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RE: the self-esteem double standard

Things that make me feel shitty when other people say them about themselves:

  • I suck
  • I’m trash
  • i should shut up already
  • my art/writing/presence/creations is/are pointless

Things that I frequently say/want to say about myself:

  • I suck
  • I’m trash
  • i should shut up already
  • my art/writing/presence/creations is/are pointless
The Road Goes On
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I was playing around with one of those music-looping apps a little while ago and I layered my voice and some of the musical instruments and made a little song.

I don’t know, I just find it really soothing to listen to. U///U

REJOICE WITH ME MY LOVELIES

I ROCKED TODAY.

So I’ve been 100% out of Vim to get on tumblr, post, draw, write, answer messages or reblog since the first day of school.  I have been stressing over the upcoming quarter so hard I literally made myself sick to my stomach.  BUT TODAY

I introduced myself and did an assessment on my own initiative!  I talked to my fellow students and professor and had conversations!  I answered call lights and helped a gentleman with ambulation therapy!  I went through the medications my patient was taking and knew what almost all of them were!

Also I built a temple to myself on top of a mountain.  It’s not the biggest or grandest construction the world of minecraft has ever seen but it’s mine and it has SO MANY TORCHES on it the whole mountaintop lights up from a distance. ^u^

I know this oasis of feeling good/not-stressed is going to be brief but I’m really enjoying it and I love you all even though god knows when I’m going to be back on again in any kind of “wow I feel like interacting today” capacity.  So.  I thought you should know that.

Would it be creepy...

…to ask how old all of my followers are?  Or five+ year age range if you weren’t comfortable with giving your actual age?  I’m 19.  I know a few of you are about my age, but most of you I have no idea.

I’m just really curious about this all of a sudden. :?

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Okay!  Since there’s been so much drawing and doing and thinking on the subject of Invincible Summer, here are some ref sheets, of a sort. UwU

Other Ref: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6

Karkat’s wings are based on the combination of a half-rotted fall leaf and a bat’s wings.  His ‘horns’ and the struts of his wings are made of wood. The leaves on his head, since they aren’t hair, tend to grow further down the back of his neck and spread slightly onto his cheekbones and the rim of his ears.  

Gamzee’s are similar, but more anatomically resemble a bat’s, with the small extra claw at the second joint and extra web from the second joint to the back of his neck and the first 'finger’ to his side.  His legs are mostly humanoid when he’s using his first face, goat-like but short-haired in his second, and his legs and arms are thickly haired in the third.  The cast on his arm and leg are thin, skin-tight layers of strong but flexible wood and bark, from his ankle to the curve of his leg and the bases of his fingers to his elbow.  His fingers widen and flatten at the tips, and are darker and heavily calloused than the rest of his skin, to emulate hooves. :) 

Also that third form is not just a change of shape, that’s basically the berserker, feral god mode.  It’s massive, angry, destructive, thinks at the level of a slightly smarter-than-average animal, and eats anything made of meat that’s put in front of it until it’s full.

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IN WHICH I HAPPEN TO GLANCE UP AFTER GETTING A NEW FOLLOWER AND FIND THAT THEY ARE FOLLOWER 420.

ON 4/20

…AT 4:20 PM

WHO PLANNED THIS.

THIS WAS A CONSPIRACY RIGHT.

In other news, wow, that’s a lot of you guys!  :D  Hello!  Hi!  Welcome!  You probably won’t see this, most of you, since from my estimates most of you are on the internet somewhere around my 11:00 PM and I’m posting this at like seven, my time, but I’m very glad to have all of you!

…just.

WHAT ARE THE FREAKING ODDS.

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Reasons I can never get anything done numero uno.

I feel the need to make banners for things when I could just supply links.

But hey.  These were fun. 

Bonus points for anyone who has read some of the fics I’m reccing and can ID any of these (I listed the ones shown here below, so it’s basically match-that-banner) while I’m off trying to finish the intricate web of links and quotes and credits and tags and re-links that is this project.  This shouldn’t take too much longer.  (Then again that’s what I said when I started, six hours ago. =_=)

UFUT

Loophole

the Rule of Transformation

Battlefield Terra

Lamplit

The Vienna Game

The Serendipity Gospels

anonymous asked:

just curious, but is anyone in your aus trans*?

Sorry this took so long to get out–and for the length. <:T  (Cutting that now, wow.)  Gonna try to be as brief and clear as possible.

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I'm sorry I just

Ship the thing red, ship the thing pale, I can deal with people shipping ships in other quadrants from me, I’m a big girl and people are totally free to ship anything they like, just–I’m not–I can’t deal with–

Okay, like.

