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I'm crying right now. I love you all. Reading all these messages and knowing that so many people care, just made me realize how important my life really is.

He might have left me, I don’t know if he’ll ever take me back, but if he doesn’t, I know that there are other people out there for me. 

I can’t express how much I love you guys. You are all so beautiful and I can’t thank you enough. 

I wish I could just hug all of you.

Especially you, Angela.

When I get to school tomorrow I’m giving you the biggest hug ever.

And to everyone else:

-opens arms widely-

I can’t believe this.

No one has ever cared for me to this extremity. 

Reading the words, “I love you and care for you, please stay with us” really made me breakdown crying.

Thank you everyone.

I really really want you all to know that I really can’t fully express my gratitude for you guys, for making me realize there are other things out there in the world and there is a future for me.

this is love.

Allie: You smug bastard. I hate you for saying that. 

Noah: You’re bored Allie. You’re bored and you know it. You wouldn’t be here if there wasn’t something missing. 

Allie: You arrogant son of a bitch. 

Noah: Would you just stay with me? 

Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we’re already fightin’. 

Noah: Well that’s what we do, we fight.. You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I’m not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you’re back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing. 

Allie: So what? 

Noah: So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day.

For the guy that means most.

It might sound so cliché but whenever I’m with you, I feel like the happiest person in the world. I hate saying good-bye even though we would see each other again the next day. I miss you the second you leave. I love the way you smell when we cuddle and hug. When your lips meet mine, it’s the most amazing feeling ever. Especially those kisses where you just attack my whole face. Tomorrow, we’ll be another month closer to our anniversary. You’re that someone I can’t imagine living without. You’re mine and will forever be mine. I love you with all that I am, all that I was, and all I will ever be. Even though no one can tell the future, all I know is that I see you with me in it. We’re young, and everyone knows that. We both know that. But we know what we want. Eff what other people say. They don’t know what we feel, and never will know. Most teenagers at this age date and things fall apart in the end because of a misunderstanding or the other was unfaithful. There’s SO many different reasons, but, it comes down to one, and only one thing. You’re just not right for each other. I know that you are the one. We met in the most unusual way, and fell for each other in the most unusual way. But you know what?  I wouldn’t change anything about us for the world. I bet it’ll be an awesomely awkward story to tell our children. God put you in my life and I am more than blessed. I trust you to hold my heart and never let go. I can tell you anything and know you wouldn’t judge me. I love everything about you. Your hair, your eyes, your smile, your lips, the way you hold me. The feeling..it’s not heaven, but oh my goodness, it sure feels like it. My head won’t stop thinking about you. My love for you sometimes gives me this heavy feeling in my chest. It hurts, but it feels good. There’s only one way I can explain it: too much love for my body to handle. Many nights, I’d lay awake and think about you. Then I get lonely because you’re not here to sleep with me. And when I say sleep, I don’t mean it in a sexual way. Just lovely, silent sleep so I could wake up to your face in the morning. I can’t wait for the rest of our lives together to begin. And although we can’t talk everyday because of school, I know that it’ll be all worth it in the end. You’re the cutest guy in the world even though you don’t believe me when I say it. I love you. ♥ 

lymnsm asked:

seriously you are the funniest blog i follow, im in a really bad mood, and when i am, nothing cheers me up, but everything you reblogged is so funny i had to smile, so thank you for saving my night without knowing it :D btw.... you are always like the top on my crushes

oh my god i love you

that just made my night ♥

this means were best friends nao right

:c
  • kyle:omg babe this morning i woke up crying ):
  • me:why? ):
  • kyle:I had a dream that you didnt love me anymore /:
  • we were hanging out after school and then you just plainly said, “i feel like we’ve grown apart, i dont have the same feelings for you like i did before”
  • then i said, “is it because of all the bad things ive done in the past?”
  • “no, i just feel like we weren’t really meant to be”
  • the dream was quick because i woke up to the alarm clock DX
  • DONT LEAVE ME LARA, I’LL DO ANYTHING, OMG IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING DX I LOVE YOU!!! OKAY?! DX
  • me:are you doubting me babe? i wouldnt say those things to you ):
  • kyle:i know you wouldnt but i sometimes dream and think about it because im jealous and i only want you :/ and i want you to always love me and no one else DX

So, afterschool, I gave Kyle his roses and teddybear.

omg

i love you chris for buying them for me D; ♥

anyweiz

he came home and his mom was like

“UI DID LARA GIVE THAT TO YOU?!”

and he was like

“no, jino did D;”

“sureeeee…”

then he took a bite from it (which i told him not to) because he believes that roses are edible

wtf

lol i want our wedding to be on valentines day

which is also his birthday

so like

its three events in one

our wedding anniversary

his birthday

and valentines day

and we will make cute babies and dress them up as penguins because of reasons

(not including polarbears doe)

motha

fuckin

penguins

Our Love Story.

