I’ve never kissed someone whose name I do not remember and i always use more softener than you’re supposed to (because the world needs softer edges) i would walk all the way to New Orleans alone to bathe in quiet jazz and broken hearts, my mothers maiden name is Still which is ironic because i’m always moving, never sitting still, my anger and sadness go hand in hand, i am angry that i am sad again and sad to be angry while trying to be okay, i reply to every message i get in case it means something to someone, yet i am sometimes too distant to reply with little more than one syllable, i check everything for demons spiders – my shoes, my jackets, my heart.
i’ve kissed one person in my entire life and i haven’t gotten much of a review, love is the cruelest possible infinity to exist, laughing should always crawl through the deepest part of your heart and bubble up to your mouth, ashtrays are a staple in my home because people believe that if they inhale enough smoke they will become smoke, rage floods through my veins and has made a home in my bones – i am furiously in hate with this broken universe.
my hands shake because i’ve never touched her hands, only her heart, my happiness does not belong to me, but to those who take heart from it, bridges will always be my demise, as nothing could tempt me to step off unless i’m going down, fairy tales aren’t real and neither am i, i will never be at peace with myself because i am not at peace with the world, my mother would not cry for me if i were gone and my eulogy would be simple - The Girl Who Loved Too Much With Such Little A Heart.
i apologize so much that “i’m sorry” slides off of my tongue like honey, regret rises like vile in my throat and i see his face over and over and over, raw, agonizing heartaches are my specialty, i miss her every single day, i run from my problems quickly but i trip just as fast.
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