“Materails”

Abrupt no-warning flips from pale to red just because all of a sudden OH MAN I WANT TO SCREW YOU 

‘Rails with Pails

I can deal with people shipping my pale OTPs red! (Or black, but that’s not common.)  I’ll just not click on it, because it’s not my thing, and we can go our seperate ways!  What I can’t deal with is when I click on something because it says it’s pale and then have to back out because ALL OF A SUDDEN MAKEOUTS/SEX.

I’m sorry.  I just.  Don’t.  Can’t.  Sudden unexpected screwing moirails=instant nope-out for me.  

Saviors Trivia Dump

Because someone on my stream was saying that they really enjoyed when I just poured out a bunch of random details about my stories.  So here.  Have some trivia, I guess? XD

  • The geneticist who created the first generation of clones was an eccentric billionaire with severely dissociated separate personalities, one male and one female.  Overall, they went by the name of Dr. Calmasis.

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Fanfiction.

I love

When they finally kiss but it doesn’t end there 

and it’s not about they finally do it!

The rating went up to M!

it’s about they finally are!

When someone is broken and they fix themselves

and prove to the doubters and the ones that gave up on them that they could

because sometimes people pull themselves out of their pits

(sometimes they need help and I love that too.)

I love when people get the break they desperately needed.

Fraught struggles that nobody knows and they’ll never admit

but behind their back it’s revealed and everyone finally admires their strength

I love babies; unexpected babies and happy babies and sad babies and babies that bring people together most of all.

Mommies and daddies and mothers and fathers

especially the kind that doesn’t know what they’re doing.

I love the sexy stories–even the ones I am embarrassed to like

probably improbable and embarrassing and just the right level of explicit

(body parts embarrass me).

And boys and girls and boys and boys and girls and girls, men, women and everything else.

I love touching a lot

hair-petting and back-rubbing and fin-petting and horn-rubbing because I also love dumb alien kids and their dumb romances

I love intimacy without sex and no want for sex, no need for sex 

because for them being close is just that good and true and right.

I love fanfiction and I am not ashamed of that

because i know many of us are so good they could sell and sell and sell

and some of us got that good because we wrote and wrote and wrote (even if the characters weren’t ours). 

but instead here we are, sharing stories like a bunch of gifts with empty name-tags

here I wrote this fic for you

(I also love poetic writing, even if I suck at it.)

(But that’s another post.)

(I apologize for my feels.)

anonymous asked:

For the art critique; stop being so good at things. Like being able to perfectly capture emotions and great shading and different body types. And by stop I mean never stop. Something I noticed though is that you tend to draw characters as cis, even if its an AU. Other than that, I don't have anything remotely negative about your art!

Ha! XD I will do my best to crappify my art immediately.  And really, I do need to work on different body types.  I am working with a range, but it’s really a comparatively tiny range out of the masses I could be using.  

Re: cis people—honestly–if I’m totally honest,

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Stubborn Love
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ehehehe EHEHEHEH A CHALLENGER APPEARS. >8D

I wanna hear Splick sing!

You heard the girl, Splickedy.

This is for all my followers who are having hard times and I’m sorry for my wobbly notes and my crappy microphone giving me peaks on the loud parts. U_U Keep your heads up, my loves.  (Stubborn Love by the Lumineers)

Edit: oh god the first note, leave me to die

Dreamed last night a bunch of people thought my art was evidence to get them in trouble with the law and they took it out in my back yard started burning it and I went apeshit on them, like, I grabbed some kind of club and went tearing after them screaming and cursing and swearing at the top of my lungs I was going to slaughter them.  And I completely mercilessly beat the shit out of them.  But my pictures were still burning. :(

I have no idea what it means, but it was both kind of terrifying and very cathartic and I have no time to consider which because I have class now.

anonymous asked:

Dear Gamzee Makara,

Dear Gamzee Makara,

*GASP* where do I even start?

I AM GOING TO PUNCH YOU IN THE CROTCH.

DIVINE MISSION MY ASS

WOULD YOU EXPLAIN YOUR MOTIVATION TO ME PLEASE BECAUSE YOU ARE AN OBFUSCATING LITTLE SHIT

DID YOU NEVER EVEN FOLLOW UP ON YOUR OFFER TO MAKE OUT, WHAT WAS UP WITH THAT?!

YOU ARE SUCH A SCAREDY-CAT, JEGUS

YOU NEEDED A PALEMATE YOU ASSHOLE WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT YOU NEEDED HIM NNNNGHGN:SLDKFJS:LDKFNS:FD

why couldn’t you just have gone atheist or something.

It was so hard for me to find art from 2007 and I had to guess at the approximate date and scan out of my sketchbook, but I think those are 2007s. :)  2011 is about when I got my tablet.  And from there on it’s history. :D  Nice to see all that progress laid out!  This was fun.