• me: *stumbles upon something i kno w will trigger a moodswing or will cause me to split*
  • me: *checks it out anyway*
  • me, once ive been triggered: oh no ://// im so sad ://// why do i always feel like this ://// im so miserable :///
  • me, the next day: *stumbles upon something i kno w wi-

If you can’t distinguish fiction from reality or you think other people can’t then I’m sorry but this isn’t our problem. If you choose to be bitter about something other people don’t have a problem with, then go away. Turn off the internet.

The worst part about having a borderline personality disorder (except the mood swings and impulsive actions and actually a whole lotta other shit), is how badly you want to be in a loving relationship. But then they say something neutral and you just fuking split on them, even some minor incovinience is enough and here ya go destroying all of your relationships and being really rude to them, because at that moment you feel like you’re right and they deserve it. Also, you never know if it’s really love or just a hardcore obssesion that will pass once you really get to know them.