special calling

adhdbeowulf  asked:

#pedophilia mention; um, i think they're accusing you of pedophilia, and calling your special interest creepy?? it's disturbing that they'd go there... "i’d also like to point out that they and nav have a really creepy obsession with the anime hikaru no go where the main characters are literal children and this includes anius and nav having nsfw conversations about them and anius even drew ‘aged up’ nsfw of akira. and was called out on it once and all they had to say about it was ‘fair enough.’"

You are the second person to tell me about this, and it is the most absolute disgusting, vile lie I have ever heard come out of their mouth. 

They know that I find adult/child ships and loli/shotacon utterly repulsive, triggering and disgusting and yet they proceed to spin this tale anyway.

The ONLY nude picture I have ever drawn of akira depicts him practicing zen meditation, which is as nonsexual as you get, and it turned out that way because i couldn’t decide what clothes to put on, and got lazy and never bothered drawing clothes since I put so much work into the anatomy and didnt feel like doing drapery as well. I linked the picture here so you can judge for yourself. 

The nsfw conversations were strictly for a developed post-series fanon that takes place in their 20′s. This fanon includes details such as about when and how their wedding will take place, their living arrangements, who cooks and what, their travels, when akira starts growing his hair, how their feelings about gender change over time, when they start winning titles and yes, what they sometimes do in bed, as after all they are adults in their 20′s.

To be clear, nav and I would never develop sexual content about the characters as children. we are seriously uncomfortable with that idea. In fact I did not start doing that myself until after I had spent some time post-series and began developing an understanding of the characters as adults. Only after I had an idea of them as adults, was I comfortable developing any sort of sexual content.

The hikago story begins when they are children, but time passes and they grow throughout the series. Hikaru and Akira were both born in 1986 according to the canon timeline which means that they are 30 years old now as of March 2017, a fact universally acknowledged by japanese hikago fandom. (just look at pixiv for birthday fanart from last year, which often mention they are 30 now.

Here is an official artwork by obata imagining the characters ten years after the end of the story:

This is not a floating timeline and the characters were never meant to be children forever.

Hikaru no go began serialization in 1998, which makes hikago a 19 year old story as of today. It is so old that its audience has all grown up. When an audience grows up, their characters grow with them, and the audience naturally develops the characters as the same age as themselves. Harry Potter is an incredibly good example of this, as is Sailor Moon. It’s a normal and universal experience for old fandoms.

Also, no one has ever come forward and told me they were uncomfortable with my art of akira, or my fanon. That literally never happened.

When Aves falls out with someone, they cannot gracefully accept it like a responsible human being and move on. No, in order to feel justified in hating me, to tarnish my reputation and to make sure everyone else in their social circle hate me as well, they have to make up such a horrible and disgusting highly charged lie.

When I cut ties with aves, I expected them to start distorting me and tell lies of some sort, but I never expected them to lie about pedophilia out of all things. This is a new precedent for them. They have never before made lie about a former friend this heinous and severe. I never imagined that they would stoop this low, but here they are, they have. 

Also it is very suspicious to me that even though they accused nav of the same thing as well, they didn’t start accusing nav of pedophilia at all until I fell out with them, 7 days later, even though they already ended things with nav and had the opportunity to do that. Which makes me even more sure that they just pulled it out of their ass

Last but not least, they targeted hikaru no go, of all things, a story I love very much that is very personal to me and brings me great happiness, inspired new passion in me and taught me a lot of things about myself. If they made this shit up to hurt me and make me upset, congratulations. You did it. I hope you’re happy.

What a vile person. I can’t believe I ever thought we even had a friendship.

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Or, How Bucky Barnes Nearly Ruined His Tough-Guy Rep

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The trail mix was gone. 

The nice, expensive trail mix, with twelve kinds of nuts and the big sunflower seeds and dried fruits, the kind Tony only rarely left sitting on the common floors for everyone to get at, was gone. 

Clint had been looking forward to that stuff all morning

All the way through a hellish morning “jog” with Steve, all through Nat handing him his ass on the training mats, all through firing the same batch of misweighted arrows over and over so Tony could take scans and fix the design, he’d been thinking, when this is done I get to go upstairs and hang out on the couch and watch Dog Cops and eat the good trail mix, guilt-free. 

And it was gone.

Clint was gonna shoot somebody.

Just as soon as he figured out who’d taken the trail mix.

kingofmemes posted:

yesterday i saw a sad duck in the park who kept getting picked on by the other ducks so today i brought some trail mix and we had a nice lunch together. also i think he might be the duck who pooped on sam last week. if so, he is officially my new best friend. 

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can we talk about how clarke has to look away after saying she’ll see how special you are like she was embarrassed, like she said too much, like she revealed too much about her feelings, like she said it without even realising it cause it was always in her mind

and bellamy blake the look he gave was so soft and emotional i cant even bellamy blake who earlier today heard his own sister call him a murderer, who never expects anything from anyone and here comes that girls calling him special and god his eyes, bellamy doesn’t believe he is special himslef but that clarke does has him on his fucking knees and he can’t hide his love, motherfucker was about to confess that’s how emotional that line got him