You pulled him into a headlock and ruffled his hair.
“YAH! NOONA! STOP!”
You giggled and let him go. He fixed himself and gave you a death glare. You knew he was trying to act like an adult but you knew him better than that. If the two of you weren’t in public, he’d pull you into a headlock.
“Hey Jongup.” Yongguk chimed in.
“Oh, sorry I didn’t see you. What’s up?” He pulled him in for a manly hug before lettting go.
You stood by Yongguk’s side and locked arms with him again.
“Y/N?” You heard a familiar voice over the loud music.
You turned your head to the left and saw a familiar face.
“SHOWNU!” You shouted before letting go of Yongguk and rushing over to Shownu.
He pulled you in for a tight hug.
“Since when does she know Shownu?” Yongguk asked Jongup.
“What do you mean? Noona has always been friends with Shownu.” He explained.
You pulled away from Shownu.
“How are you so tall?”
“How are you so small?”
“I’m glad you’re here. Hey! The guys are here as well. Wanna see them. It’s been a while since you have.”
“I guess I could go for a little while. Let me talk to Yongguk and I’ll come back. Stay here!”
You walked to Yongguk.
“Yongguk, I know we just got here and everything, but could I go hang out with Shownu and his friends for a bit. I’ll spend a little time with them and I’ll come back and spend the rest of the time with you.” You offered.
He sighed. “Alright. Fine, but come back soon, okay?”
“Okay. I love you.” You say before giving him a small peck on the cheek.
“I love you too.”
You smiled before rushing back over to Shownu and disappearing into the crowd.
Four hours passed by. No sign of you anywhere. Yongguk was stuck at the bar taking free drinks from women around him. He took the drinks but declined the girls.
‘Where in the hell is she?’ He thought.
He saw everyone but you. He was tired of it. He downed one more shot and heading into the crowd slipping by the sweaty bodies.
As he reached the middle of the dance floor, he looked around. You were nowhere to be seen. He was about to head back the way he came, but the music stopped suddenly and he heard your laugh.
Luckily your laugh was loud enough to hear. He turned around and went the way your laugh came from. He found himself on the other side of the VIP section.
You were sitting in between Wonho and Shownu. Wonho’s arm wrapped tightly around your shoulder with a drink in his other hand. You were laughing it up at a joke Jooheon told. It was dumb but funny.
The guard standing at the velvet rope looked over to Yongguk.
“Well if it isn’t a legend. Welcome Yongguk. Looking for Y/N?”
“Clearly. And I see she’s having a fun time.” Yongguk said with a hint of jealousy.
“Someone sounds a little bit jealous. Y/N is quite a catch and Wonho has had his arm around her for a bit. She likes his shoulders. Didn’t know she had a thing for shoulders.” The guard laughed.
“Yeah, yeah. Whatever.”
You turned to your right to see Yongguk talking to the guard. A smile appeared on your face at the sight of him.
“How about shots?!”
A round of twelve shots came out. You didn’t want to drink that much. And you weren’t the best person on shots.
Wonho handed you one.
“Come on, Y/N. Have a shot with me.”
“I-I don’t know Wonho. Maybe I shouldn’t. It’s been a while. Maybe I should get back to Yongguk.”
“Just one shot and I’ll let you go back that lovey dovey boyfriend of yours.
The two of you locked arms. You downed his shot, as he downed yours.
“Looks like she’s closer to Wonho than I thought.” The guard said joking.
Yongguk looked at the two of you. Something was building up inside of him, jealousy. But he kept a calm face on the outside. But his fist was clenching as hard as it was physically possible.
“That was strong. I should be going now. Text you later, Shownu. See you soon, Wonho.”
You stood and walked over to Yongguk.
He stayed silent.
“I’m so tired and my feet hurt in the heels. I’ve been in them so long. Let’s go home.”
Once again, silence. The two of you headed out of the club and got back into his car.
The ride home was silent. Neither one of you wanted to say anything.
Once you stepped through the front door, he rushed up to the bedroom. You knew something was up.
You took off your shoes and slowly walked upstairs to the bedroom. You opened the door slightly, and looked inside to see Yongguk changing out of his suit. He was only in his boxers.
He was staring at the wall. You slowly walked in, trying not to make a sound. When you reached him, you wrapped your arms around him tightly.
He sighed. “Let go jagi.”
“No! What’s wrong?”
“Nothing is wrong.”
“You’re lying. You’re upset. I know you.”
He continued to face the wall. You sighed. You walked in front of him. He tried to look away, but you grabbed his chin and made him look at you.
“Did you try to look away from me? Something is wrong. You know you can talk to me. You know I love you. Yongguk tell me-”
“HOW DO I KNOW YOU LOVE ME?!” He screamed.
You were taken back. “What?”
“How do I know you love me, Y/N?”
“You think I don’t love you?”
“ANIYA! ANIYA! HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT?! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I LOVE MYSELF! You’re all I think about. You’re my everything. I love you. I love you, Bang Yongguk.”
He tried to look away, but you grabbed his face and made him look at you.
“Don’t look away from me! What is this about?”
“You and Shownu and Wonho!”
Your face fell.
“You’re jealous, aren’t you?”
“Yeah. I’m jealous. To see Wonho touching and drinking with you made me jealous. I’m supposed to be the only one touching you.”
“Yongguk, listen to me. Listen clearly. I don’t want Shownu. I don’t want Wonho. You’re the only man I want. You’re the only man I need. I love you and only you.”
A small smile appeared on his face hearing your words.
“You mean that?”
He still looked a bit sad. He looked down towards your dress.
“Come on. Let’s go take a bath.”
You giggled a little bit before taking his hand in yours and heading to the bathroom.