It all started in the beginning of last year; I was still in 7th grade. I’m in 9th grade now. lol. ;-; Two of my friends who are also brothers, kept telling me that I looked like one of their friends’ little sister. And I asked them what their friend’s name was and they told me his name was Kyle. I didn’t really think much about it, until one fine day in August 2010, I saw a guy named Kyle comment on one of the brothers’ statuses. Being the creeper that I am, I clicked on his name and I was like, “could this be the friend that they always talk about? xD” And being THE ULTIMATE creeper that I am, I sent him a friend request. He accepted and I talked to him and he was really weird. He was talking about goats and their milk. o-o I was like, “wtf. okay. ,_,” But he seemed nice so yeah. We became really good friends even though we haven’t even met then. We’d talk occasionally every night just to talk about random things and crushes and whatnot. I remember that on December 8th, I was this close to meeting him at Asia World. XD But, we didn’t, sadly. :| It wasn’t until January, when I started liking him. And i know, i know, I haven’t even met him yet. But, that’s how i felt. He was tagged in a video of him singing, and I remember that I would watch it over and over and over again— sometimes I’d fall asleep listening to his voice. Well, we started talking much more and I fell for him. On January 16th, I told him that I liked him, and he said that he liked me back. And that was that. We flirted a lot, I remember. And we would stalk each other’s pictures everyday. XD He made a video of him singing, “By Chance” and said that it was for me. Again, I played it over and over again. xDx LOOOOL. Yeah, so, we’d stay up late just talking. And on February 4th, it was a snow day. And that was the first time he said he loved me, and we exchanged I love you’s. On his birthday, he asked me to be his Valentine. LOOOL. Yes, his birthday is Valentines day. In March, I went for a vacation to Las Vegas, and that was when our love started growing because now we were farther apart than we were. And it kinda hurt even though we’ve never really seen each other in real life. 2 months pass and it’s June. The last day of school is on the 3rd and that was also my friend Angela’s birthday party. And he and I were invited to her house. I remember that I was allowed to go but I had to go to my brother’s kindergarten graduation first, then eat out, then go to her house. I was really excited because I was finally meeting him! After FOUR AND A HALF MONTHS! :”D And so, my parents dropped me off and I rang the doorbell. He was already there by the way. It felt like an eternity waiting outside. The door opened and I walked in. I keep walking and there he is, sitting on a piano. I remember that he yelled out, “IT’S YOU! :D” then we hugged for a long time. I didn’t want to let go, but I needed to change cause it was hot and I was wearing pants and a long sleeve shirt. I got out and met him outside. We sat next to each other and held hands. My mind was whirling with thoughts like, “omg. hes real! this day finally happened! oh my goodness, hes so cute.” and i kept blushing too D: anyways, he gave me a piggyback ride, bought me ice cream and we walked in the park together. He’s like, 11 inches taller than me and so I felt really short compared to him. ;______; But, height doesn’t matter. That was an amazing day. We spent like 3-4 hours together and I didn’t want it to end. He gave me a kiss on the cheek before he left and i had butterflies in my tummie c”: It wasn’t until 2 months later on August 11, my birthday, when there was a thing for the freshmen at the school. And so, he went there and we saw each other for the second time. :D I was really happy because that was the day of our first kiss. He gave me a two page letter for my birthday and, it was the most beautiful letter I’ve ever read. And now, we’re still together. He never really asked me out, we kinda fell for each other, and just knew that we were together. So, we just made January 16th our date because that’s when we confessed that we liked each other. It’ll be a year in January. I can’t believe that all this started because of a friend request. And now, he visits me at school because I don’t technically attend the main campus yet. My sophomore year will be my last year with him because he’ll be going away to college the next. But I know that we love each other very much. This seems so crazy and unrealistic, but this, THIS, this is our love story.  

"If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one, because if you really loved the first one you wouldn’t have fallen for the second."

I remember this quote..

Doesn’t apply to me, but, it might, for someone out there who reads it.

KYLE MIGHT NOT BE MOVING ANYMORE ASDFSDHAJAKDFHAJKSDGHLKJDSFHKG

my happiness

its over 9000

this gif will always be used for times like these

 

oh yis

i can have more of that sexy boy

wait wut