spending all of the money

I’m p sure the reason why I’m so unmotivated by life, and so unmotivated to push myself to be better at art to make a career out of it, is because I’ve already lost hope in trying to make a career out of a hobby I love. Like
Time caught up, there’s no more time to improve before adulthood to get a good start early; I can’t even afford art school; my art style in general is not very likeable to suit the taste of any studio; I’ll never be satisfied if I can’t work at a big studio (bc they seem more trustworthy and reliable actually haha) and the fear of not having a stable career— all of this prevents me from giving art a chance so I just don’t bother if it can’t even take me far anyway??? But at the same time I want to try harder but I can’t because it’s too late and don’t even try n argue with me on that or try to give me motivational stuff jdhdfkhdfkfn it doesn’t work on me anymore I know I’m past any hope rip

anonymous asked:

Forgive me if I'm wrong but I think you said that you liked Sara Bareilles? Anyway James posted a couple of videos with her at the Late Late Show if you're interested🙈

How amazing was her performance at the oscars?  how many tears did you shed?  She’s going to be taking over in Waitress on Broadway and I want to see it/her so bad but…I’ve already seen the show and I know i’m going to be spending all my money on vacation next week so I can’t bring myself to spend the money on seeing her in the show but….but….she’s SO GOOD. 


as soon as a i graduated high school my parents let me come and go as i wanted without a curfew and without telling me i couldnt drive places or go where i wanted cuz! i was an adult. the same year i graduated high school i consolidated my graduation money and went on a trip to nyc with just two of my friends of the same age and all my parents told me was to spend my money wisely but they didnt like. prevent me from going. cuz i was an adult and they trusted me. hell during my senior year of high school and afterwards i p much kicked it around town without rly telling my parents my every movement? and they were cool with it? but to this day i got friends in their 20s who live at home and their parents practically stalk them and tell them they cant go places. i dont. get. how u think u can tell an adult what they can and cant do. ur still their parent but once ur kid is an adult ur more like roommates as far as getting to control ur kids life goes. its not healthy or right for a 20+ y/o adult to be told by their parent theyre not allowed to go somewhere. like i just cant fathom this. i cant imagine if i still lived at home me telling my mom i was like going to new jersey for a week or something and her being like “no u arent. im not letting u.” like What On Earth

ok one last post before i sleep

my dream is to fall in love or make a really good friend and go on a road trip across north america and we stop in lots of places and go to national parks and see birds and sleep in our car out in the wilderness and climb mountains and sit in fields and drive through the desert and go to amazing restaurants in small towns and get lost a few times and spend all our money and run out of gas and we will have an amazing time and feel free and see great things and become even closer and remember it for the rest of our lives

It’s cool Disney’s making a Tangled tv series, but you know what would have made a better tv series? The Princess and the Frog. Think about it. Tiana and Naveen dealing with all sorts of fun and frustrating customers, Louis trying to connect with humans despite the fact he’s an alligator, visiting Naveen’s home country and his family, Naveen wanting to spend all their money while Tiana still has problems spending it on herself, and you could even bring back Facilier with Tiana and Naveen trying to stop him with the help of Mama Odie. They could even get turned back into frogs in an episode here and there and work with Ray’s family of fireflies. There was so much potential with that move and, unpopular opinion, I think a tv series is wasted on Tangled. 

Paladin Internet Headcanons


  • Has an aesthetic blog
  • Secretly a memer
  • Youtube recommendations is full of how-tos/ DIYs and cute cat videos
  • Doesn’t comment often but when he does he always writes a detailed essay
  • Plays shitty flash games at 2am 
  • farmersonly.com 
  • Lowkey a furry, spends all his money commissioning art of his Galra furry OC


  • His memeing is by no means a secret, to anyone
  • Uses outdated memes ironically but slowly starts using them unironcially
  • Comments nice things on every video he watches, usually short though
  • Former vinestar
  • Sulked for two months when vine shut down
  • Sulked for three months when he heard Club Penguin was shutting down
  • Google hisory is full of either beauty tip searches or random crap like “do elephants have dreams”
  • Lurks on anime forums


  • Facebook dad 
  • Has all social media just so he can like all the other paladins’ posts and write supportive comments 
  • “Keith, how do you take a screenshot?“ 
  • Edits the grammar of Wikipedia articles
  • Once posted a picture of himself and it became a meme
  • The others have hidden this fact from him to this day


  • The hacker known as 4chan 
  • Snapchats quality memes to Lance 
  • “Rosalind Franklin was one of the most underappeciated geniuses of her time, take a fuckin sip babes.”
  • Likes online strip comics
  • Stays up all night reading 200k word sci-fi fanfics 
  • Does PC building tutorials 
  • In love with online RPGs


  • Always has those beautiful food instagram posts 
  • Helps people with homework over the internet like a precious bean
  • Programs software in his spare time
  • Actual pro at agar.io
  • Helps Pidge with gathering parts for the PC building tutorials
  • He’s also the cameraman and occasionally gives witty commentary
  • Spotify playlists are always on point

If time is money, then I’ll spend it all for you / I will buy you flowers with the minutes we outgrew / I’ll turn hours into gardens, planted just for us to take

I’ll be reckless with my days, building castles in your name

Why I own so much RWBY Stuff

Me: Yah I am a poor college student, I should totally save my money for food and rent. Maybe I should save my extra money for when I need to pay off my loans.



Originally posted by ichixichigo